The rating has just been changed to M, yes, because of this chapter. It is graphic and detailed so... you've been warned.

This is it... it's all over T^T /cries/ Hope you enjoy, and as always,

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"Can I touch you?"

Rin was slightly shocked by the request, but he would do anything for Shima at that moment, he regretted never admitting his feelings before. No, he wasn't entirely sure about his feelings before, even now his emotions were a mess, but he would still do anything he asked. He gently took Shima's hand in his own and brought it up to his cheek.

Shima gave him a weak smile, brushing his fingers across his cheekbone, running his thumb over Rin's eyelid, then down the bridge of his nose before touching his lips. He brought his fingers around to the back of his hair, pulling him forward so the half demon was straddling him before kissing him. Rin responded with a small sigh, returning the kiss and thinking to himself how nice it was to kiss this softly.

"Can I touch you here too?" Shima pushed his hand under Rin's shirt, pressing his hand to his stomach.

"I said it's fine." Rin's voice was hushed.

They slowly exchanged places so Rin was leaning against the tree. He let out a small gasp as more blood trickled into Shima's face. "Shima you're..."

"I'm fine." But Shima's hand trembled as he moved it against Rin's stomach. "Is this really alright?"

Rin felt his heart well up in his chest, he wanted to go find help but this is what Shima wanted, the two feelings were tearing him apart. But he wanted to fulfill Shima's wishes, "It's alright."

As if sensing Rin's conflict, Shima pressed their lips together, then trailed kisses along his jaw and down to his neck, causing Rin to blush. His hand made it's way to Rin's chest, rubbing against his nipple, making him gasp as Shima continued to kiss his neck, brushing his teeth against his skin and biting there gently.

'No, we should stop now...' Rin thought to himself. Shima shook his head, his sincere expression catching the halfling's attention. 'I understand what he wants, i'll do anything. He protected me and now he's like this...' Rin examined Shima's pitiful state, a sad look in his eyes. 'I can't stop here.'

Sadness welled up within Rin, making his breath stop. Shima's blood and dying were reality, it hurt the demon more than anything. But he shook the feelings off, 'I want to touch him... for him to touch me... and know every inch of my body.' Shima's hand's still brushed delicately against his chest and stomach.

Suddenly Shima pulled his arms over Rin's back, pulling him closer and muffled his voice into his shoulder. "You feel warm." As if memorizing his entire body he slid his hand from Rin's chest to his torso slowly. "Rin." He breathed his name softly, sliding his hand down further and stopping at his belt with a soft 'clink'.

"I want to touch you here, please let me." Shima passionately whispered in his ear.

"Wait... i'll do it." Rin felt his face flushing even more red as he reached down to undo his belt, noticing the monk struggling at it. As he unzipped his pants Shima's hand touched him through his underwear.

"Mn..." Rin bit back a moan as careful and hesitant fingers pulled out his member with care. Shima's cheeks flush as he put his forehead against his shoulder, kissing Rin's neck. "Nn... mnn..." Shima pulled him in for a kiss, but this time was different, the way his tongue entered and intertwined with his as he began to stroke him more firmly which caused Rin to pant harder.

"Rin, does it feel good?" Shima asked with heated breaths.

Rin became even more embarrassed, his body getting even hotter than it was previously. "Ha... haah..." No words came to him, only his instinctual response.

"Rin-" Shima stopped mid sentence as he tried to hold back the pain.

"Are you okay?!" Rin furrowed his eyebrows together in concern.

"Yes... sorry..." Shima let out a small sigh.

"We really should sto-!"

"No." Shima's face warped with conviction as he grabbed the collar of Rin's shirt. "Only that... No. Please."

Rin was shaken by Shima's actions, he'd never seen him in this much pain, nor with this much desire. "I understand." He hesitantly replied. He could see the sheer determination in the older male, and at that moment he felt that he would do anything for him. 'I should follow through this... together with Shima.' "Hold on a second."

"Rin?" Shima gave him a confused look as Rin pushed him lightly onto the ground and lay on top of him before moving down to take off the pink haired exwire's pants. Shima gasped, "Rin! I'll do that..."

"It's fine, I don't want you to move too much so i'll do it." Rin responded, sliding off his boxers. He stopped for a moment before taking the tip of Shima's member into his mouth. He could feel Shima hold his breath at the action. 'Am I the first to have touched him like this?' Rin's heart beat wildly at the thought. Shima grew bigger as Rin brought him further into his throat before pulling almost all the way out, then repeating the motion, over and over.

Shima began to pant heavily as he reached down to clumsily pet Rin's hair. "Haah..." Rin glanced up to see Shima's face flushed completely red, breathing heavily as he softly mumbled "Rin." It made the half demon feel a little giddy seeing him like this, it made him want to feel more, he wanted to feel him. He stopped his motions to take off the rest of his clothes before straddling Shima, fully nude.

