1MA: hey peoples. My first venture into the world of bleach. Figured I'd try my hand at this anime/manga. As you've noticed in the filter, this will be the first kotetsu/komamura romance fic. Just a fair bit of warning. I won't be using a lot of Japanese terms or honorifics. I'm not very good at them and me trying to would make me look silly. Also, if you aren't a fan of rape, I'd stay away. If not, go ahead and read. I don't own bleach so tite kubo, don't sue me. Enough of this crap. ON WITH THE FIC!

MY MATE

Fuzzy.

That was the first word that came to mind when Isane Kotetsu first saw the unmasked face of the squad 7's captain. She, like many in the soul society, wondered just how ugly or hideous he was under that helmet of his. When asked, he never gave a straight answer to anyone, saying only that he's not something to be looked at by normal people. She knew Iba Tetsuzaemon, his lieutenant, well enough to be on a first name basis with him and asked him what captain Komamura looked. He only shrugged his shoulders and said 'I'm as in the dark as everyone else'. The only people who probably knew what he looked were the elder captains: captain Kyoraku said he'd tell her if she went out with him for a drink, which only got him a punch to the gut by her good friend Nanoe Ise. Captain Ukitake said that he didn't know the man well enough to ask for something like that. Her own captain said she knew but added that it was something private and between doctor and patient. And lastly, there was the head captain himself, Yamamoto and she wasn't going anywhere near him. It wasn't that she was afraid him but he just gave off this aura that just said 'I don't have time for this shit!' So she remained in the dark and pushed those thoughts into the back her mind.

That is, until the ryoka incident, in which a group of humans, lead by an orange haired substitute soul reaper, invaded the seireitei to free Rukia Kuchiki. 3 days of utter chaos and confusion. It all lead up to what was now being referred to as the duel of sokyoku hill, pitting Rukia's brother and captain of squad 6 Byakuya Kuchiki and the orange haired intruder, Ichigo Kurosaki. Sadly, she didn't get to see it as she, along with two other lieutenants, was rendered unconscious by Ichigo, bare handed. She awaken a while later in the company of her captain, aboard her zanpakuto. She was also among the first to learn of the true mastermind behind the chaos that befell them, as well as the murder of the central 46, Sosuke Aizen. She had the shameful task of informing everyone that one of the most respected and beloved captains in their ranks was a murderous traitor. By the time she returned to sokyoku hill, all the events that wrapped up. There were many injured, both from the battles amongst each other, battles with the ryoka, and dealing with the three renegade captains, who escaped into the world of the hollows, currently beyond their reach.

The execution hill became a triage site. Duties were meted out to everyone in squad 4, probably the only squad who didn't have injured members. Captain Unohana focused her efforts on captain Kuchiki, who suffered severe injuries from his battle with Ichigo and protecting his sister. Said boy was in the hands one of his own team, a girl with strange healing powers that she had never seen before. Isane was ordered to start work on Komamura, who was probably the most injured after Kuchiki. According to reports, he was hit by a level 90 kido from Aizen himself. He was lucky that he didn't use the full incantation or else he'd most likely not survive but it still spoke volumes for Aizen's strength that the spell could hurt him so. She made her way through the chaos and confusion to the side of the giant captain. It was there she saw the face of Sajin Komamura and it was certainly beyond what she expected. Instead of horrible burns or birth defects, he was...a wolf. He looked just like a large wolf, with light brown fur, a long snout, big pointy ears and golden brown eyes that locked onto her as she approached him. She knew it wasn't a good time for it but she thought that he looked 'fuzzy'. Honestly, if she wasn't as profession as she was, she would've ran her hands through his hair and snuggled under his fur. She pushed those silly thoughts back into her private box in her mind and began her task of making sure he lives.

In the proceeding weeks and months after the betrayal, Isane was put in charge of the wolf captain's health. Most of the time, he didn't say much to her or to anyone for that matter. She understood why, seeing how his best friend just committed treason without a good reason. It would shake anyone up, even a captain. But soon, he did open up to her, to a point. She found that he was very gentle and soft spoken. Despite his size, he didn't really enjoy or care for fighting. She found him to be very calming and relaxing to be around.

