Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.

Warning: This story contains adult material. You must be at least 18 to read this material. There will be lemons. This is pure smut featuring non-consensual sexual situations. Both Hinata and Naruto are a bit depraved in this story.

I have very depraved thoughts for which I'm sometimes apologetic for. You have been sufficiently cautioned.

Enjoy!

Chapter 1

It was late and I couldn't sleep but I really needed to so I could get up in the morning and be ready for a very important team presentation. Leaving my room, I walked into the living room and dropped onto the couch next to Naruto, my roommate. He, in turn, gave me a sidelong glance and raised an eyebrow at me.

"What's bothering you, Hinata? It's not like you to be up this late." His voice was a little husky from not being used. Today was one of his short days, he must have gotten home after my failed attempt to go to sleep. He looked pretty comfy on the couch and he had his movie snacks setup on the coffee table which looked like it had been worked through. It was rare that he had much free time because he worked part-time as a physical trainer and went to law school fulltime. He was nearing the end of his schooling while preparing to take his certifying exam. When he eventually got a respite from all of his responsibilities, you could find him glued to the television screen watching movies. He was a movie buff, he loved all things dealing with cinematography.

I sighed, "I'm really tired and can't go to sleep. I just lay there and no matter how hard I try, nothing happens."

Naruto was usually extremely talkative but he didn't say much and was in an unusually pensive mood. It was odd, I would think he would be more relaxed considering he was participating in his favorite pastimes. Come to think of it, he had been like this for about week now. I wonder if the stress and preparations for his licensing exam were getting to him. Naruto shrugged and turned his eyes back to the TV. I sighed again and got another sidelong glance from him. This one told me that he was annoyed. 'Weird, Naruto never gets annoyed by me.' I thought and shook my head, I must be seeing things.

Naruto and I had been friends since undergrad and had been rooming together since we started our graduate programs. I met him during the summer on a flight routed to Konoha where we both would eventually attend Konoha University. I was coming back from visiting Kurenai, my God-mother, who had moved abroad while I was in high school and Naruto was coming back from vacationing with his parents and God-parents.

We both lived in the Konoha our entire lives but our paths never crossed until heading back there to attend college. We were seated right next to one another and during the flight I fell asleep on his shoulder. Naruto was extremely generous, he let me use his shoulder and did not bother to wake me until we had landed and pulled into the arrival gate. I was mortified and felt terrible especially after I learned that he had held his bladder for the last hour of the trip to keep from waking me. I waited for him to exit the gate to thank him properly and maybe offer to buy him coffee but he somehow got past me and I never saw him again until a few years later. When I finally saw him again, I learned that we had a ton of mutual friends. I was really disappointed to find out that he was Mr. Popular when it came to the lovely women of KU. Although, according to one of our friends, someone who had known him much longer than I had, his dallying came to an abrupt halt during his junior year and to the best of anyone's knowledge, he hadn't returned to that lifestyle. However, among many of my other concerns with Naruto, that one issue remained prominent but I think that had more to do with my self-doubt than anything else..

Over the years, we continued to get along well and became very close friends in the process. Yet, Naruto was still completely unaware of the feelings I harbored towards him. Our relationship was weird and confusing, mainly because even amidst my unrequited feelings for him, it seemed as though he took care to be very considerate of me and he never took advantage of my submissive personality. I don't know how I could tell, I just could. Even given that, I just recently came to terms with and accepted the fact that Naruto wouldn't return my feelings. To commemorate this decision, I decided to start the process of getting over him by dating. Just last weekend, I went out on my first date since making the decision to move on.

Realizing that Naruto would never see me in the way that I wanted made me value our friendship that much more. It also highlighted for me that the last thing I needed was to complicate my relationship with him or our living situation. Surprisingly, Naruto was a wonderful roommate. We got along well, he helped to keep the shared spaces clean and because he was a guy, I didn't have to worry about any cattiness that often came with living with other women. Of course, his handsomeness and fit physique hadn't escaped me either, sharing a bathroom definitely had its perks. I frequently got to see him half naked and covered only in a towel or sweats from the waist down. I especially liked it when he would come in all sweaty from a run. God, Naruto had the body of an Adonis due to his occupation and fervent dedication to his craft.

