ONE

'Getting to know you'

Haymitch and Effie at Annie and Finnicks wedding

xxxxxx

Peeta mentioned bridesmaids and Haymitch was suddenly 'ok' with being there.

It was Annie and Finnicks big day and he didnt have a gift.

"Will this do?" Haymitch held up a crate of un opened whiskey bottles and Peeta was surprised to see how well he was doing

"If it leads you out of the temptation then, sure! They'll love it" Peeta smiled and took the crate. "I bet Joannas first to delve in" He joked

"Apart from the lovely Joanna…" Haymitch began "any other lovely bridesmaids at this wedding, preferably single, preferably into tall, mature handsome men" He tugged at his shirt collar and winked

"Mature?" Peeta sniggered

"Age, not brains boy" Haymitch teased back. Peeta shook his head amusingly

"Well Kats gonna be there but" He looked at Haymitch with a raised eyebrow "She's already taken" Haymitch waved his hand dismissively

"Annies cousin Ema, Finnicks sister Renekay, his older cousin Melai and…ah…Effie. But I'd steer clear of Melai, she's abit of a lightweight apparently and her hands like to wander" Peeta picked up the crate and began to head out

"Wait just one second there boy…" Haymitch called and Peeta hovered in the doorway

"Effie?"

"Ah, Don't Haymitch" Peeta sighed, he knew he shouldn't have mentioned anything

"She's better then huh?" Haymitch asked, suddenly parched for a stiff drink. After Katniss had killed coin it had all become abit to much for Effie so she'd moved to 4 to recover. She'd become abit of a recluse really, never leaving Annies little house, never traveling out of the district, barely ever speaking with anyone but Finnick and Annie. That had been about a year and a half ago now. Haymitch hadnt seen or heard from her the whole time.

"She's been better for a while now Haymitch, though, you'd have known that if you'd have ever bothered to go visit her" Peeta said, with a hint of resentment in his voice

"She refused to see me" Haymitch said back, calmly, he didnt want to argue today

"You gave up to soon Haymitch" Peeta sighed "Its a shame too, she's changed, alot, being at Annie and Finnicks was good for her, You could of had something special you know, if you'd tried"

Haymitch let out a long and heavy laugh "What?"

But peeta just shrugged and headed out "See you there Haymitch, I'll give these to Finnick for the reception

When Haymitch was alone he stopped laughing. Peeta wasn't the only one who thought it was a shame that he and Effie had lost touch. He had to admit he had missed her, he knew damn well she'd be at the wedding. It was, secretly, the only reason he had agreed to attend. He wanted to see her.

The wedding was being held in the luscious forest surrounding 13, Finnick had wanted it at home but as delicately lovely as always Annie had wanted to bring a little joy to district 13 and the district had welcomed the wedding with open arms. The people had gone wedding crazy for them, Finnick was a hero and Annie was a martyr and they wanted to give them the best. It was almost dusk now and lanterns had been scattered, filling the forest with glittering light, white sheer drape hung from the trees along with fishing nets that glittered with sea salt. It was a vision from a fairy tale and as the guests sat down and the violinist started up Haymitch looked to Finnick, then followed Finnicks watering eyes towards the beauty that was his wife to be.

Annie looked beautiful, her long ivory and sea green dress blew gently in the breeze as she walked down the isle, but she only held Haymitchs eyes for a second.

His gaze fell upon the trail of women that followed.

Melai was first with her chiffon gown floating in a deep moss green, Renekay followed after in golden brown then it was Ema who looked perfectly cute in burgundy red, to match her hair. Katniss was fourth in a sunset yellow and Joanna came next, in black of course. There was a moment of pause that felt like an eternity and Haymitch held his breath, when suddenly, there she was, last but by no means least in a deep lavender gown that shimmered under the lantern light, her flowers were honey gold and it matched her hair he noticed. Her real hair.

He had to squint at first because he couldn't believe it was her. He never thought in a million years he would see her with out her precious wigs or her overused blush, but there she was, her ivory skin glowing, her blue eyes bright, and the happiest smile he'd seen in…well…forever.

Haymitch hadn't noticed, but Peeta had been watching him the entire time and Haymitch had noticed that Effie hadn't noticed him at all.

The wedding had been long but Finnick had charmed his guests and everyone had enjoyed every minute, even Haymitch.

After the first dance and the food Haymitch had had about enough. He'd barely caught sight off Effie again, the wedding had been so busy, he hoped she might stay over for a few days and Peeta had said it was the plan so he thought about finding her tomorrow.

He spied his whiskey crate and grabbed a bottle, then headed further into the forest where there was a clearing that over looked the landscape. The stars where out now, and the moon was in full beam. He set his bottle down and found himself a comfortable place to perch.

After a minute or so of fidgeting he let out a relaxing sigh and reached for his bottle, but someone beat him to it

"Oh Haymitch, you've been doing so well" Effie teased. Haymitchs eyes widened in surprise as she dusted the ground beside him and sat down. She un corked the bottle and took a long swig

"Wow!" she coughed and her nose scrunched up a little "Tastes wonderful"

He laughed quietly at her as she took another sip then went to take it from her

"No Haymitch, this is for you" Effie smiled and handed him a bottle of water

"Oh, wonderful" He signed, but he took it gratefully

"So…" Effie began "How have you been?" She looked out into the distance then at the stars above them

"Miserable" He replied, his eyes didn't leave her once. She looked back briefly, but his gaze made her blush and she took another sip of the whiskey

"You look beautiful Effie" Haymich mused

"Thank you" She said bluntly "You look ok yourself, sobriety suits you"

He laughed of her sarcasm and snatched the bottle

"Suits you too, princess" he mocked and set the bottle down. Her body stiffened slightly

"Please Haymitch, don't call me princess" she whispered and he almost thought she was joking until he saw the sadness behind her eyes

"Sorry…" He replied but Haymitch apologising was more uncomfortable to Effie than the nickname he'd used that had just reminded her of her escort days

"Can we cut past the pleasantry's Haymitch" she said sharply "Where have you been?"

"Where have YOU been?" He snapped back but instantly regretted it. He sought to apologise but caught Effie smiling his way

"Theres the Haymitch I remember" She giggled then took a deep sigh "I guess you're forgiven"

"That easy huh?" He teased

"Well…I guess we both had some changes to make, right?" She said and picked up the bottle, tossing it into the distance

"Effie the litter bug? Changes have definitely been made" Haymitch laughed and she smiled too.

"How long are you here for?" He asked somberly

"Well…I guess, however long it takes" She winked but Haymitch was confused

"Whats that supposed to mean" he chuckled

"However long it takes for us to get to know each other again" She smiled "I've missed you, believe it or not"

"Not!" He laughed "Really? Me?" and he clutched at his heart dramatically. She laughed at his stupidity and punched his arms gently

"See, you're the only one that can make me laugh like that" she smiled, then it quickly faded so he took her hand "I haven't laughed for a long time…" She whispered

"Me neither" He admitted and squeezed her hand tighter. They both let out a heavy silent sigh and looked out into the darkness "And I think it'll take me a long long time to get to know how to make you laugh again…" He teased lightly

"Well then, I better get back to four and pack a bigger bag"

xxxx

TWO

'A prize worth waiting for'

Haymitch gets jealous when Effie appears to flirt with someone else.

Xxxxxx

North Wallace, a very, very old school friend of Haymitchs had turned up unexpectedly and unannounced on the doorstep of his victor house, early one Sunday morning.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Haymitch sighed and squinted from the morning sun as he held the door open.

"Nice to see you too buddy!" North sang with a gleaming smile.

He was everything Haymitch hated in a man. Nice, gentlemanly, handsome without ever knowing just how much and completely carefree about how positive it was to be alive. They were completely opposite. That's why Haymitch liked him so much.

North went in for his usually smug hug but Haymitch just recoiled backwards and let him enter his home.

"Niiiiice de- cor!" North teased as he dusted his fingertips over the array of bottles lining his piano. He began to pick them off one by one and set them in a near line by the window before resting on the piano chair and lifting the slat that hid the keys.

