Glee Fanfic

Title: Keep Going On

Rating: M

Summary: When you lose the one person that knew you better than anyone, the only person to know that secret you've been keeping from everyone...you start losing yourself. Rachel/OC Rachel/Quinn Faberry Endgame...G!P Rachel (first fanfic attempt)

Chapter 1

"Hey what you doing?", Rachel says as she walks up behind Carmen.

Carmen looks up with a start and covers the book she was writing in and stares up at Rachel with a blank expression.

"uhm, nothing important just writing I guess, what you doing here Rach?"

"I told you I was coming over after school, is something the matter? You seem a bit jumpy there?" Rachel asks voice laced with concern

Carmen looks at Rachel and immediately feels guilty. "Rae I'm sorry I forgot, I was a bit pre-occupied today"

Rachel feels that there is something that Carmen is keeping from her but chooses to ignore it. "No need to apologise, if you want me to leave its really not a problem."

"No baby please just stay. So how was school?"

Rachel sighs, this year was suppose to be her year. Glee Club was finally seen as 'cool' and the jocks were no longer picking on them. There has been a decrease in slushy facials and she could hardly remember the last time Artie was thrown in a dumpster. That being said, there were still three people who for some reason were the founding members of the 'WE HATE RACHEL BERRY' fan club. Yes she was talking about Queen Quinn Fabray and her to lackeys Santana and Brittany, even though Brittany is a bit too innocent for her own good.

"School was good. I got the solo for sectionals in Glee today, let's just say that Mercedes was not very happy with that." Rachel says with an amused expression

Carmen let's out a breathy chuckle. "Well the girl is jealous what do you expect? And how were the 'Unholy Trinity' today?"

Ever since Rachel told Carmen about how Quinn and Santana have been towards her she has been worried. For the last few weeks Quinn has made it her personal business to bring Rachel down. But Rachel Barbara Berry will not be brought down by anyone especially the HBIC of William McKinley High School.

"Baby, don't worry about Quinn, okay? Her bark is so much worse that her bite" Rachel says trying to reassure her concerned girlfriend.

"Okay if you say so baby. But on a lighter note how is my not so little friend doing today?" Carmen says with a sexy smile on her face.

Rachel looks at Carmen through hooded eyelids and replies. "Come over here and see for yourself"

When Rachel started dating Carmen she had been terrified that her birth defect would scare Carmen away but she was wrong, Carmen had embrace every part of Rachel, even the parts that were not supposed to be there and loves Rachel no matter what. Rachel and Carmen had been together for two years since they met at breadstix when Carmen had been stood up by her date. The had spent the entire night talking about themselves and there dreams. They had not stop seeing each other since. Even their parents had accepted their relationship because they could see how happy their daughters were.

Carmen walks over to Rachel and gently pulls her in for a kiss. Rachel the deepens the kiss as she becomes aroused. Carmen could feel Rachel become hard and started to let her hands roam. Rachel's body was on fire she wanted Carmen and she wanted Carmen NOW!

A few hours later the two women lay in bed out of breath and satisfied.

Carmen looks at Rachel. "I love you so,so much Rae, no matter what"

"I love you too baby, so much"

The next morning Rachel walks into school the a big smile on her face. Her and Carmen were better than ever, she had her solo, everything was going goo...while she was in the middle of her internal monologue, she had failed to see the purple slushy coming her way. She felt the ice going down her argyle sweater and heard student laughing at her. Her walked fast towards her locker to get her slushy kit and went for the bathroom. While she was cleaning up she heard the door opening.

"Wow, look guys a midget got lost on the way to its oohmpah-loompah anonymous meeting"

Rachel heard the voice of one third of the Unholy Trinity and turned around to see that she was now surrounded.

"Santana, its good to see that your attitude grew just as much as your chest size over the summer. Why do you insist on messing with me? What have done to yo-"

Rachel was cut off by Santana," You wanna know what you did to me Hobbit? You are breathing and I don't like you"

"That's enough San. Look Manhands I don't care how 'cool' glee club has become, you will always be a loser. Simple as that really" says the HBIC Quinn Fabray.

After her encounter with the three Cheerios, Rachel's day had become worse. She had be slushied three times and Santana had given her a swirly as well.

It was finally time for Glee and Rachel could not have been happier. When she got to the choir room everybody was already there talking amongst each other. Rachel sat down in one of the front seats and waited for the meeting to begin. As usual Mr. Shue was late.

"Alright guys as you know sectionals is coming up and we have to be ready. So we know that Rachel will be doing the solo, while Kurt and Mercedes did the duet. I want Artie, Puck and Finn leading the group number. Oh and before I forget, we have three new members that would like to audition"

As he said it Rachel saw her nightmares walking through the door.

"Mr. Shue there is no way tha-" Rachel was cut off by Quinn.

"Look Manhands, nobody cares what you have to say so why don't you shut that huge trap of yours for ONCE?" Quinn looks into Rachels eyes and see that the little Diva was hurt by her outburst. Not that she actually cared.

Rachel looks at the three cheerleaders with suspicion. "Mr. Shue, not to be the one to point out the obvious, but this is just a ploy so that they can spy on us and report back to Coach Sylvester".

The rest of the Glee Club is silent before there is an sudden flurry of whispers. Out of the back row someone says "I have to admit that I do agree with Rachel, Mr. Shue they definitely not here out of there own free will". The rest of the Glee Club looks around and notices that it was Kurt who had spoken. And the rest of the club agrees.

Will looks at his Glee Club and says while looking right into the small divas face, "well Rachel, you and Kurt and whoever else don't agree with this will just have to take it, coz unfortunately for you we need the numbers or we won't be able to compete, is that what you want? For this Glee Club to go nowhere?"

Perplexed at Mr Shue's reaction Rachel replies, "of course not, but surely there is another way that we can make up the number Mr Shue!" Rachel could see her safe zone getting smaller and smaller.

Quinn looked at Rachel and saw her turmoil, "Look Treasure Trail, I don't like you, actually, come To think of it nobody likes you, and I know you think that Glee is yours simply because you are that self absorbed, but we are here so deal with it okay?"

"Yeah Hobbs who knows maybe we could be friends even?" Santana says, but immediately starts laughing along with Quinn.

Brittany looks on with a confused expression, "San, I don't get it".