"tsubasa?" Yu walked slowly toward the older; expecting a reply. His lips trembled "come on...wake up" he stopped only meters away the tears in his emerald green eye's threatened to fall "come on stop playing around!" he raised his voice. "s-stop it! Its not funny anymore!" he feel to his knees "i know your not dead!" his tiny body crawled to the white haired teen "don't...don't leave me" he nuzzled his face into the olders cold shoulder "we have to go ho-me" his voice cracked and the tears spilled from his eyes; blurring his vision. He layed down on his side next to the non-breathing teen and gripped his brown shirt "tsubasa" he moved closer and nuzzled into his soft white hair and taking in the sweet sent that he had always loved.

It was hard for his mind to process the fact that his caretaker was gone. In his mind it was like he was there a minute ago but gone the next.

The teen had been killed by the truck that had been speeding at the younger almost as an instinct he immediately pushed yu out of the way but only to be killed instantly. The driver didn't even stop; just kept going almost as it he hadn't just killed an innocent teenager.

Yu remembered the last sentence tsubasa had told him, closed his eyes and let the words echo through his mind...

"Yu...i love you so much I always thought of you as a little brother"

yu sniffed and whipped his nose with his sleeve. "Tsubasa I love you too. You were always like the big brother I never had...the family I never had" he stood up and took the others phone "i'm sorry tsubasa I know I promised I would never leave you but I can't stay here... theres too many memories" he called 911 told them what they needed and put the phone back.

He lent down and kissed tsubasa's forehead "i'm sorry" he whispered and turned away.

The thing Yu Tendo feared most had found him again...

he was now alone in the world...

he no longer had his big brother...

his fear of being alone had came back to haunt him. His other caretakers and families had come too mind they all left him...

they always left him.