He played a note and it sounded dreadful

"You let my gift die!" He said dryly

"I said I'd never played a note in my life and you still made me that damn old thing! Not my problem!" Haymitch called from the kitchen, he was fixing them both a drink

"Still, to let it go out of tune so soon Haymitch, such a waste" North lifted the lid of the piano and began to poke and tweak inside

"So soon!?" Haymitch scoffed and handed him his drink "you gave me that monstrosity 8 years ago, last time I saw you if I remember correctly!"he finished bitterly

"And yet you still remember my favourite beverage Haymitch" North smiled and took a long swig "aaahh, I needed that"

"What are you doing here?" Haymitch asked again, bluntly "obviously you've not come all the way from 2 just to fix my piano"

"I haven't been in 2" North admitted and turned his attention back to fixing the piano "not for a long time…though, you'd know that if you ever bothered to call" he raised an eyebrow and Haymitch raised his hands

"Touché! I don't have a phone but ok! No excuse. So where HAVE you been?" He asked intrigued

"District four, then the outskirts of 5, stayed in 7 for a little while too, met a girl, she broke my heart, so I moved to 10, hated it, tried 11, sucked ass, and now I'm here. The wondrous haven that is district 12 and I'm bored already"

"Why have you moved so much? The Capitol can't be impressed?" Haymitch mused but North just threw him a dirty look

"Like I give a rats ass what the Capitol thinks! For all I care the Capitol can suck-" in she walked, hair like sunshine and a tight blue dress that made her eyes explode "- my huge-" his eyes became lost in the glitter that adorned her skin and the berry juice that teased her lips "-beautiful…"

"Your huge beautiful what!?" Haymitch sniggered then followed Norths lingering gaze towards his door.

There she stood. Not as radiant but just as bright as the sun in her orange wig and yellow heels

"Ah, North, Effie, Effie, North, unlike you he knocked sweetheart" but she ignored him and glided straight over to North with an out stretched hand

"North? What a wonderfully peculiar name!" She sang spritely "Haymitch never told me he was having visitors" she beamed as North bend low to kiss the back of her hand

"Oh I'm sorry" Haymitch snided "I didn't realise I had to report to you daily" but his sarcasm fell on deaf ears.

"Effie…that has a nice ring to it too" North cooed

"Ha! Why don't you tell him your real name…Euph-"

"Yes Haymitch! I know of miss Trinket quite well, thankyou" North cut in abruptly but his eyes remained on Effie

"You do?" She blushed

Haymitch rolled his eyes and backed off to his couch

"Only Panems finest escort, in my opinion. You're quite the star back at the capitol." His lips teased her with a smile

"I am?" He chimed, knowing full well of her celebrity status but she was flattered all the same.

Haymitch watched the pair from his seat. He'd never seen anything so sickly sweet in his life, it made him nauseous, her smile made him nervous, Norths wandering gaze made him..Effie's fluttering lashes, she was….was she? Enjoying this? The bullshit song that was spilling out of Norths mouth. Haymitch watched as she played with a soft, fake curl by her ear, he witnessed the blush rise in her cheeks. She WAS enjoying this, she was flirting back. THAT didn't sit well with Haymitch at all. He had an uncomfortable feeling in his gut and that didn't sit well either. He needed another drink.

Xxx

Haymitch was pottering around in his kitchen, trying to distract himself from thinking that he could ever be at all, in any way, shape or form that he, Haymitch Abernathy could be jealous. Jealous because another man was making Effie Trinkets face light up they way he'd never managed to.

He heard a tuneful tinkling of keys and rolled his eyes. Was North going to serenade her too? He peered around the door but noticed that North was stood leant against the piano and that it was Effie who was playing it. Beautifully.

"Didn't know you could play Trinks" Haymitch called. She peered over her shoulder at him proudly

"That's because you've never asked" she mused then looked at North as she continued to play her melody "can you believe it North? We've been colleagues for years yet he knows not a thing about me!" Haymitch saw her sigh and her words saddened him a little.

"Oh I can indeed believe Miss Trinket, I've known this man all of my life and I'm pretty certain he doesn't even know a thing about himself either!" They laughed together whilst Haymitch gritted his teeth.

"You staying long?" Haymitch asked angrily

"Haymitch!" Effie retorted "Manners!"

"Manners?" Haymitch snapped "really? Shall we ask about both of your manners or lack there of? YOU-" he pointed at Effie as she closed the piano slat and stood cross armed "you never knock! EVER! You come to my house, parade around,pick up after me like I'm an infant then leave whenever it pleased you. And YOU-" he pointed at North "you turn up here after 8 long years of nothing, you fix my stuff and you flirt with my escort! But your right! Where ARE my manners, I'm sorry, Effie can I get you a dribk? Can I get you both a room for the night? Hey, even better, there's a lovely cheap motel in town, why don't you both head down that way so you can flirt all you want, way into the night?!" He downed his drink and stormed past them both

"Haymitch! What's gotten into you!?" Effie screeched

"He's jealous.." Laughed North and Haymitch stopped dead in his tracks

"All those years of Haymitch getting the girls instead of me, I put up with it but look at us now Mitchy? All grown up. You scared of a little competition?"

Haymitch turned with angry fists as Effie just looked between the two of them wide eyed and open mouthed.

"Competition for what?" She seethed

"For you it seems my darling! It appears Haymitch doesn't seem to like me flirting with you and there can only be one reason for that! He always did try to steal the things that I liked!" North sighed

"Shut your mouth North" Haymitch warned, but the were old friends and he knew he would not

"Haymitch! Jeeze! I get it, she's yours, I'll back off!" North joked and stepped back with hands held high

"She's yours?" Effie repeated horrified "SHE is no ones thank you very much! How dare you both" she held her head high and made her way to the door. When she got by Haymitch she looked him up and down.

"Clearly proves my point that YOU don't know a thing!" She snapped and made her way out

"Nice to meet you Miss Trin-" but she'd already slammed the door "wow" North finished admirably "if you DONT chase after her Haymitch, I most certainly will" he teased but after a roll of Haymitchs eyes and a few grunts he made his way out and followed Effie's heel prints into his back yard.

He found her sitting on his broken bench, kicking at the fresh snow

"Competition over?" She said angrily "come to claim your prize have you?!"

He ignored her testiness and sat beside her

"I don't think either of us are worthy of a prize like you" he said bluntly and it caught her off guard. She decided to ignore him and folded her arms

"What did you mean when you said that I don't know you at all?" He continued. She looked at him then with venom in her eyes, venom and something else

"I meant exactly that! You know nothing!" She hugged and got up to storm away but he grabbed her and spun her around. She didn't fight him.

"It was the way you said it. What did you mean?" He asked softly

She was about to yell but she but her tongue and lowered her eyes

"I meant, if you knew anything about me, anything at all, you would know that you would never have to be jealous" she replied and blushed a little

"Why because you know I'd kick the crap out of any man who tried to come near you?" He joked, a little too seriously but Effie had to smile

"I suppose. That, and the fact that your the only guy really, that I can stand to be around" she sighed but haymitch was feeling elated, that was the biggest compliment that had ever gotten

"I'm shocked!" He laughed

"Well that's me Haymitch! I'm just full of surprises" she sighed

"Me too" he said, and before ah could even ask his lips were pressed against hers in a hard kiss.

She pulled away and steadied her wig "Haymitch Abernath-!" But he kissed her again, this time slipping his hands up her neck so that her jaw rested in his palms. She melted into his kiss with a heavy sigh and moaned slightly as she felt his tongue brush against her own.

He kissed her this way for several minutes. Teasing her mouth with long strokes I his tongue and smudging her lips with his roughness. He tasted of whiskey and she felt drunk from him. Resting her hands if his chest for balance she pulled away for a bit of air. Their breathing was staggered and she noticed his eyes had glazed over with lust. It made her nervous but it made her weak too.

"Was your friend right?" Effie gasped breathlessly "do you always get the girl?"

"Everytime" he grinned and pulled her back into his embrace for another passionate kiss

Effie didn't mind being his prize now, as he sat there and devoured her. For little did he know that he was hers and she had been waiting to unwrap it for a long long time.

Xxxxxx

THREE

'Meant to be'

Haymitch tried to woo Effie.

Haymitch and Chaff were sharing a joke over a drink at the latest Capitol elite party when Effie wandered past with a gaggle of her female friends.

