A/N: I want to give thanks to DinahDeath, Malkah5967, and LucianLycan for their reviews on my last chapter. I just want to say that I as well am glad that I am back, in a healthier mind frame since I last updated. There have been unforeseen circumstances in my life these past few months and I love all of you for continuing to read this story. As always please read and review and if you have any suggestions, please let me know. I'm just kind of going where my mind takes me at the moment. And trust me, there's a lot of scary stuff in there.

Chapter 58

"Yes sweetling, daddy is here," I looked up to see the familiar holoform of my father. He had that gentle smile in place as he stood in the doorframe. "I know you are scared and that this is all different for you, but nothing will happen, okay?"

"Ye – shh," I replied. He nodded a little happier over my understanding.

"Sunstreaker why don't you go join Sideswipe and the twins in the living room?" Daddy suggested, but it was more of a command. Sunny nodded before pressing a kiss to my cheek. He left the room, closing the door after himself.

Daddy came closer and began to examine my body. I had a hard time trying to care, when at the feeling of his hands on my body prickles and needles came to life. He hummed when he finished his scan.

"Sweetling we need to have a talk." I nodded my too heavy feeling head and let him pull me more upright. "Okay so I think I need to start by saying that you are pregnant. This time it is only one child."

"Oh – key," I was confused and I hoped that this showed on my face. What did this have to do with my semi-paralyzed state?

"Gemma there are some major differences in this pregnancy. First being that you are changing more into a Cybertronian," Daddy stated. My eyes felt like they were about to pop out of my skull.

"Sigh – brrr- tro—ee – an?" I asked. He nodded his head.

"Yes. Since you were exposed to Ironhide's energon as well as the Allspark I knew there were going to be major changes in your body structure and systems. However, I didn't expect for them to be this long in the change to take place," Daddy stated.

I remembered that day. The day in which I was exposed to Ironhide's energon and everyone freaking out. Then they decided in order to save my life they would expose me to the Allspark shard and I went into a coma for three months. After that I was able to bond with the twins, but no one said anything about drastic changes like this.

"I didn't expect the changes to be like this either. I suspect it was due to your prior pregnancy. You had to drink Energon to keep the twins' alive, which also sped up the rate in which the changes are occurring in your body," Daddy stated. I frowned.

"Whah -it's chain – ges?" I asked.

"Well it's a little complicated at the moment Gemma," Daddy sighed before running his hand through his brown hair. "Your blood right now is more Energon than blood, which is why you feel so sick. I was able to add some more of your human blood to the ratio, but until your heart is transformed, you will remain sick."

My blood is more Energon than human blood. I wonder if that means my blood is a cool purple color? I had to break myself out of my thoughts for a few moments. Wait, what did he mean about my heart transforming? I like it as it is!

"Your heart is going to turn completely into a spark, sweetling," my father announced. "It's going to be a painful process, but in the end, you will be a hybrid. A hybrid between Cybertronian and human. More so than twins are."

"Yyyy?" I managed.

"Because of everything that has occurred. Plus, you are the bonded mate of Sunstreaker and Sideswipe. This is their sparks' way of keeping you alive for as long as possible. If you become more Cybertronian then you will live longer, probably as long as Sunstreaker and Sideswipe as well as be able to bond fully with them. Have that spark bond that enables you all to feel each other's feelings, thoughts, and know where the other is at all times." Daddy explained.

I hadn't known that the twins and I were not fully bonded. But I guess I should have guessed because after reading all the datapads that Daddy had me read while studying to become a medic, there was that segment of spark bonds in which the bonded knows the other's feelings and thoughts. They would know when their significant other was in danger and if they needed any kind of assistance. I never felt that with Sunny and Sides and I wondered if this meant that they were still in some kind of pain.

"Rrrr t-ey in pay – in?" I asked. Daddy looked confused for a few moments before it dawned on him.

"I wouldn't assume so. They don't look in pain, but they could be. Those two glitches have a way of hiding their pain until it becomes unbearable. Fortunately, for them you have been around them for the majority of the bond, so I don't think they would have been in too much pain." Daddy offered, which did nothing to make me feel better. Those two pit spawned bondmates of mine didn't tell me that the bond was incomplete.

At that moment I felt a blinding pain erupt in my chest. I didn't even have time to scream before I felt the eruption in my chest. My mouth opened up in a silent scream and Daddy scrambled to grab a hold of me. He shouted and I heard dull thuds before the door burst open to reveal my sparkmates. Then I was lost in the hold of the pain, until I felt a small prick on my arm. After that I fell asleep.