I hope this fic is not boring but the more I read about Kyo
and Kagura, the more I like them. Here is another fic in there
honor! ^_^ Please enjoy! ~Sarah-chan~
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Running Away
By: FayeValentine00 (Sarah-chan)
Chapter 1
This morning I woke up in a better mood then I'd experienced in a
long time. Today was Kyo's birthday and I was planning to go over
and surprise him. I'd spent nearly the last month making Kyo a
plush cat, much like my backpack, and now it was finally
finished. Today was going to be the perfect day to give it to
him.
My mom peeked into my room when she heard me humming to myself as
I got dresses. "Kagura, what are you so happy about
today?"
"Today I am going to see Kyo!" I smiled at her for a
moment before returning to my preparations, ignoring anything
else that she was trying to say.
I skipped all the way to Kyo's school, humming a little song to
myself. I know that various people I passed on the street had
stopped and stared at me strangely but I didn't care. I was going
to see Kyo, the man I loved more than anything else in the whole
world!
Just as I rounded the corner of the school, I saw him. He was
fighting with Yuki but even though I could tell that he was mad,
something told me that he was also enjoying himself. His orange
hair glowed in the sunlight so beautifully that I couldn't have
looked away if I'd wanted to.
"I'll kill you, damn mouse!" Kyo screamed loudly,
preparing for his next attack.
"KYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
His whole body froze the moment he heard my voice and I saw a
look of fear flash across his face.
"K-Kagura?!"
"KYO-KUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNN!" I ran towards
him at full speed and caught him just as he was turning away. I
wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.
"Happy birthday! I tried to call you! Why didn't you call me
back?! I want to take you out today!"
"Kagura... I think he's suffocating." Yuki said softly
with a soft tap on my shoulder.
When I looked down to see what Yuki was talking about, I noticed
that Kyo's face was turning blue and he looked about ready to
pass out.
"Oh no! I'm sorry!" I immediately released Kyo's neck
and took a tight hold of his hand instead. "I just get too
excited sometimes."
"Kagura! How are you?"
I looked up to see that Tohru had just joined us and she gazed
over at Kyo and I with a big smile on her face.
"Hi Tohru! Today is Kyo's birthday so I am taking him out to
celebrate!"
"Kyo's birthday?! I had no idea! Happy Birthday, Kyo! I hope
that you and Kagura have a nice time." Tohru responded
immediately with the bubbly enthusiasm that I loved.
"Oh Kyo! I brought you a present too!" I quickly dug
into my backpack with my free hand and pulled out the bag that
contained the plush cat. "Here you go! Also I am going to
pay for dinner and a movie and a---"
"STOP IT!" Kyo yelled out suddenly, cutting me off in
mid-sentence. "Stop it! I'm so sick of you! When are you
going to get it through your head that I don't like you?!"
"Kyo..."
His eyes bore into mine with an expression that could only be
described as hatred and something deep in my heart broke. This
wasn't Kyo's normal annoyed reaction. This was something more.
This was a stare that I couldn't fight.
"But Kyo, I just---"
"JUST KNOCK IT OFF! LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" He
tore his hand from mine, causing the bag I'd been holding out to
go flying away. It landed in the middle of the street and burst
open. The cat doll that I'd made for Kyo rolled into a lane of
heavy traffic and within seconds, I watched as the plush was
crushed by a speeding delivery truck.
Tohru, Yuki, Kyo and I all froze in shock as we stared at the
remains of the doll but I barely even noticed that they were
still there. I felt as though I'd been the one who'd been run
over and when I was finally able to force myself to look away, I
couldn't look Kyo in the face. I kept my eyes firmly locked on my
feet, trying my best not to let Kyo see that I was trying, with
every ounce of my being, not to cry.
"I'm sorry. I didn't realize. ... I---I didn---" My
voice finally broke and large, hot tears began to roll down my
cheeks.
"Kagura..." I heard Tohru whisper my name softly but I
didn't respond. Instead I stood my ground the best I could.
I felt like my knees would give out at any time so after a minute
in silence, knowing that all eyes were on me, I couldn't take it
anymore and I turned away, running as fast as I could.
I ran and ran until my tears blinded my vision and I tripped,
falling painfully to my hands and knees. My breath came out in
choking sobs and no matter how hard I tried to stop them, my
tears fell like waterfalls.
"Why? ... Why?" I cursed myself quietly as I kneeled on
the ground.
I really was an idiot. I'd known all along. I really had know!
Everyone always told me that I was stupid and pathetic for being
'obsessed' with Kyo but I hadn't cared. All that mattered to me
was my true feelings but today Kyo had made it clear that he
couldn't care less about my feelings. He despises me.
"Kagura?" The soft voice behind me sounded full of
concern.
I looked up to see Tohru staring down at me with lines of concern
etched into her face. "Are you okay?" She kneeled down
in front of me as she spoke.
"Tohru!" I leaned forward into the younger girls
shoulder and allowed my tears to fall until I had no more left.
She silently stroked my hair and held me until I was able to sit
up again.
"I'm sorry." I spoke in a soft whisper.
"It's okay. I just don't want to see you upset." Tohru
sounded sympathetic until she saw my hands and knees. Then she
gasped out in shock. "You're bleeding! We have to get you to
a doctor! Let me walk you home."
"Okay." I nodded in reply but the whole way home I was
deep in thought. Kyo's words replayed over and over in my head
and all I could see were his hateful eyes, followed by the
crushed plush cat that probably still remained in the street.
"Kagura ... Kagura." Tohru's voice yanked me from my
thoughts and when I looked up we were standing at the gates of
the main house.
"I guess I was lost in thought."
"I know."
"Sit." Hatori spoke to me firmly and when I did as I
was told, he immediately began to tend my wounds. I noticed him
gaze up at me every few minutes with a look of confusion but he
didn't ask what was wrong and I didn't trust myself to speak.
"Tohru, can I talk to you for a moment?" When Hatori
was done wrapping my hands and knees, he'd turned to Tohru. He
didn't even bother addressing me but how could I blame him? I'd
never even said hello.
When they left the room, I just sat in the chair, staring at the
bandages on my knees. Nothing seemed to matter anymore. My whole
life seemed pointless now because my most important person had
refused me. All I wanted to do was disappear.
Later that afternoon, I gazed out my bedrom window. I looked
across all the buildings that were part of the main house and
began to feel very trapped. Being in the Sohma family and even
being cursed by the junnishi had never bothered me as much as it
had most of the others because I'd always had Kyo. My love for
him had made everything seem alright but I'd just been fooling
myself. My future with Kyo had all been in my mind.
I had to get away. My room felt too small, like I was
suffocating, so I ran outside but that wasn't enough. The walls
of the buildings and the surrounding gate overcame me. I felt
like the whole world was crashing in on me so I ran again but
this time I ran out the main gate and away from the Sohma prison
as fast as I could.
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Chapter 2 - Lost?
Was it too boring? I hope not! Please enjoy and let me know what
you thought! ^_^