"Go easy tonight gentlemen" She cooed and nodded towards the glasses in their hands. Chaff gave her a courteous nod, Haymitch just smirked at her glare and took a long, sour sip.

Effie went about her way.

"You sure like rubbing that lady of yours up the wrong way" Noted Chaff, Haymitch laughed into his glass

"Old habits die hard, and she aint 'my lady'" He warned back

xxxxx

"You know what I mean Haymitch, she's your escort. The damn finest of the bunch as well, you're lucky to have Effie Trinket, its common knowledge that she's different from the rest of 'em. Trade you any day" Chaff let out a sigh and topped up their glasses

"Finest? Lucky? You got something to tell me Chaff?" Haymitch teased and winked at his friend

"You telling me you haven't- well you know- you've never-?"

"Trinket!? are are you fucking crazy!?" Haymitch chortled and placed his drink down to avoid a spill

"What…?" Chaff protested, with a glittering smirk "She's a goddess Haymitch" Chaff nodded toward Effies position and Haymitch followed his eyes "Look at those legs man! Wouldn't mind getting those wrapped around me some time soon! and those curves, damn"

Suddenly Haymitch was feeling a little bit uncomfortable about watching his escort enjoy herself whilst his friend perved over her like he was

"Seriously…..never? You not even thought about it?" Chaff quizzed in disbelief but Haymitch just shrugged and shook his head

"For someone who likes the odd capitol conquest that shocks me!" Chaff laughed but Haymitch didn't, he didn't like Chaff talking about his private life so openly, especially at a party where so many of his past conquests were in attendance.

Chaff took a long sip of his drink then placed his glass down and shook his head

"Sorry Haymitch, I just cant believe it! You live with THAT woman during the games every year and you've never been tempted!?" He blasted

"Can we just drop it Chaff!" Haymitch shot back but Chaff was having non of it

"Unless…" Chaff noted, suspiciously "Unless you already tried and she knocked you back?" He teased

"What!? Don't be ridiculous! Have I ever had any trouble before?" Haymitch protested "She's just….not my type, that's all"

"Since when has that ever stopped you! You're an absolute liar Haymitch! Did she laugh in your face or just slap you?" He joked but Haymitch was getting angrier

"If I wanted Effie Trinket in my bed I'd have her like THAT" Haymitch said with a click of his fingers and Chaff laughed.

"Nah, not a chance. I said she was different from the rest, I reckon she'd shoot you down in a heart beat, she's a tough one, believe me, I know, I've tried myself"

Haymitch flinched, he didn't like the idea of that. Chaff flirting with Effie trying to get her into his bed. But then why did he care? He was 100% not attracted to Effie Trinket and Chaff and he were good buddies, he should be patting him on the shoulder for even trying. But SOMETHING must have been stopping him and he couldn't figure out what it was. That pissed him off.

"A woman like her, you have to woo" Chaff continued, oblivious to the thoughts swimming in Haymitchs head

"What like buy her something pretty?" Haymitch joked but Chaff was serious. He was turning images in his head, of what, Haymitch didn't want to know but he didnt like it.

"Yes, maybe…" Chaff carried on "Compliments, gifts, butter her up a little then WHAM in for the kill!"

Haymitch had to laugh "And if she resists your…wondrous charms?"

"Use force" Chaff stated and Haymitch hoped he was joking

"I'd pin her down and rip that dress right off of her" Chaff was almost drooling, Haymitch pushed him away slightly

"Enough Chaff" He warned

"Whats the matter? Jealous? you like her dont you!" Chaff laughed

"I can't fucking stand that Capitol bitch Chaff, don't even go there" Haymitch seethed, he didn't want Chaff to start spreading any rumors around that HE, Haymitch Abernathy, had a soft spot for a blood thirsty capitolist

"Fine" Chaff announced "If you're not gonna do her, I'll definitely try again" Chaff said and he wasn't joking at all

"You know what!" Haymitch began, he had to think on his feet "I bet you I can get Trinket in my bed, tonight! Before this party's over she'll be begging for me"

"No way!" Chaff protested "It'll take you more than one night!"

"Wanna bet?" Haymitch grinned, his testosterone was mixing with the adrenaline of proving his friend wrong and his almost shunted ego about being called out about possible feelings for an escort was making him angry. What was the problem? He'd bedded many others, what was one more? So what if they were colleagues, it might finally rid him of her if he succeeded.

"You're on!" laughed Chaff, but if it doesn't happen, she's free game again!"

"Fine, but If It does, and believe me, it will, you turn your future attentions else where, got it?" Haymitch warned and Chaff eyed him suspiciously

"Deal" He grinned and held out his stump of an arm and pointed it in Effie's direction "She's all your's tiger, go get her"

Haymitch filled his glass quickly and downed it fully before making his way over to the group of chattering women surrounding Effie.

"Excuse me ladies" He purred and pushed his way through them and held out his hand "Care to dance Ef?"

She scoffed slightly at the proposal and her jaw dropped in shock. She looked about her group of girlfriends, some were eyeing him up hungrily, a few with up turned noses and one or two will jealousy behind their eyes and she took his hand

"I guess it will pause your drinking for a moment or two" She shot at him sarcastically but he didn't bite he just smiled and helped her off her seat.

He led her to the middle of the crowded dance floor and the two of them began their waltz. Effie was a little uncomfortable with Haymitchs confident gaze, his eyes hadn't left hers once, it gave her shivers. She eyed him suspiciously

"What ARE you up to Haymitch?" She quizzed

"Just fancied a dance with the most beautiful woman in the room" He stated matter of factly, Effie almost choked on her own laughter but she reined it in

"Ok, now I know you're up to something! That or you're so beyond drinking that you're using narcotics now!" She sneered but still he didn't bite and it unnerved her

"Is everything quite alright Haymitch? You're behavior is scaring me" She said and couldnt hide the worry in her voice, Haymitch laughed out loud and pulled her a little closer to him which made her gasp.

"Does there always have to be a hidden agenda with me Ef? I just wanted to dance and like I said you're the most beautif-"

"Most beautiful woman in the room right?" She finished and rolled her eyes "Pull the other one Haymitch, what are you after?" She looked away uncomfortably but couldn't hide the blush in her cheeks. Haymitches hand suddenly ventured a little lower to the small of her back, the movement made her lashes flutter.

"I'm just trying to give you an honest compliment sweetheart" He whispered softly as he leaned into her right ear. His lips brushed her lobe ever so slightly and she felt her knees weaken "Take it…" Then he pulled back and kissed the back of her hand "Thanks for the dance, let me buy you a drink later…" then he walked away leaving her breathless and flushed.

She eventually realised her eyes were lingering after him and that she was still stood alone in the middle of the dance floor. She shook her head quickly and looked about herself in a panic, hoping no one had noticed her slight indiscretion. She stroked the lobe of her ear gently and ran to the ladies to pull her self back together.

xxx

Effie was chatting with an older male friend when an arm suddenly reached around her holding a glass of pink champagne.

"Haymitch!" She smiled, but raised an eyebrow at his persistence

"Do you mind if I steal my wonderful escort away from you for a little while" Haymitch asked Effie's gentleman friend politely

"Of course" Replied the gentleman and gave a courteous nod before leaving them alone by the bar

"Haymitch we were in the middle of a conversa-" Effie froze suddenly as Haymitchs free arm slipped around her waist and pulled her close "What are- whats gotten into you?" she pushed herself from him and took the champagne from his hand. "You don't even look drunk!" She noted "Is this where we go wrong you and I? are you only nice to me when you're sober?" She huffed and took a long awkward sip of her drink

Haymitch hadn't studied her this close up before, she had a gorgeous curve to her lips that made them pout indefinitely. He also spied a few freckles through the light powder that she wore tonight and a hint of blonde underneath her vibrant, lavender wig.

He leaned in close all of a sudden, his stubbly cheek brushing past hers as he held his mouth next to her ear

"I haven't been able to take my eyes off you all night" He breathed and Effie had to set her glass down before she dropped it. She turned slightly to see if they had an audience but no one seemed to care how close he was to her, or that his thumb was now rubbing delicate circles into her waist. She felt her cheeks redden.