Shima's stare fixed on his body, and though Rin was embarrassed he took the pink haired boy's hand and placed it on his stomach. "Don't you want to touch everything? ...Then do it."

"Rin..." Shima softly mumbled his name.

"And make sure to remember. Things about me, what my body is like..." A knot swelled in Rin's throat as he couldn't say everything he was thinking at that moment. 'And never forget. Never. Even if this is the end.'

"Yes, Rin, I love you from the bottom of my heart." Shima half whispered. Rin let out a small sigh before licking his fingers and reaching around to his own entrance. "Nn..." Even though this was Rin's first time doing anything like this, he had no intention of stopping. He wanted to give everything... he wanted Shima inside of him. He felt himself contact against his wet finger, going in more little by little. "Ugn... ah..." The feeling made him tense up. "Ah... hah..." He moaned softly, "Shima."

"Are you alright? Look, you're in pain." Shima was clearly concerned watching Rin's face contort.

"I'm fin- ngh..." Rin responded, but Shima raised his upper body, grasping Rin's hip with one hand and moving the other to his entrance. "Shima hey!" His fingers followed Rin's and go into him. "Shima... ah...!"

"Sorry... I wanted to touch you here too, are you alright?"

"Ngh..." The only response Rin could muster up was guttural sounds.

"It's so hot." Shima's voice was hushed.

Rin finally mustered up the ability to reply, "Idiot. It's fine, so... take it out..." He said as he forcibly pushed Shima's fingers out. He took a few shallow breaths before slowly lowering himself onto Shima's erection, the pink haired boy watched him with feverish eyes.

"Rin." He panted softly.

"It's going in... ngh... ahh!" Rin half shouted from the pain as Shima held him up, then lowered his hips more. Rin's breaths became shallow, pain overwhelming his sensations. "Uh... ah!" Noticing this, the pink haired boy reached around to gently grip the half demon's tail, stroking at it lightly.

Shima finally let out a loud moan as Rin began to speak, "Ngh... ah... haah... ah... It... went in..." Rin let out a huge breath, noticing he was putting his weight on Shima's chest. "Shit... sorry." He went to pull away but Shima grabbed his arm.

"It's fine."

"But..." Rin shook his head.

"I'm fine with just this." Shima said in a small voice.

"Th-then i'll start moving..." Rin whispered, embarrassed by the things he was saying. He did what he could to not depend on Shima and began to move his hips. "Ah... ungh..."

"Haah...!" Shima continued to moan openly now, at first Rin sat on Shima's waist but started to move up and down, but still... it hurt even moving that much. "Ug... ah... hah..." Rin's face contorted with pain.

"Does it hurt too much?" Shima seemed concerned as their eyes met.

"I'm ok-ah!" Shima started to touch Rin's stomach, the fresh blood that pooled on his hands mixing with Rin's sweat, but the feeling of his hand slowly became pleasant. Rin's hips went numb with pleasure, the pain fading away.

"Nn... Rin, it feels so good inside you." Shima's voice was raspy, words spilled out of his mouth. Rin began to move in a way that allowed Shima to press deeper, stretching his walls even further and causing him to moan. Shima rubbed at his chest and stomach, his touch caused electric shocks within Rin.

Rin thought to himself, 'A little late to say but... this feels so lewd.' Feeling even more turned on at this point he took Shima's hand from his stomach, sliding the monk's fingers into his mouth. He licked his fingers, ignoring the fluids and blood that was smeared on them. He licked them delicately, loving it, carefully sucking on them.

"Rin." Shima loudly called his name, pulling his hand away, along with his other hand he grabbed Rin's hips.

"...?! Ah, Ahhhh!" Rin shouted as Shima suddenly thrust into him with such force it left him moaning desperately. "Shima." Shima thrusts into him over and over while holding his hips. Rin felt his mind going blank as he looks down at Shima with his pained voice. Shima's face warped with pain as blood pooled behind him, seeping into the dirt below him. It was on his face, chest, arms, everywhere.

"Stop, if you do that you'll...!" Rin began to speak, Shima stopped moving and grabbed his arms before shouting suddenly, "It's fine!" His bitter words pierced through Rin's chest. "Please don't stop... I want to touch you til the end..." Shima's voice trembled. "I want to be touching Rin... so... please. Please don't treat me like this." Shima's expression turned serious, his voice sounded like he was about to cry as tears appeared in the corners of his eyes and ran down his cheeks.

An indescribable feeling exploded in Rin's chest... his vision went blurry. The half demon felt painfully hot from his eyes to his nose as sobs escaped his throat. 'This is... Shima's last wish... That's why no matter what... Even if his body breaks and there's nothin' left of him, I need to do this til the end.' Shima and Rin pound into each other, so they never forget, so they never lose each other. Rin feels tears well up in his eyes and he holds back his pain.