Being very honest with myself at the moment, thinking about Naruto's body made me want to insinuate to him that we do something 'together' to 'tire' me out…but I could never ever bring myself to do such a thing.

"What are you watching?" I asked tearing myself away from the path those thoughts were sure to take me down.

"A movie." I saw him clench his jaw.

"Is it good?" I continued, ignoring his curt reply.

"It's okay."

"Is this the one with that red head from-"

"Yes," he interrupted.

"She's not very good at her job." He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Won't it keep you up, watching something like this before bed?"

Naruto groaned and threw his head back, "Go to bed, Hinata. I can't watch if you keep talking."

"I'm sorry. I can't sleep. I get talkative when I'm like this. I'm so sorry, I'll be quiet." He really wasn't his usual cheerful self tonight.

With a deep breath, Naruto pushed himself up off of the sofa and walked back into his bedroom. I took the opportunity to grab the remote and flipped through the channels to see what else was on. From his bedroom I heard him yell, "You better not be changing the channel, I'm coming back!" I switched it back to his movie, sat back, and waited for him to return.

Naruto emerged from the bedroom with something in his hand. He motioned for me to hold my hand out. I did and he dropped a couple of tablets in my palm.

"What are these?" I asked, genuinely curious.

"Sleeping pills. Take those, they'll help you get to sleep so that I can watch my movie. In peace." He said, exasperated.

He was really cranky, something must be bothering him. I smiled anyway and said, "Thanks, Naruto."

"These won't keep me from getting up, will they?" I inquired further.

"You'll be fine, take them. Good night." What was going on with him, I thought. He was never like this with me. I hope I hadn't done anything to upset him. I'll leave him alone for right now and ask him about it tomorrow. Maybe then he would be ready to talk.

"Okay, good night!" I said forcing my worried thoughts away and gave him a hug he was clearly unprepared for but sorely needed. He didn't say anything but I am pretty sure I saw him smile.

I went to the kitchen and got myself a glass of water and then headed back to my room.

Back in my room I rolled the pills in my hand. He said to take two but I was half Naruto's size... I decided to take a half of a pill, and if I was still awake in a half hour, I would take the other half... and if I was still awake after that, I'd take the second pill. He said it wouldn't keep me from waking up in the morning for work, but why chance it?

I snapped one of the pills in half, took it with a big swallow of water, and deposited the remaining pill and a half in the drawer of my nightstand. I closed the drawer, turned off my bedside lamp, and snuggled down under my fluffy covers.

Consciousness floated just above the surface and I below it. I felt awake, but not completely, full cognizance was just out of my reach. My limbs were heavy and I didn't seem to have the energy or strength to move them. For a moment, I wondered what had woken me and then I heard sound again.

"Hinata? Are you awake?" I heard Naruto whisper into my room.

I wanted to tell Naruto that I was awake, but my body wouldn't respond to any of the commands my brain was sending it. For a moment I panicked, but then I remembered the half of pill I had taken earlier. It must have been messing with my system. It was really nice of Naruto to check in on me to see if I was okay.

I heard Naruto step into my bedroom and closed the door behind him. That was odd, he usually didn't venture inside of my room unless he asked me.

"Hinata?"

Naruto moved closer, and I could feel him right above me. I felt him reach down to tuck my hair behind my ear. What was he doing?

I was on my side and Naruto gently pushed my shoulder, moving me onto my back. He then pulled down my comforter and blankets. I was only wearing a sleeveless t-shirt, bra, and panties. I wished I had slipped on a pair of shorts or some kind of appropriate bottoms. But why was that even necessary, he shouldn't be in my room. The pills he had given me would have incapacitated me and he knew that. So, what was going on?

I felt him run his hand up and down my bare leg. My blood ran cold as I tried to figure out what was going on. I felt his warm breath on my neck and then he pressed his lips against the very same spot. "You smell so good, Hinata." He whispered to me.