"Haymitch, you're being ridiculous-"

"I'm being honest" He protested and she met his eyes to see if that was true. Their noses were breaths apart and her heart was beating strangely too fast. Haymitch found himself swallowing hard as he suddenly noticed just how blue and enchanting her eyes were.

"Why are you doing this Haymitch? Did someone put you up to this?" She asked him seriously. His breath caught in his throat, he was close to forgetting the whole thing and walking away but he didn't want to. He was actually enjoying making her stutter. He could see what he was doing to her, her breathing was irregular and her eyes kept falling to his lips, her icy escort demeanor was faltering and he was relishing in it. She liked him. She wanted this. Chaff would be eating his hat.

"No one put me up to nothin' sweetheart. Cant you take a compliment?" Haymitch whispered and leaned a little closer. He let his own eyes linger on her mouth quite obviously and she bit down on her bottom lip to distract herself from thinking about kissing him. Not here. Not in front of everybody. Never.

"Why now? tonight?" She quizzed, she still felt like she was being played. This was so out of character for Haymitch, a long awaited change but still a dramatic one. it was unsettling but exciting at the same time and that unsettled her even more

"Why tonight? He repeated. He had to so that he could bide himself a little more time to come up with an answer, an answer that wouldn't make her slap his face but entice her into his corner.

"Chaff…" He said suddenly and Effie's brow furrowed in confusion

"Chaff put you up to this?" She questioned, a little annoyed

"He didn't put me up to anything but he's the reason I'm over here with you" He mused

"Oh really? How so?" Effie asked and picked up her glass as another way of distracting herself from Haymitchs ever growing closeness

"He likes you" Haymitch said bluntly "and Chaff isnt one to be discreet about just how much he likes you, or how much he…ah….wants to like you, if you get my drift" He scratched his head awkwardly as Effie thought for a moment about what he was trying to say.

She clicked.

"Oh….oooooooh" She winced and shudderd slighty "Ok" she continued "So what does that have to do with you?"

"It made me jealous" He said, again, as blunt and as confident as possible

"Oh…" she sighed and she blushed again

"It made me angry, him thinking about you like that, wanting to take you home, to his bed. It made me realise…" He said quietly and leaned a little closer

"R-rr-Realise what?" She stammered

"That Id have to kill him first…that I want you for myself…" He said. He thought he'd said to much as he felt her stiffen beside him. Effie lifted her head slowly and caught his eyes again and suddenly he felt something that he'd never felt towards her before. An attraction.

It was small but it was niggling in his gut and he liked the sensation of his heart skipping a beat every so often. Her eyes were soft and wondrous, she was casting a spell over him the way she casts spells around every room she walks into

"You want…me?" She sighed, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment on the last word

"Am I being too forward?" he asked

She shook her head slightly "No"

"Then…tell me, where do we go from here?" He purred and the tip of his nose brushed her cheek slightly.

She was fighting back a grin, she couldn't believe this was happening. Haymitch Abernathy finally noticing her. The heat from the party and the kick from the champagne was making her blood bubble, she was feeling crazy, impulsive, aroused. She hadn't had any male attention for a few good months and it had been weighing on her. Now, tonight, she looked good and felt amazing and she wanted it. She wanted him.

"Elevator…penthouse. Now." Effie breathed and walked ahead, quick in pace. He lost her in the crowd but decided to put a few minutes between them as not to look too obvious. He caught Chaffs questioning eyes. Haymitch held his thumb up and Chaff clapped and laughed in the distance.

Suddenly, Haymitch felt something else. Guilt.

But why the hell should he feel guilty? She was nothing to him but another Capitol robot, she was to be nothing more than a one night stand, another capitol notch on his bed post.

He made his way to the elevator.

The doors were just closing on her when he slipped in. They weren't alone yet. He pushed his way to the back of the elevator and positioned himself behind her, discreetly placing his hand on her hip.

She pushed against him slowly, no sudden movements, they still had company. He felt her warmth and he smelt her scent and he suddenly wanted this to happen a lot quicker.

As soon as they were alone he spun her around and pushed her up against the elevator wall. He hesitated for a moment, remembering who he was about to kiss. Effie Trinket, district 12's escort and pain in his ass for however many years. Now here, watching him ponder over whether or not it was a good idea to do this, realising herself that it wasn't the smartest move she'd ever made but, his lips found hers in one more swift second and made her forget what ever it was she was arguing with herself about.

His first kiss was gentler than she had envisioned and she'd envisioned it happening many a time. He pulled away for a moment and looked into her eyes, stroking her jawline with his thumb as her chest heaved into his, breathlessly.

Haymitch was surprising himself. He was hard already and he'd only kissed her once. He wanted to blame it on the lack of alcohol in his system, thinking it was toying with his emotions but what he was feeling was definitely not just lack of alcohol. He was aroused by her, her lips were soft and she tasted of pink champagne and it was intoxicating.

He kissed her again, a little harder this time and it knocked the air out of her lungs. She parted her lips and ran the tip of her tongue along his, hungrily, circling her arms around his neck and pulling herself closer to him.

Haymitchs hand was pulling one of her thighs up over his waist line when they heard the bell ding to announce their arrival to the 12th floor. Luckily, all Avoxes would have been dismissed by now, the hall leading to the main door of their apartment was dark and silent, they fought for dominance over each other right along the wall until pushing through the doors and shedding each other of whatever clothing they could.

Effie was down to her under-slip and Haymitch just his trousers as they pushed their way into Effie's bedroom. He backed her up against her door and ran a hand up her thigh, up underneath her slip and to her core. She was soaked and his touch made her groan loudly.

Haymitch liked the sounds that he brought out of her shrill, piercing voice was gone and replaced by that of a a feral woman's moaning and panting and groaning and sighing, each sound she made, made him harder. He stroked her between her legs until she writhed about on his hand in pleasure.

"Wait, wait!" She gasped suddenly, bringing him to a halt. She was having second thoughts, he thought. He was shocked at the feeling of disappointment that suddenly arose in his heart

"Everything ok?" he asked, cautiously

"No, sorry, it isn't right, not like this" She panted and pushed him off her slightly. His heart sank and she saw the saddened look in his eyes

"Wait, sorry! I didn't mean-" she continued "I want this" She kissed him again, deeply, and spoke between kisses "I want you, I do but-" Another hard kiss "Not like this-" kiss "Give me five minutes"

She pulled herself off of him and ran to her en suite. Inside, she began to take out the pins that held her wig in place and freed it from her head. She then ran her fingers through her wavy blonde locks quickly and shivered as the tips tickled her shoulders. Lastly, she went to the sink and pulled her long, fake, pink lashes free from her eyes before turning on the warm tap and washing her face free of her make up.

Before she walked back out she studied herself in the mirror. If Haymitch wanted her as badly as she thought he did he should want her as herself, her true self.

He saw a light pool back into the bedroom but he wasn't prepared for the vision that walked back into his view.

He had to blink several times as she shyly made her way toward him. He was perched on the edge of her bed and she slowly sat astride him, cupping his face with her hands and pulling him in for another longing kiss, a kiss that knocked the wind out of him

"I wanted you to see me, the real me" She whispered into his mouth, he pushed her back a little so he could get a better look

"Is it, the real you?" he asked, he was mesmirised by her natural beauty, he had no idea. Her hair, her hair was so soft, he couldnt stop touching it. Effie smiled

"Escort is nothing but a job title Haymitch. we're all aboard the same ship here. As soon as we become part of the games it owns us, but please, believe me when I say this, its not who I am, not deeply, on the inside. I'm so much more. You're so much more" She kissed him again "I want you Haymitch, I want you to know me" She pulled her under-slip free from her body so that she was down to her underwear and placed his hands on each breast "I want you to know every inch of me" kiss "I want to know ever inch of you" She started to fumble with his belt, stroking his hardened member with the palm of her hand.

He groaned at her touch and he was touched by her words.

"I've wanted you for so long Haymitch" kiss "If only I'd have known that you've been feeling the same way"

Her words struck him like a slap to the face

What was he doing…

How could he do this to her….

What kind of a man had the Capitol turned him into…..