It was 3 months after the ryoka incident where we find our silver haired lieutenant. Night had fallen over the seireitei. Isane had just left the squad 4 HQ after a rather long night of work. It seems Kenpachi Zaraki, that mad beast of a captain from the 11th squad, decided to get into a last minute training session for his men, which meant lots and lots of injuries, Most of which caused by said captain. It was no secret that the 11th had no love for anyone in the 4th. According to them, the 4th is nothing but a bunch of "limp dicked pussies". Though, it is strange that they are scared shitless of captain Unohana. She never understood why they were scared of her. Oh well. Anything that keeps them in line. But it didn't stop them from trying to hit on her shamelessly. She shuddered at the thought of those animals leering at her. How Unohana found the patience to deal with them and their captain, she'll never know. No, she didn't want her peaceful night to be marred by the thoughts of anyone from the 11th. Her home wasn't very far from the HQ and it was a very clear night. She loved nights like this. She didn't have nightmares on nights like this. Her thoughts about her chronic nightmares distracted her from the person in front of her as she walked right into them.

"Ouch!" she said, running into what she thought was a brick wall. Who would put a brick wall in a walk way?

"Are you ok, lieutenant?"

She instantly recognized the low, baritone voice that spoke to her. She looked up to see the towering form of the man who had been in her thoughts lately.

"Captain Komamura!"

"I believe that is my name but I didn't ask who if you knew my name. I asked if you were ok." he quipped. She smiled in relief as she made it to her feet and dusted herself off.

"Yes I am. I'm so sorry, captain."

"Its fine, Kotetsu. You must be very tired, seeing as how I'm not exactly hard to miss."

"You are correct, sir. It's been a hard day for me."

"Yes. I heard about Zaraki's recent training regime." he said, not hiding the disgust in his voice. It was no secret that he didn't care for Zaraki or his methods.

"I hope it wasn't too much stress on you."

"It's fine. I've gotten use to it. So what are you doing out so late, captain?"

"I had a late meeting with head-captain Yamamoto. Re-organization of a few members from squad 5."

"I understand. They do need a lot of help." Isane added.

"Aizen, despite being a traitor, was a strong and capable captain. Losing him was the biggest blow we could've taken. By the way, how is lieutenant Hinamori doing?" he inquired. She was not sure how to answer him since Momo's condition was harder to deal with.

"She's...dealing."

Komamura was sure she wasn't telling him the whole truth. Momo was the closest to Aizen, or so everyone thought. To say that she was loyal to him was like saying Yumichika was vain: a vast understatement. To her, captain Aizen was the be all and end all of her world. Whatever he said, she readily believed. If he said that the sky was hot pink and captain Kurotsuchi crapped ice cream, Momo would take it as the gospel truth. Maybe that was the reason Aizen used her in such a way. She was a pawn to be used and sacrificed at a moment's notices. Through his actions, she drew her blade on her childhood friend, someone who she had absolute trust and faith in. Such was the hold that he had over her. The tall captain wondered about her mental state. It would be hard for anyone to take: tricked into thinking that the person you love like a brother was a traitor by the person you had the most trust and then betrayed by said person. Momo couldn't be in the best of mental health. He decided not to push the issue and let it drop.

"Very well then."

"It was kind of you to—oh no." she muttered to herself, barely audible to Komamura. Without another word, she slid into a narrower alley connected to the main one. Curious of her actions, he followed her.

"Lieutenant, what are you..."

"Shhh!" she hissed, as she peeked around the corner. Before he could inquire about her actions, two voices could be heard. It was two men, carrying lamps, possibly on patrol.

"I don't see why..."

"Please captain! Don't let them hear you." she whispered. He could hear the men talking, which wasn't hard considering his very sharp sense of hearing. It was then he realized what the problem was when he saw their uniforms.

"Squad 11?" he asked in a hushed tone. She merely nodded her answer. Now, while squad 11 wasn't the most powerful unit in the gotei 13, it did boast the largest number of members, next to her own of course. Being that they get into the most trouble, Isane had pretty much seen every member of the 11th, and while she didn't know all their names, she could spot their faces and voices from a mile away. What got her on edge was the fact that many of the lower squad members tended to hit on her at all times when they visit. It annoyed her to no end. So whenever they were around, she made it a point to hide herself away from them and this time was no different. Komamura wasn't one for hiding, considering his large imposing frame, but seeing how stressed and freaked out she was at the prospect of meeting with the rowdy members of the squad, he indulged her. The two hid in a small alcove at the end of the alley. It was large enough for the tall woman and the even taller wolf man to hide without the two men seeing them.