With a soft feathery touch, he ran his fingertips up and down my leg again, stopping just below the panty line. I heard him groan which was deep and guttural. Then the weight on the bed shifted.

"Damn, Hinata. You look so good…why couldn't you make this harder for me?" He said in a pleading tone. I felt my shirt rise to just above my bra clad chest. There was a quick intake of breath. "You are beautiful just like I knew you would be..."

He pulled my shirt off, leaving me only in my bra and panties now. I had a pretty good idea of where this was headed with him undressing me and all.

I felt really conflicted because I wanted Naruto for so long and I wanted us to be together but like this… I wasn't sure.

In all honesty, there was a small part of me that wanted this to continue. The part of me that wanted this was happy I was in a matching set of underwear, shaved, and trimmed. As the moments passed, I could feel the part of me that wanted Naruto to continue growing, overshadowing the part of me that was the voice of reason. There was a time when I was so in love with Naruto that I would have taken him anyway I could have him and it seemed like that part of me was still alive which made me feel horrible. Did I really think so little of myself? Just a week ago I had resolved to move on from him and now…

Naruto's hands cupping and squeezing by breasts through my bra brought my attention back to the matter at hand and confirming for me the direction he was headed. The disbelief was beginning to wear off, having an idea was one thing but having it confirmed was something else altogether.

Naruto had me helpless and naked before him to do with me what he wanted. Knowing what he was likely to do and what he was about to see made me feel all of the insecurities I ever had about my body. He wouldn't take my bra off, would he? He couldn't take off my bra and see those things.

Wait.

Something was seriously wrong with me. Even though he was the one clearly overstepping—something I had every right to be upset about—I was more concerned with what he would think when he saw my body. Particularly, my breasts which were the least favorite part of my body. I was very young when I developed and I had always been self-conscious my size. Being that young and having a full bust that contrasted starkly with a petite figure brought a lot of unwanted attention in school and out in public. Much of the attention I didn't understand at the time but being the timid person I was, even more so when I was younger, greatly flustered me. It was a common occurrence even now that I was an adult. When I go out, many of guys that approach me spoke directly to my chest, never sparing my face a second glance. In addition to the unwanted attention, they were so large, heavy, and dense.

I felt Naruto unclasp my bra which hooked in the front. When he unlatched and opened my bra, I felt the cool air hit my breasts and then came the familiar shiver that always followed the release of the support garment. My areolas puckered and my nipples hardened in response. My breasts were exposed.

Naruto was looking at my breasts.

"Damn…Hinata…" He moaned. Did he not like them?

And then I felt him grip my breasts, one in each hand. He fondled and squeezed, I heard his labored breaths as he went. I felt something warm and wet encase one of my nipples. My nipple was being tasted and suckled. By Naruto. Naruto had his mouth on my breast. His warm mouth was gently drawing and pulling on the bud making it even tighter and harder. A reflexive surge went through my body straight to my core.

"Damn, Hinata. You are more beautiful than I imagined. You taste delicious too." His warm breath caressed the skin of my bosom. I had always wondered what he thought when he looked at my body. I was a lot curvier than the women who fit the ideal standard of beauty but I worked out three to four times a week. I could tone some parts of my body but there was very little I could do with the more voluptuous endowments.

He sucked my nipple more firmly then, tugging on it and pulling me away from my musings. Did Naruto know that I loved having my breasts fondled? I know it seems contradictory that while I disliked my breasts, I loved the feeling of having them attended during sex. Just focusing on my nipples could bring me to climax. I could feel myself dampen as a result of his current ministrations.

"You have no idea, how in love with you I am and how long I've wanted you..." He said.

He licked, nipped, and sucked my nipple, the same one as before. He then turned his attention to the other one and worked at it until it was as hard as the other. He then grabbed my breasts again, kneading them, pinching my nipples, as he kissed his way down to my belly button. His ministrations coupled with the noises he made as he took advantage of me had turned on even more. I should have been fighting these feelings but this is something that I have always wanted from him. My reluctant side had virtually disappeared. Knowing that Naruto wanted me as much as I wanted him, I completely gave up and surrendered myself to the experience.