"It was a bet…" He said suddenly, regretting it instantly as she stopped what she was doing and leant back a little

"What?" She asked innocently, her eyes still burning with desire for him through the darkness of the bedroom

"Chaff….he….we….I bet him that I could get you into bed tonight" He felt her body stiffen "If I did he promised me he'd stop pestering you and leave you alone" He exhaled sadly "Effie I'm….I'm so sorry"

"Get out"

"Ef, please…" She lifted herself from him and staggered backwards, clutching at her bare skin.

"Get out" She warned, her voice was shaking, her entire body was shaking

"Effie, hear me out, please" He pleaded and went towards her only to be knocked back by a vicious 'SLAP!'

"A BET?! A FUCKING BET!?" She lashed at him again and caught him on the chest "DO YOU KNOW HOW HUMILIATED THAT MAKES ME FEEL?!"

"Effie, please…"

"I exposed myself for you! I let my guard down because I thought….after all this time I thought, I thought that there was some possibility that you could have grown feelings! For me! the way that I have…the way that I had…Haymitch how could you, HOW COULD YOU!?" She burst into tears and her head fell into her hands.

"Look, Effie" He went toward her again but stopped himself "I admit, it was a stupid thing to do but…I do, I do have feelings for you. I realised it tonight when Chaff was letching over you at the party" He leant by her bed post and folded his arms, he felt completely useless. "I was….I felt angry. I wanted to punch him. I got confused Effie! I've not felt anything for anyone in so long it scared me!"

She wiped her eyes and picked her slip up off the floor, pulling it towards her chest to hide her dignity.

"When I kissed you, In the elevator, for the first time, I knew…this was more than just a confused feeling 's something here, between us, and I'm not going to let a stupid thing like this come between us" He braved it and walked towards her again, taking hold of her upper arms gently

"You're so beautiful Effie…" He kissed her again without thinking and she retaliated with another stinging slap across his face

"I want you to get out of my room Haymitch. This will never be spoken about, ever again, do you hear me, Never!" She cried

"No! I'm not leaving!" He warned. She beat at his chest and tried to push him out

"Get out get out GET OUT!" she screamed, but he held his ground

"I see you Effie. For the first time in a long time I see you, the real you and I-" He stopped as she looked up at him with venom in her eyes

"Haymitch Abernathy you know nothing" She wiped her eyes and donned her best capitol escort smile "Now, please kindly turn around and walk out of that door and we'll pretend that this silly little incident never happened" She tossed the hair from her eyes and stood a little straighter.

"I don't want to pretend that I don't have feelings for you anymore Effie" He sighed and advanced one more time but she held a hand up to stop him

"If you're truly sorry, truly, you will do as I ask and you will leave"

His heart sank. She was un readable, her shrill voice, vacant eyes and perfect stature was an act that she was very much the master of. She wasnt breaking, wasnt budging and he knew her mind was set.

He turned to leave and was almost out the door when she spoke again…

"Do you know why I dress the way I do? Why I hide my hair behind those awful wigs and cover the scars and freckles from my childhood with all that make up?"

He turned silently and shook his head

"Its to protect myself. From men like you" and her last words were daggers to his chest.

If he'd ever wanted the chance to fall in love with this woman and have her love him back he'd just obliterated it.

Now a days they use their vicious anger towards each other as a guard, because deep down, no matter how long or how hard they try to hide it, they are meant to be together.

Unfortunately, it just isnt meant to be….

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FOUR

'Distractions and Reactions'

Haymitch distracts Effie

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I'm late I'm late I'm late I'm never late! I hate being late!

"Haymitch we're late!" I call, but as usual I receive no response

Wig in place, check! Lashes secure, check! lipstick…lipstick…LIPSTICK! I curse my forgetful brain! Where is my darn wild berry lip cake kiss!

"Haymitch! Hurry up!" But I find that he's already at my door. Shirtless.

Wait what? I double back. The man is shirtless. I forget about my wild berry lip cake kiss for a second and take in the sight before me.

"Which one sweetheart?" He holds up two shirts for me but right now I don't give a holy crap, he has muscles. Taut, rippling, rock hard muscles from nape to sternum and I'm almost drooling.

"Neither" Shit, no "-Ah! Any!" I blink away my stupid thoughts. wild berry wild berry wild berry

"You told me to pick a shirt that brings out my eyes, so…" He was right behind me now as I sat shivering at my vanity. I caught his chest in the mirror, oh hell. "Which one? Blue or grey?" He asked, completely oblivious to my racing heart

"I don't care" I sang "Just choose any, we're going to be even later!" I couldn't even look at him, I had blush on my cheeks already but this was just ridiculous.

"Effie! You know I'm no good at this shit! Will you help me? Please?"

Who could say no to those puppy dog eyes, that sandy hair, that strong, hot, muscly- "Okay! Fine" I sighed but my hands shook as I look the shirts from him. I don't think he noticed.

"You ok sweetheart?" Damn he noticed

"Yes! Super! Adrenaline I guess, I hate to be late!" Liar, you make me this way you half naked beast! Damn you.

I took a deep breath, holding the shirts against him so that he was covered, I could feel his heat, it made me shiver again

"Grey!" I handed the shirts back and sat back down before I fell down

"Grey? that easy huh?" he mused

"Well, your eyes are blue and grey but the blue brings out the blue and the grey brings out both which is better because you can get lost in blue but with grey you stand out so…grey…" I realised I was jabbering. I took a breath, looked at his reflection and smiled wide.

He looked at the shirts and shrugged, tossing the blue to one side and slipping his arms into the grey. Did he have to dress in front of me? his stumbling fingers struggled with the delicate buttons

"Oh for crying out loud Haymitch, Here!" We'd be here all night If I didn't help him. I slapped his hands away and started where he left off buttoning up towards the nape of his neck.

I'm not sure why, or even if he noticed but he shuffled ever so slightly closer to me and I patted down his collar.

Shoulders. Gosh. Strong shoulders.

"Do I need a tie?"

"No" I whispered. My hands still resting on him "You don't suit them, here" I un buttoned the top 3 buttons of his shirt again. My fingers accidentally grazing the warm skin underneath "There, much better"

He raised an eye brow

"I meant better suited Haymitch, You pull off the rugged look better than a polished one…don't get any ideas"

He chuckled lightly and I dropped my hands

"Now go, you're distracting me"

"I am?" He asked looking humored, should I have said that out loud?

"Haymitch, I'm trying to get ready, I cant find my wild berry lip cake kiss anywhere!"

"You mean this?" He mused and leant toward me, reaching behind to the vanity. He handed me my lipstick.

"Oh, Thank you…" I blushed awkwardly

"Hmm, you definitely were distracted, it was right there" He chuckled. But my mind was burning with indecent thoughts right now as he remained close

"Don't wear that shade, wear this one…" He said softly and reached behind me again, so close my nose was touching his shoulder. I took in his scent and my knees weakened. He pulled away too quickly and handed me another lipstick

"Ruby satin Merlot glow?" I mused

"Yeah, brings out those golden brown flecks in your eyes" He said innocently and his words knocked the wind out of me "We all get a little distracted sometimes princess" He winked.

He stroked my cheek gently and flashed his heartbreaking lopsided grin.

"C'mon, hurry up, we're going to be even later" His teased and left the room.

A soft smile crept over my face as I stroked the spot of cheek that had been caressed by his touch.

I usually hated distractions but if they felt as good as this each time I happily welcomed a life time of them.

What a team we make.

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FIVE

'Distraction'

Effie Distracts Haymitch this time (Not a follow on from distractions and reactions)

"Just calling to see how you are getting along with not drinking anymore!" She'd said, so why in the hell had she turned up at my home carrying a suitcase.

She'd been here for 10 days now. The only time Id manage to sneak even a sip of the good stuff was when Id be in the bathroom, but even then she'd be banging on my door accusing me of taking too long.

She was irritating, shrill, loud and definitely high maintenance but…my house smelt fresh, I liked the flowers she picked and I couldn't be angry with her anymore, as much as I tried to be, but ever since the rebellion I just didn't have the right or the shame to treat her how I used to.

So, I put up with it, I put up with her. The sobriety thing was a pain, I'd caved over the past few months but now she was here it was near impossible. Not an ounce of liquor in sight. Yeah, it was good for me, my skin was turning more pink than yellow and my appetite was back but something else was back as well. My lobido.