"And then captain Zaraki cut the hollow in one go. True story."

"I hear ya. Captain sure hardcore when he gets going. Makes you wonder how strong he could be if he learns shikai or bankai, heaven forbid." The two squad-mates were now in ear shot of the duo, lanterns in hand. Isane peeked around the corner, making sure not to make a sound.

"Speaking of godlike, you saw Lt. Kotetsu today?"

"Oh yeah. She's a hot one! I wouldn't mind giving that tall bitch a ride."

"Hells yeah! Think you got a chance?"

"Pretty good. She's meek, just like the rest of that pussy squad. She'd probably roll over for a guy like me."

"Well, don't let captain Unohana catch you. She's scary."

"What? The only captain who can't fight?"

"I know you are new so you wouldn't know. I've heard stories from the other guys. That woman is the devil with smile. I heard some our guys tore up some of their medical rooms a while back. When captain Unohana found out, she put them all in a coma for a week. Said it was because of 'stress issues'."

"For real?"

"Oh yeah. I've heard captain Kyoraku say that he'd rather get burned alive by the head captain's bankai than piss her off."

"Whoa. Captain Kyoraku said that? And I thought nothing scared that guy."

"Tell me about it. So if you wanna go after her second, just remember that you were warned."

Its times like this that Sajin wishes his hearing was as sharp as it was. It made him sick to hear them talk about her like she was a piece of meat, not that he didn't blame them for their comments about her. Now, a lot of people assumed he wasn't interested in females since he was of a different species altogether. That was assumption was very false. Sajin noticed women, a lot. Despite his appearance, he did enjoy the look of women. It's just that he didn't allow himself to explore the subject. He was very touchy about how different he was from everyone else. Hell, the few times he ventured to the world of the living, he often used a dog gigai because he just didn't feel right using a human type. He was well aware of the various beautiful women in the gotei 13, each with their own qualities that made them all attractive. Sadly, he's never tried to pursue any of them, due to his self conscious nature. In fact, he wasn't particularly close to any woman in the soul society. That is, until she entered his life.

Isane Kotetsu was the closest relationship he's had with a woman ever. Being his somewhat personal nurse, he had opened up the young woman. She was easy to talk to, smart, observant, and dedicated to her duties. It also didn't help that she was really beautiful. She had a great figure, pretty gray eyes, that silver messy hair with those little braids on the side, and small, mousy smile of hers. It also didn't hurt that she was one of the tallest women in the gotei 13. Sure, he was still much taller than her but he also didn't feel like he totally dwarfed her like other women. Out of all the women he knew, she'd probably be the one who he could see himself having a relationship with but he can't entertain such thoughts. She wasn't for someone like him and he'd have to just settle for just being somewhat friends.

"I think they are about to leave." Her whispers broke him out of his musings. The two men were still talking amongst themselves about various subjects but seemed to be prepared to move on in their patrol. That was when he noticed it. It was low, sweet scent that anyone would miss. Anyone but Sajin Komamura. His snout inhaled the scent, the molecules drifting up into his nasal cavity and down his throat. It was a wonderful, musky odor, almost like ready made dinner, fresh out of the oven. What was that smell? Where was it coming from? He sniffed a little more, mentally tracking the odor, following the air borne clues to their source, which was pretty close by. It was coming from the woman in front of him. It was probably due to her anxiety and fear of being found out and hit on by those brutes. It smelt like sweat and fear but for some odd reason, he found it pleasant. In fact, the more he smelled, the more he found he liked it. It was setting off something in him, like a trigger. Some part of him was waking up, a part of him he didn't know existed and it was talking to him. His reason and legendary self-control was starting to slip as the scent invaded his being, telling him to do things to her that he didn't want to do. The primal urge was getting strong as his eyes gazed upon her body, locking on to her well shaped backside.

'I-I need that…..no! I mustn't! No!'

The captain put up a mighty fight between his reason and his primal instinct. Sadly, it was a losing battle for his reason. His animal urges supplanted his more human mindset and there was no turning back.

"I think we can move after-"her words were cut off by a massive hand pressing her head into the stone wall.

"C-captain?!"