Then I felt his fingers rub my slit through my underwear and just the thought of what Naruto might do next made me moisten even more. I had fantasized about him before but I hadn't fantasized about this; him sneaking into my room while I'm in a knocked out drugged state. Thinking back to earlier, I should have propositioned him then.

Naruto continued to rub me through the cloth and I was getting really wet. I was practically gushing and dripping wet. The horny and totally smitten part of me wanted him to keep going. And he did. The fabric had become slick with my juices. He groaned again and then he pulled my panties off and I was completely naked in front of him. He moved again and I felt him climbing in between my legs.

I felt him place one hand on my upper thigh shifting it apart some and the other hand went between my legs. He easily slid one finger into me. Then another. And then he slowly began to piston his fingers in and out of me; slow but steady. Then I felt his thumb moving against my clit and my core began to tighten. I knew what was happening and he did too. Naruto began to increase his tempo ever so slightly and I was close. So close. Even in this intoxicated state I was breathing fast and heavy. My breath caught and I was almost there.

The weight shifted on the bed again and I felt Naruto climb off. Damn. So close. I needed more.

Across the room I heard him open a drawer and then I heard a soft, familiar hum.

Naruto knew that I owned a sex toy! How did he know where I kept my vibrator? Not even my friends knew about that. This was not the first time he had been in my room. If I had full control of faculties I'm sure my skin would be blazing red.

I heard the zip of pants and thud of them falling to the floor. I had absolutely no control here, but still my body was excited, tensed in anticipation which was spurred on by the part of me that was turned on and ready to be plucked.

Naruto was back on the bed and between my legs again. He spread them farther apart and lifted them up a bit to give him greater access to my center. He turned the vibrator to low and he moved it up and down my slit, close to my entrance, but not quite. He moved it up and focused it on my clit. I was still very excited from my almost orgasm and I wanted penetration. With either the vibrating shaft or his cock, at this point, I didn't care. I just wanted to be filled.

It didn't take him long to slide the vibrator inside of me, pulling a reflexive moan from me. Then I felt his mouth on my clit, his tongue teasing me as he moved the vibrator in and out of me. My orgasm built quickly. He slid the toy in and out of me and I could feel my wetness saturating my skin. My pussy tightened and quivered and…OH. MY. GOD. Naruto kept thrusting the vibrator in me even as I came. Pumping it in and out of me and then his mouth was on me and for a moment I didn't dare breathe. I couldn't.

God. Oh. My. God.

He pulled the toy out of me and took a long deep lick up my slit. "Delicious. Hinata, you're so beautiful and so delicious. So beautiful." He said in between licks. He pressed his tongue deep inside of me. I quivered again. If I had control of my body I would have gripped his blonde locks and held his head and mouth against me while pressing myself hard against his face. He stayed there without my prompting and another orgasm rocked my body as he continued to nurse my core.

Although I hadn't done anything but lay here, I felt spent and exhausted. Naruto moved again on the bed, and I was ready and anxious for him to thrust himself inside of me and bring me to another orgasm. I felt him suck on my right breast, sucking my nipple softly at first and then more forcefully, biting down on the teat. It stirred the heat in my core once more.

"You have the most beautiful breasts. I dream about doing things to you, Hinata." He said roughly nipping at her breast. "You have no idea how much I need you." He fell on top of me, covering me with his body and I could feel his cock, hot and hard, the tip was wet with his own fluids laying against my stomach.

He rocked against me, grabbing my legs so that my middle met his. Slowly. His mouth was against my ear and I could hear frustrated huffs as he rubbed against me. He was so close, I could smell him and it was his unique male aroma. I felt him then begin to press against my center. He wasn't going to put his cock inside of me. I wanted to yell at him. I wanted to beg him, plead with him to please, please take that very male part of him and finish what he started. Inside of me. Mad with lust, I wanted to be filled with Naruto. Right. Now.