It wasn't too bad at first, more of a twinge that I could relieve myself of in the privacy of my own room at night but, over a few more days I started to ache for it.

Sex.

One on one physical contact with another human being, with a beautiful, busty, curvaceous woman. God, my mouth ran dry just thinking about it.

Then she'd arrived.

Not so much busty or curvy but my god! Did she have an ass to die for.

I wasn't sure if I fancied her but she was definitely all woman. The only woman around here now that paid me any attention without feeling forced. She always smelt so damn good too god dammit! At least she didn't wear those ridiculous wigs any more. A bit too much make up still perhaps but her features had always been pretty anyway.

I first got the difficult urges when I walked in on her polishing my table a few days ago. "You need to take care of this Haymitch! It's mahogany!" She'd ordered, but the only thing I'd wanted to take care of was that gorgeous, round behind of hers, right over the damn table. I'd caught myself almost drooling as she'd bent lower and rocked back and forth as she rubbed at the glossy wood. Instead, I shook myself out of it and took a long walk outside to cool off.

I'd been taking a lot of these long walks recently.

The same night though, I'd thought about her in bed, the very same position, bent over the table, rocking back and forth, my hands at her waist, her skirt around her hips, my dick inside her hot, wet-

"Haymitch? Are you even listening?" She yelled and waved her hands in front of my face. I wasn't no, my Brian had been preoccupied

"I'm trying to rearrange my room, the bed is too close to the window, will you help me?"

I looked at her, she was flush from the effort of probably trying to move it herself, she ran the back of her hand across her forehead and I saw the swell of her breasts above her corset as she heaved a heavy sigh.

Yep. My mind was made up. I definitely fancied her.

My pants tightened and I gripped the arms of my lax chair to calm myself

"How'd you expect to do any thing in a corset like that is beyond me" I sighed and if she noticed my gruff tone she was respectful enough to ignore it

"You're right, maybe I should take it off" she said innocently and I almost died from lack of oxygen

"Forget it princess" I waved "I'll move your precious bed" I said and walked to wards the spare room, kicking myself. It wasn't as though she was going to take it of their and then but the very thought of it made my head explode and it had taken all the strength I'd had not to leap out of that chair and pin her against the wall.

This was getting way out of hand. Effie was my guest. My friend. I had to stop thinking of her this way. But hell, was she making it hard work. Everytime she had rolled her eyes at me, or stuck her tongue into the side of her cheek or licked her top lip and tapped her foot it drove me wild. I'd find myself deliberately dropping things so that she'd pick them up In front of me, I'd forget little jobs she'd asked me to do just so that she would do that thing with her eyes and her tongue and her foot

It was getting borderline perverse and if I couldn't satisfy myself with a drink soon I feared the worst for her.

Then she went and did it.

After I'd moved her bed she made me wait and help her make it.

After I'd done the sheets and covers she'd crawled on all fours onto the bed and began the arrange the scatter cushions. The bed rocked with a little squeak and my body went into over drive. I couldn't have stopped myself if I'd tried.

Before she knew it I was on the bed behind her, pushing my erection against the small of her back. She gasped and took a deep breath but she didn't slap me away as I though she might. Instead she turned in my grasp and eyed me like a meal

"Well it's about god dammed time Haymitch Abernathy!" She moaned and slid a hand against the bulge in my trousers "I've been trying to tempt you all week"

"How did- why didn't you"

"What? Tell you I was horny and spoil all the fun?" She laughed wickedly "Haymitch, Haymitch, Haymitch, I've been watching you since I got here, you've barely taken your eyes off me" we were both sat up on our knees now in the middle of the bed. She pressed herself against me and nibbled at my jaw with her teeth "I must admit I'm very flattered that thoughts of me have been distracting you instead of what's at the end of a bottle"

I caught her bottom lip between mine in one breathless move "you taste so much better" I whispered and she released I quiet squeal at my words and wrapped her arms around my neck, forcing her tongue into my mouth. We kissed like we were starving for each other. I guess we were in a sense. I wondered how long it had been since she'd been with a man, but by her forceful eagerness and speedy shedding of clothing, I guessed a while.

"I have a million and one errands to run Haymitch!" She cried out breathlessly as I kissed my way to her middle then down to her core "distract me! distract me hard!"

I couldn't wait any longer. I slid back up her chest and entered her with such a force that she had to grip the head board so that she wouldn't go through it.

"Yes! Yes! YES!" She cried, as we carried on our rigorous routine well into the night.

By morning, she was sore and bruised and content. I was satisfied and awakened and thirsty for more.

"Got any errands to run today princess" I asked, as she wiggled herself in front of me in her ridiculous heels and feather duster. She looked over her shoulder at me, wickedly.

"Lots" she teased and I came up behind her again and buried my mouth into the crook of her neck

"Then let's get to work on another distraction" I breathed and led her, this time, into my own bed.

We sent for the rest of her stuff a day later. We booth decided that she should stay a little bit longer, just until I'd really gotten all the alcohol out of my system.

Well, I say a little bit longer. I think indefinitely could be classed as a little bit longer than that.

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SIX

'Keep It Down Sweetheart'

Effie tries to keep her distance from Haymitch for the kids sake

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"Stop that" Effie mouthed as Haymitch had slid his hand further up her skirt for the 12th time today at dinner. She kicked him slightly but only raised a chuckle and a look in his eye that tortured her very soul.

They'd started their affair on the night that their victors had won. Hugging and cheering and a kiss to the cheek hadn't been enough as Haymitch had found her lips with his and she'd let him. Shortly after a lust fuelled grapple in the main room he'd led her to his bed, silently. Soft kisses down the hall.

She hated his room, it smelt of darkness and dust but the sex had been amazing so by morning the smell became a warm blanket over the two of them.

She'd made him promise to stay completely professional during the days of their victory tour, he'd even go as far as causing bigger rows with her just for the fact that he knew she would punish him for it later. Later. At night. Night was when they'd fall together again in sweaty, tangled heaps. The train was perfect seclusion, Haymitchs chamber was at one end, the victors in the middle and Effie's far far at the other end, just as she'd requested.

It was Haymitch that would come to her every night. She was to much of a lady, but not quite lady enough to say no. No, she was enjoying this just as much as he was.

"This has to stop once we're at the penthouse. Our rooms are to close to Katniss and peetas!" She said one early morning as she buried her face into Haymitch neck as they lay in her bed.

"You really think I can hold myself back from you" he growled and kissed her hard on the mouth making her sigh defeatedly

"You have to Haymitch! WE have to, it's only proper and you've been doing so well at holding back from your drinki-" she was stopped as his figures began to circle her middle

"That's because I found something's that satisfies me better" he teased and she melted under his touch. They spent the remainder of their last morning on the train together, in several compromising positions and moaning each other's names until after breakfast.

Now, however, back at the penthouse, she'd refused him for 3 nights now. Even after the grand party where he'd sneaked her into the mansion grounds for a little taster session.

He was becoming more and more difficult with her and he was drinking again.

Luckily, the kids hadn't noticed their little struggle of hands under the table, their eyes were to busy in each other's.

After dinner it was early to bed. A huge press day for all of them tomorrow. They all bid their goodnights in the hall way but as soon as the kids had shut their doors, Haymitch grabbed Effie and forced her into his.

He pinned her, hard against the door and began devouring her neck and jaw and collar bones in hot, needy kisses.

"Haymitch we mustn't, we can't-" she breathed but she'd missed this also and it was very hard to pull away, especially when he tasted of sweet liquor.

But she found the strength somehow.

She managed to push him off eventually and he retreated from her serious face with a huff.

"Can't you just 'not' scream this time?" He teased, pleadingly.

"You know I can't help it once you get going" she sighed and her lids became heavy with remembrance

He smiled knowingly and nodded before opening the door for her

"One more week Darling" she kissed his jaw and teetered back to her bedroom.

Xxxx

That morning Effie had risen earlier than she should. She still wasn't used to waking up alone again and decided to head to the dining room for a coffee.

