I'm just going to renew an old A/N instead of posting a third one.
After a lot of thinking and stuff, I am discontinuing this fic entirely. I have lost all my notes on it, I no longer have any of this fic saved as I wrote it on my old laptop and that had to be wiped out due to a virus and I lost the entire thing, and I just don't really write fan fiction anymore (besides a gravity falls billdip trilogy I am working on).
I also just don't have any idea on how to change this story to make it better and lack motivation. I've started writing original stuff and novels and find myself enjoying that a lot more anyways.
Another thing was that I wrote this story like... when I was 15 or 16. I will be turning 19 soon as of the post of this note. Things change a lot in 3-4 years and I just do not have the energy to work on this any longer. I feel this story is, at this point, too old to really rework and I am working on so many other things right now that are more important to me, I just do not want to anyways.
However, that being said, I am not going to delete this nor do I want to. This was my very first fan fiction I actually kept published. It was my first completed work as well (well at least the first part haha) and I still remember finishing it and being so proud of myself. This fic is still pretty near and dear to my heart even though I find it quite terrible as far as writing and story and unreadable to me. Because of all this (and because I don't own it anymore either) I am going to keep it up.
I also really like using this fic as a... sort of point of reference. I like to use it to compare my old, arguably cringy writing, to my writing now, especially when I feel insecure about myself. I don't want to take that away from myself.
Anyways, I just want to say thank you to everyone who supported me during this fic. I want to thank you guys who have read this far, those of you who have been reading from the beginning, from someplace to the middle, even those of you who read it thinking I was going to come back to, and lastly to those of you who might read this in the future despite it being discontinued.
Thank you to all the followers, favoriters, and of course, everyone who has reviewed this story! I know most (maybe all?) are disappointed in this news or even upset and angry, and I am sorry about that. I hope all of you enjoyed this fic.
As always, thanks for reading. Really. Thank you.