Days have passed so slowly lately and the harassment is still going on..numerous rumors were being made up about me by Jessie as well as Ralf and they have taken things way too far now. He was saying all kinds of things like I had an abortion, I sleep on the corner of the street, I'm a prostitute. All kinds of things that are not true! It was getting too much for me, and everyone around me could see how depressed I was becoming.
Everyone can tell that I feel alone, I stay in my room nearly all of the time now, doing nothing but crying. Dimitri would always come up trying to comfort me and all that I do is sob into his chest saying things like 'Why do I deserve this?' and 'What did I do wrong?'
I could barely come out of my room anymore. The embarrassment was killing me inside and out. I knew that none of my friends cared what other people were saying and they didn't believe it but I just couldn't handle it. I just sat in my room all day curled up on the bed. I knew that while I was doing so, rumors where being made up and posted on my wall at that exact time, which made me break down even more.
I decided that I had to make the effort to go downstairs and make some food. I couldnt exactly rely on my housemates to bring me up some food, I wasnt sick or anything so I had to just go and get food myelf.
As I walk down the stairs I notice Lissa and Christian cuddled on the couch together. As they see me walking down the stairs Lissa jumps up and pulls me in a bone crushing hug.
"ROSE, I'm so worried about you" She says. "I know its hard but its going to get better okay?" I fight back the tears and nod my head slightly against the crook of Lissas' neck. Just then Dimitri bursts into the living room with the laptop in his hands.
"Is it true?" He says looking me in the eye.
"Is what true?" I ask him, knowing it was something about my Facebook page and about all the shit that was going on.
"Oh, I dont' know Rose, why don't you tell me?! He says pushing the laptop into my hands. I stumble backwards but get my balance and look down at the screen, Lissa and Christian looking over my shoulder. I couldn't believe what I saw. A picture of me, with my legs wrapped around some boys' waist. I didn't even recognize him. I was kissing him passionately on the picture and we were both half naked. I looked up at Dimitri who had anger and sadness filled in his eyes.
"Dimitri...you have to believe me" I say before he cuts me of.
"No Rose, believe me. That picture is of you making out with some boy I have never seen before in my life! Care to explain, missy?" He says with pure sarcasm in his voice. I could feel the tears pricking at my eyes.
"Dimitri! That picture is edited! Its been posted on Rose's wall by Jessie, You know what he is Like! Plus Jessie is amazing at editing photos you know that! It may look real but would Rose do that to you? Would she?" Christian says to Dimitri who has guilt filling his eyes.
"I don't know." Dimitri says. "You never know with her anymore. All that junk on that stupid Facebook. I don't know what is true and what's not anymore!" He says and walks up the room and slams his door. All I could do is sink to the floor and curl up. I cried like a baby. All this was getting too much for me!