On tip toeing down the bedroom hall she jumped as the door to Peetas room swung open and out snuck Katniss looking terribly flushed and disheveled

"Oh!" Katniss cried humorously as she nearly crashed into Effie on the way back to her room. Effie stood wide eyed and open mouthed at what she was witnessing. She folded her arm across her chest and tapped her foot.

"What?" Katniss scoffed "you and Haymitch can screw each other's brains out on the train ride over here but I can't spend one night with the man I love?" she teased and the colour drained from Effie's face. All argument flying out of the window. "It's just not proper!" Katniss mocked in her best Capitol accent and Effie rolled her eyes a little but couldn't hide the amused smirk and blush from her face

"As you were Miss Everdeen" Effie smiled and Katniss shook her head with a returning smile and went back to her room.

Effie realised she needed something much stronger than coffee.

Haymitch opened the door on the third knock "there better be a good reason to why I'm being woken up so damn early!" He huffed but Effie looked feral and he knew that look anywhere "don't mind being woken up for that" he settled and pulled her into his room and shut the door

"Just keep it down will you sweetheart, the kids are asleep" he winked and peeled down the straps of her night dress

"Oh haymitch, you have no idea" she giggled

They all missed the press day that day.

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SEVEN

'Settling for an embrace'

Hayffie Hugs

The first time he hugged me was awkward. He didn't really know what to do when I'd finally been released from the ward. I think he was sorry for leaving me behind, I didn't blame him though. I didn't blame anyone. What was done was done and I was still alive. For that, I was truly grateful and the fact that he worked so hard to get me out meant the world to me. For that, inward eternally thankful. So I accepted the first hug and ignored the stiffness of his embrace and the unwillingness of mine and he carried my bags into his home where I would remain for the foreseeable future.

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The second time he'd hugged me, I'd awoken screaming in the night. It was a new place, a safer place but it was unfamiliar and it messed with my dreams. He hadn't had a choice really as I'd clung to him with tears in my eyes and a pain in my heart. He was respectful enough to stay silent, rest his arms around my shoulders and just, be held by me, until I fell back asleep.

The third time he'd hugged me he was saying goodbye for a few days. I'd walked him to the station, he was travelling to district 1 for an annual meet with Plutarch. Id just needed the walk really, but it was him that had pulled me close as Id said 'see you soon'. He'd never held me so tight before. I realised then that I'd miss him.

The fourth time was his return and it just felt natural. There I'd been, once more at the station and his eyes had lit up at my presance. We'd smiled at each other and then he'd made is way to me, through the crowd and like it was second nature my arms had fallen open and into them he'd fell.

The fith time, we'd argued. It was over silly, trivial things but he'd upset me and I'd given as much as I'd gotten and it was only when I'd exhausted myself in tears that I felt his arms come from behind me and he pulled me against his chest. 'Sorry' he'd said and I'd said it back and he'd kissed the side of my jaw and suddenly his arms where the only place I'd ever want to be.

The sixth time he'd come to my room one evening and without words I'd fallen helplessly into his arms. He'd kissed me softly then harder, then faster then we'd fallen onto my bed in a naked embrace and tangled ourselves up for the rest of the night.

I lost count after 6. It was just a natural part of my day to find his arms around me. To be lost in his big, warm hugs and to be kept safe by his longing kisses. It healed me, I saved him. Together we made it, and it started with an awkward hug.

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EIGHT

'Dream come true'

Haymitch had a wet dream and everybody heard

Katniss started laughing. A quiet titter at first then she got a little louder. Peeta jabbed her in the ribs but they shared a look and pretty soon he was laughing to.

"Children please!" Effie pleaded but the blush in her cheek was impossible to hide and she too began to smile.

Haymitch had ignored the kids, laughter between the pair had been a nice change now that they had finished their victory tour but as soon as Effie lost it and joined in with the fit of giggles he had to know if he was missing out on something important.

"What's the matter with all of you?" He quizzed. The laughing trio simmered down but only a second later the kids where laughing harder than before.

Haymitch looked to Effie for an answer, she had gracefully calmed herself but her smile hadn't faded and neither had the colouring in her cheeks. She couldn't bring herself to meet his eyes.

"Does anyone mind filling me in on the little joke you're all sharing?" He asked, now a little more irritated.

"It's nothing, truly, Haymitch. Children, finish up we have a big big day ahead" Effie chimed. She desperately wanted them to drop it. Her dignity was as risk too.

Katniss and Peeta did as Effie asked but Haymitch was persistent

"No, no. Do tell, please" he said and sat back with arms folded.

"Yeah, Peeta. Do tell" Katniss teased

"Why me? You tell him!" He recoiled

Katniss looked at Haymitch with an amused smirk then at Effie who was glaring at her hard.

"Katniss…" Effie warned "it isn't proper!"

"Oh for gods sake Effie! Let the girl speak, not everything in life can be 'proper'" Haymitch yelled, lighting a fire underneath Effie.

"Fair enough!" Effie retorted "go ahead Katniss, put Haymitch out of his misery" she then looked over at Haymitch with a sour grin "and don't say I didn't warn you!"

Haymitch rolled his eyes and urged Katniss to fess up with a wave of his hand.

"You were pretty vocal last night Haymitch, that's all…" Katniss began

"Vocal? What are you talking about?" Haymitch huffed and scrunched his eyes in confusion

"Have any…nice dreams last night?" Peeta added, then he and Katniss both looked to Effie before erupting into another fit of giggles

Effie took a long awkward sip from her water glass but Haymitch spied her hidden smirk. He was still completely stumped but he pondered for a moment and tried to remember his dreams from last night. He caught Effie's eyes suddenly and then he remembered.

"Oh…" Was about all he could muster up

"You might want to keep your door shut at night in future Haymitch hmm?" Peeta winked but Haymitch just smiled. He wasn't as easily embarrassed as they thought he would be

"Well, I'm glad I entertained you" Haymitch grinned, he didn't search for Effie's eyes this time though.

"Wasn't it yourself that you were set on entertaining last night Mitchy?"

"Katniss!" Effie scolded "enough!" He almost dropped her water.

"No, it's ok Effie" smiled Haymitch "I'm not ashamed" their eyes met and he winked, much to Effie's disgust. "I am a man after all, you should be flattered"

"Flattered!?" Effie scoffed then set her glass down before she threw it. "Do you think I enjoy being thought of in such ways!? Especially by the likes of you!"

Katniss and Peeta were quiet now

"The very notion of 'us' it's just preposterous!" She continued and Haymitchs eyes widened in amusement

"Whoa! Whoa! Calm your horses there Trinket! It was a dream! Nothing more! What, you think I want to fuck you for real?" He laughed out loud and Effie's jaw dropped

"HAYMITCH ABERNATHY!" She yelled, humiliated

The kids got up and cleared their plates away. Arguments between their escort and mentor never ended pretty.

"Oh, come on Effie! Like you've never thought about it?!" He sneered and that was Katniss and Peetas que to leave

"I assure you I have not!" Effie protested

"Liar, you're blushing!" Haymitch laughed and Effie bowed her head

"Can we just go back to the fact that I was in your dreams last night and not the other way around" she cried proudly

The kids had now vacated to their rooms leaving them to battle. Haymitch was bored, he had better things to do that sit and battle with Effie today, so he'd had a little wet dream, at least he'd enjoyed himself, there was no shame in that. As uncouth as ever he stood from the table walked over to where Effie was sat and planted a hard wet kiss right on her lips

"Your always in my dreams princess" he winked and left her to dwell in the moment.

Effie watched wide eyed and breathless as he exited the room. Her blush had crept back and later on, as she lay in her bed for the evening, she found her self still playing the kiss over and over in her mind. The morning after Effie awoke in a sweaty mess. Unlike she'd ever predicted her dreams had been filled with thoughts of Haymitch last night. Not just thoughts but filled with Haymitch himself, Haymitch naked, Haymitch kissing her again, Haymitch touching her all over and finally, Haymitch bringing her to the best orgasm she'd ever had in her life.

She looked at the door. Closed. Thank god, she thought. If she had have been vocal last night at least she wouldn't have been heard.

Or so she thought.

On descending for breakfast she was met by a trio of muffled giggles. Her worst fear had been realised.

"Sleep well princess?" Haymitch teased

"Oh! Haymitch!" She yelled angrily and the tree of them laughed again

"Please effie! Not another preview!" Cackled Katniss and the table erupted again.