Naruto's breathing was ragged. "Hinata, Hinata," he moaned and then he grunted, jerked, and I felt hot jets of liquid against my stomach. For a moment nothing happened. Naruto was still against me. Breathing deeply, trying to catch his breath. He was hot and heavy on top of me and I wanted to wrap both my arms and legs around him just to keep him there.

After a moment, he shifted, pulled away. "Shit. Fuck. FUCK." He made a strangled noise and then he was up off of the bed. I felt him pick up the discarded vibrator and left the room.

I heard him in the bathroom running the water, talking to himself as he did so. "Fuck. Stupid Naruto! What the fuck were you thinking?! This is Hinata! Shit. SHIT!" I heard him open and then slam close the linen closet door.

He walked back in and I heard him return my vibrator to the drawer. He was above me again, cleaning me off with a wet wash cloth. He was gentle, careful as he wiped his ejaculate off of my stomach and the wetness from in between my legs.

Then he proceeded to put my bra and shirt back on. After he got my shirt on, he left again. I heard him open another drawer and he was back, putting a new pair of panties onto me. It really bothered me that he knew where everything was. I really should have been more upset about what had just occurred though.

Once Naruto had gotten me straightened back out, he pulled the covers back over me. I felt the bed dip beside me. I heard a hard thumping sound, "Stupid, stupid, stupid. What the hell was I thinking?!" Then he went silent for a moment. I felt him move again and then his breath was against my forehead, and then I felt his skin. He had placed his forehead against mine. I felt his breath mingling with mine.

"Please don't know, please don't know," he chanted, sounding anguished. "Hinata, I'm so sorry. If you only knew… I'm so sorry." Then he placed a lingering kiss on my forehead and was out of the door.

In the morning when my alarm went off I noticed that I felt really good; tired, but a good, relaxed kind of tired. The drug had completely worn off, I could move again. I switched my alarm off and headed to the shower. I turned the water as hot as I could stand it and tried to decide what to do. I was exceptionally confused. On one hand I was appalled that Naruto did what he did while I was "asleep". On the other, I deeply enjoyed it and wanted him to go further than he did. I'm still not sure why he didn't. It was obvious that he had wanted to. Apparently, for some time now. It clearly explained his mood from yesterday. He wasn't annoyed, he was emotionally and sexually frustrated with me.

That was another cause for my confusion, before what happened happened, I had always dreamed of having sex with Naruto. I really, really, really, liked Naruto and was highly attracted to him. We had been living together all of this time harboring feelings for one another but neither one of us were aware of the other's feelings. I was totally unsure of what I should do next.

I shut the water off and quit the shower.

Later, when I walked into the kitchen dressed and ready for work, Naruto was already at the table eating breakfast. He glanced up at me but didn't say anything. I could feel the anxious energy rolling off of him. He stared at me for a long time. There was a bit of longing and guilt in his eyes.

"How was your movie?" I asked as I moved to the counter. I turned my back to Naruto and poured coffee into my cup. After leaving the shower, I settled on acting as if nothing happened. Even with everything that happened and knowing how he felt about me I still didn't know what to do so I wouldn't address the issue.

I noticed that Naruto seemed to freeze behind me, confused I assumed, as if he thought I was going to scream at him at any moment. Maybe I should have, he definitely deserved it.

After a moment's pause he said, "It was okay." I nodded.

He coughed, "How did you sleep?" He asked, making eye contact with me. This is it, his face seemed to say. He seemed to be bracing himself for something.

I smiled, "Those pills you gave me were awesome. I woke up feeling rested, like all of the tension had been wrung out of me."

Naruto looked like he might have been sick. "Great," he choked out. He looked down at his food and moved it away from him.

I added cinnamon flavored cream and a little sugar to my coffee and then screwed the top on to the travel mug.

"I might have to have you give me more for the next time I can't sleep," I said.

"Sure," he mumbled. I smiled at him again.

"Naruto, last night was great," I said as I walked out the door.

AN: I'm totally taking liberties with Hinata's reaction to the sleeping pills. I'm not sure if it is even possible to react in the way that they did with her.

Laters,

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