A smile floated to Shima's face as he matches Rin's rhythm. Rin couldn't stop it, there was absolutely no helping it, this useless feeling that fell over him. He couldn't stop the tears as they kissed, his senses drifting away and going numb, his tears fell and streaked down Shima's cheeks as their tongues entwined. Shima speeds up his motions, grabbing his tail once more, roughly this time and Rin could feel himself reach him limit, lights flickered in his eyes as he was sinking into the pleasure. But in the corners of his mind sorrow and regret still lingered.

Shima's expression changed as his breaths turned hoarse. Rin began to move his hips vigorously while moaning, "Ngh... ahh... I'm- gonna come!"

"Rin." Shima moaned his name loudly before he pulled him into a deep kiss. Shima gripped his hips tightly, blood covered Rin's arms and thighs. 'It'll be over soon, the end of it all, I want to stop it from happening...' Rin thought bleakly to himself, he felt like suffocating. Even so he felt himself come forcefully onto Shima's stomach.

Shima let out a small moan, his grip on Rin's hips shaking as he came inside him. "Nngh... ahh..." Rin felt his face heat up even more as he looked down at hima with uneven gasps. The pink haired male slowly blinked and smiled happily. "Rin, thank you."

Rin's eyes burned as he spoke in such a small voice, he felt himself begin to cry. "Don't say stuff like 'Thank you', I was happy to feel you, to hold you, I truly did want to be with you."

Shima let out a soft groan, his face warped while his body trembled everywhere now. "Shima!" Rin shouted, the smell of fresh blood filling his nostrils to the point where it was nauseating. Rin wanted to scream but he couldn't let out his voice without crying. "I love you Shima, more than anyone, always, more than anyone... anyone."

Shima coughed softly, "Neh, tell me, would you have been in a relationship with me before? I always thought about you... I fell for you, the son of Satan, yet you were always more human than anyone I knew. I liked texting you every night, and hearing your voice every day, and when you were my pet, i'll never forget how much I loved you."

"I always wanted to be with you, Shima."

A relieved smile crossed Shima's face, a smile from the bottom of his heart, a smile from someone who was truly happy. He exhaled painfully but his smile didn't fade. "Rin, thank you." His eyes closed and his body went limp.

'Never again... will I be able to talk to him. Never hear him say 'Okumura or Rin' again. I knew it, I was ready for it... I thought.' He held Shima's face and kissed him softly. "Good night, Shima."

7 months later

Life was slowly returning to what it had been, with the exception that Izumo had escaped her fate but didn't return to the school. She remained adamant about never being able to trust anyone again, but Rin knew he could never give up on her and knew he would one day see her again.

The Illuminati was still the school's biggest threat, and the battle against them always raged on. Their plans to resurrect Satan drew closer and everyone trained hard every day in preparation for the days that lay ahead. Training constantly kept Rin's mind off the events that transpired nearly a year prior and he was in full control of Fenrir. He'd even harnessed the power to transform to his wolf-familiar body at will, which came in handy a lot.

But most importantly... Rin would never forget that night...

The night that he had carried Shima's body through the woods, it was a long and tiring walk but he didn't stop until he made his way back to campus. The entire walk he kept looking down to see that Shima's was still breathing lightly. But when they got back no one thought he would survive, and some didn't seem to mind if he didn't.

Infact if it hadn't been for Yukio stepping up and personally caring for Shima he would have never lived, but he had fallen into a coma with no word on when or if he would ever wake back up. Rin made sure to visit the hospital every day, at first he was there constantly worrying and sleeping in a small chair beside the hospital bed, but as time passed his visits grew shorter, and Yukio refused to tell him if there was ever any progress being made.

Rin let out a low sigh, 'Why is that on my mind so much today?' He shook his head, his tail swaying softly behind him as he walked down the sidewalk towards his down, staring intently at the pavement as the sun beat down on his black hair. Sensing someone in front of him his head shot up, blue eyes widening as they met with caramel ones.

"Sh-Shima..." Rin choked out his name, Shima was in front of him, sitting cross legged in his dorm entrance.

"Yo." Shima spoke with a weak, small voice.

"Wh-Why... why are you here?" Rin didn't know if he should cry or tackle hug him.

"I missed your voice... so I came."

I enjoyed writing this A LOT! It's been a long journey /phew/. I was really inspired at first to write a multi chap. Shima x Rin fic since I didn't see a lot of good ones floating around on this site. I had the idea for the ending in my head and thought 'that would be fun!' Hahah.

So yea, overall I had fun with this, I even had fun writing the few comedic chapters in the middle where they were going on dates and texting eachother, so cuuuuute! And I planned on the happy ending all along /evil laugh/ so I hope I was convincing and tricked everyone into thinking Shima was going to die, I could never kill him off though, I love him too much.

Bah anyways, I don't even know how many of you guys read this BUT if you are reading it, i'd like to say thank you for the reviews/ratings/private messages/favorite and likes, i've had so much love from this story that if I get a bit more love from this final chapter I may end up writing a sequel to this story... since I have ideas floating around for it already!

That means everyone better throw in a review to see more~