Effie fled to her room, once again humiliated. She slammed the door behind her and thought up ways to punish Haymitch for that kiss. Then her mind wandered to her dreams from last night and she found herself smiling. At least they were even she supposed.

It wasn't long til there was a knock at her bedroom door. She opened it proudly, refusing to let him think he had gotten to her more than he already had

"So the kids are heading out…" He growled "fancy making each other's dreams come true?"

He looked her up and down curiously but was answered by her door shutting in his face.

She supposed making him wait a few hours before she wholeheartedly agreed was defiantly punishment enough.

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NINE

'When it hurts'.

Effie hurts Haymitch Emotionally

"Ok gather around people, come, come!"

Effie had called a small gathering of close friends around the dining table of the penthouse suite. Haymitch hadn't had a choice of attendance as his liquor was in the dining area thus concluding, so was he.

He trudged to towards the others, glass in hand and the usual unwilling pout and sat at the far end of the table, Effie stood at the head of it with her hands clasped together and her face all a glow.

"Right! Well, I guess your all wondering why I called you hear this evening!" Effie began, Haymitch had already found that her smug smile was starting to annoy him, he exhaled loudly and spun the amber liquid about his glass.

"As you all know, Teddy and I have been dating for nearly a year now and-"

"What?" Haymitch suddenly broke in with a humored tone. His glass now fixed on the table and all eyes apart from Effies fixed on him.

"Since when?" He guffawed. He was met with a number of exasperated sighs and eyes rolls from around the table but Effie refused to meet his questionable gaze and continued.

With an awkward clearing of her throat, all eyes fell back to Effie.

"As I was saying, Teddy and I, well we've decided, together, well….it was my decision really but, but in light of a certain event that has taken place, we both agree, that, well-"

"Damnit woman, spit it out!" Haymitch yelled. He swallowed the rest of his drink and was finally met with her glare.

"Haymitch" Cinna whispered harshly "Not now!"

"No its ok Cinna" Effie said happily, everybody thought she was always too quick to forgive Haymitch's behavior. "He's right, I'm dragging this out! Well, no time like the present!" She beamed as she quickly took to removing the glove from her left hand.

"WE'RE ENGAGED!" She cried as the beautiful diamond sparkler was revealed on her fourth finger.

The guests erupted into wondrous, congratulating applause and adoration for the beautiful engagement ring that glittered as Effies hand twirled it about their eyes.

"We're getting married in the spring, I handed my notice in last week, As from tomorrow I will be a kept woman!" Effie squealed in delight and as for Haymitch the rest was a blur.

As the others cooed and cried and happily discussed a spring wedding, Haymitch had become numb.

By the time the guests had left and Effie had distracted herself with some packing, Haymitch's numbness had grown into anger.

"Engaged?" He spat, Effie stopped what she was doing and faced him

"Oh good, you were listening!" She threw back "Arent you going to congratulate me?" She chimed and turned her attention back to her case.

"Congratulate you? I didnt even- how- a year? a whole year and you never told me?" he tore the garments from her hands and slammed the case shut

"Haymitch! Manners!" she cried

"Screw your fucking manners! where were yours? how could you not tell me this?" he threw her belongings down in a rage. Effie remained the perfection of calm and took a deep breath

"Haymitch, you've met Teddy on several occasions, he even came with me when I came to 12 for the last reaping"

"The guy with the chin? I thought he was gay!"

Effies jaw dropped

"He does not- His chin is perfectly adequate thank you very much! and HE IS NOT GAY!" She thought about being offended but realised it was much more fun to gloat "No sir.." She cooed as she became lost in her own thoughts for a moment "He's definitely NOT gay" A saucy smile crept onto her face and Haymitch suddenly felt a pang of jealousy.

"You're quitting?" He asked. A little less bitter

"I quit!" She beamed "Last week. So go ahead, arrange your little party for one! I'm sure you're just dying to celebrate by departure. Go ahead!" She dug a hand into her case and pulled out a bottle of what looked like a very rare and expensive malt whiskey. "Here" She smiled "I was going to leave it in your room before I left but since you're here…" She pushed the bottle unwillingly into his hands. "Its been a pleasure Haymitch. A sea storm most of the time but, well, its been an interesting time. Thank you" She placed a quick kiss at his cheek then turned back to her suitcase

"Is that it?" He asked coolly and watched as her shoulders dropped in surrender

"What?" She replied and met his gaze again "Thats the finest malt this side of the city! Dont you like it?"

"Oh, right, yeah, I love it" He mocked then suddenly launched the whole thing at her bedroom wall, the glass bottle shattered into a thousand tiny pieces and the brown sticky liquid exploded over her pink wash wallpaper

Effie jumped back in shock then turned to him, eyes ablaze

"HAYMITCH ABERNATHY! HOW DARE Y-"

"How dare I? HOW DARE I!?" He took her by the arms and pulled her forcefully towards him "HOW DARE YOU!" He shook her slightly and the smug smile fell from her face.

"All these years and thats it!? a megre goodbye and a bottle of fucking nothing!? Whats the matter with you!?" His blood was boiling

"Haymitch you're hurting me!" Effie cried and her bottom lip quivered in fear of him

"Is that all I'm worth? is that all I mean to you?" He shook her again

"Haymitch what are you talking about?"

"Im talking about me and you Effie! All these years? Did it mean nothing? I've seen the way you've looked at me in the past, your countless flirting and constant vying for my attention, you've always had my back, you've always been on my side I thought…I thought you-"

"You thought nothing!" She pulled herself away from him forcefully and pushed at his chest "Yes I Flirted! Yes I wanted your attention! I was crazy about you Haymitch and look where it got me!" She pushed him again. "Nowhere! Ive risked my entire career getting you out of trouble because I CARED ABOUT YOU! You thought….you THOUGHT? I'm a woman Haymitch! A woman needs more than a mans thoughts! I needed to be loved! I needed to be wanted! I needed to be touched!"

His hands suddenly found her waist and he pulled her against him hungrily, their noses were touching and their lips were but breaths apart

"I'm touching you now" He whispered as his hands slid lower. Effie let out a fluttered sigh and her eyes became heavy lidded "Is this what you want? What you've always wanted?" He closed the gap between them and kissed her lips longingly. Effie felt her knees weaken and she fell into him. "Give me another chance Effie" He said and their kiss became heated. He wrapped her in his arms as she beat weakly as chest, clutching his shirt with her sparkling left fist.

Haymitch would forever be her undoing, she knew that. She hated that she loved him. She hated him for being so damn difficult and she hated herself for being so weak.

"Just tell me what to do Effie. Tell me what you need" he breathed but she stopped kissing him suddenly and leant away.

"What?" She questioned, her hands slipped from his chest and she shrugged his hands away

"Tell me what you want me to do?" he pleaded but Effie couldn't to anything but let out a laugh. A laugh filled with remorse as she looked at the beautiful ring on her finger. she brought her hand to her mouth and her laughter soon turned to tears

You see, Effie had been telling Haymitch what to do their entire working life together. She wanted a fresh start, the chance of a life filled with adventure and love not filled with schedules and planning and arranging others. Arranging him.

"Teddy never had to ask" She said suddenly "He made me happy from the day I met him…"

Haymitch read the regret in her eyes and backed away

"Its too late Haymitch. A second chance? You've had several…" She suddenly stopped to let out a sad whimper "You've had chance after chance to choose me! But what did you choose instead…every time?"

He looked down at his feet, then at the sodden mess by the wall

"Exactly." she whispered, she sounded tired and defeated "If I have to tell you how to love me Haymitch Abernathy, you're not and never will be worthy of my love" She threw what was at hand into her case and zipped it shut "Good bye Haymitch" She gave him a parting smile and a stroke to his cheek "Be happy for me, I really do wish you all the very best"

Then she was gone.

All that remained was the sodden mess upon the beautiful pink wash wall. A mere reflection of the mess that would have been, could have been the two of them. If only he had put down the bottle, long enough to see those wanting eyes, hear those hopeful thoughts and register those loving smiles.

Pity, you only really get to see or hear or register the important things, when it hurts.

xxxx

END.

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