Her words only greeted her with a low, beastly growl. This scared her. She had never hear him growl. He was never known to growl like that. Was something wrong with him? Was he being controlled? All she got out of him was a few loud sniffs and that low growl. She tried to move her head but this captain Komamura we are talking. He could probably out-power captain Zaraki in terms of terms of pure physical strength. She wasn't going to do much against him in this position. Between his growls she could hear the sounds of ruffling clothes. She couldn't see with her head pinned to the wall. Her questions were horrifically answered when she felt her robes being forcefully pulled down.

"NO! CAPTAIN!" she choked out but was silenced by his grip. A cold dread filled her being. She knew what was coming and she couldn't believe that the fuzzy captain was about to this to her. She didn't know what had overtaken him but it had turned him into an unreasonable beast. He felt her snap off her underwear with his large finger as he pushed his imposing frame against her slight one. Her muffled cries and silent tears didn't seem to slow him down a bit. She felt his large member snake around her hole, searching for a way in. Once he found it, he invaded her like a menos breaking into the living world.

"ack!"

That was the only sound she could udder. It wasn't just because he had violated her most private place but the fact that he was BIG! He was bigger than anyone she had been with. Isane was no virgin. She has long since lost her cherry a long time ago to Shuhei Hisagi one drunken night. While the 9th squad lieutenant was not small man in the penis department, what was inside of her was far beyond the length she had known. The captain was reaching spots inside of her that she didn't think it was possible for a man to reach. He forcefully lifted her leg as he began to rape her, just a few feet away from the only people who could possibly help her. Her mouth was dry of word, her mind unable to find a way to escape or stop him from having his way with her. She couldn't reach her zanpakuto, her hands were in a bad position to perform kido, and being next to a wall didn't make it possible for her to flashstep away. She was stuck, unable to move or talk or anything but just wait until he was finished. All the while, he never spoke. Only that low growl was heard from him. His rhythm was wild and rough, with no mercy upon her vagina. She could fell herself stretch and expand to try to fit his massive manhood and just when she tried to get use to it, he just went faster and harder. She was actually scared that he was going to fuck her into a coma or worse.

After what seemed like an eternity, she felt his dick twitch and spasm, signaling that he was close to climaxing. She braced herself. If it was anything like him, it was gonna be big. And she was right. It felt like a geyser had erupted inside of her, a sudden rush of warm fluid flood her insides. Needless to say, the poor girl nearly passed out from the experience. With an audible grunt, he slid out of her, releasing his grip upon her. Her strength gone and her mind in a daze, she slumped to the ground.

She didn't know how long she sat there, pants covered in hers and his juices, forehead resting on the wall but when she regained her senses, she was alone. The two squad-members had long since vanished and the captain was gone. She didn't hear him leave or say a word, not that she was in any condition to comprehend any words or actions he would've said or done beyond that point. She had to get home and clean up but her body as sore and her strength gone. Calling up a few reserves of energy, she pulled herself up and pulled her pants. Luckily, the walk, or in her case limp, home was quiet and uneventfully. She ran into no one from her own squad or anyone else. No one would see her tear stained face or cum stained outfit.

Once she arrived home, Isane stumbled to her bathroom, her mind unable to process what to do other than clean herself and going to bed. She slid out of her bottoms and what was left of her underwear that hung onto her body. Just then, she finally noticed that something was coming out of her swollen vagina. It was his seed. Reaching down, she passed her hand over it and found her hand almost soaked with the massive amount that he implanted inside of her. Even as she slowly wiped it off her, it still oozed out of her almost nonstop. Isane Kotetsu, lieutenant of squad 4, was raped by Sajin Komamura, the captain of squad 7. The fuzzy man she came to trust and understand had taken her without her consistent in an alley and left her alone afterwards. This was a crime that could rock the very foundations of the gotei 13 and would see the man, at least, striped of his title and position and at worse, imprisoned in the maggot's nest for at least 500 years. Even in her current weakened mind state, she knew all of this to be true but there was one question in her mind that she didn't understand. It wasn't obvious one of why such an honored captain would do such a thing but a totally different one. Yes, he raped her.

But why, oh why was she so happy?

Well, that's it. The first chapter of my first bleach story. It was shorter than I would've liked but that's how it came out. So what did you think? It was a bit hard to write a rape scene I hope I didn't offend anyone. So until the next time.

LATER FICCERS!