Dear Readers! Another Olicity from me. I need a break from my original story once in a while. I'm considering to publish a song fic about that so please, let me know if you're interested, or not. Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoy :)

Every feedback, good or bad is welcomed.

I apologize for any mistakes I made, I wrote this in a hurry.

P.S.: This is going to be a short story, most likely 5 chapters on the top. Please, let me know if you'd like the next chapter to be from Oliver's, or Felicity's point of view? Thank you for the help!

"Felicity," I called out for the blonde as I ran down the steps of the lair, waiting for my eyes to adjust the dim light, given by the computers, and the few lights what we had down there.

Instinctly, I look around to see if everything was in place, checking for the slightest sign of danger but all seemed to be as calm as ever, except for the fact that the one sitting in front of the computer screens wasn't the woman who I expected but my more well-toned partner, Diggles.

"She's not here, only this" he said in a rather stoic way, not even turning towards me as he held up a piece of pink post-it with 'turn me on (that sounded so wrong)' written on it with Felicity's big letters. "It was on the screen when I arrived."

What could have possibly happened? Did she need a latte so she ran out to get one, and left a message as well, or what? I told her to be sharp for godsake, no time for games now.

"Where the hell is she?" I growled, taking my t-shirt off so I could start my usual training.

"That's a question, I'd like to know the answer for myself," Diggs said bitterly, handing me Felicity's phone. I was just staring at it, getting confused. She would have never left her phone anywhere on purpose... What if she was taken? What if someone hurt her, and I wasn't here? What if... What if she's dead already?

"Don't bury her yet," he said, clearly reading my line of thoughts without me saying a word. He pushed a button on the keyboard, and there she was, Felicity looking as all over the place as ever, except for the haunted look on her face, some untouchable sadness behind those glasses.

"Good morning guys... or afternoon, depends on what part of the day you had to come down here, and decided to touch the computers, not that it matters in what way I say I hope you have a good day, right? That's not even the point... And I'm rambling again..." She stopped for a second, clearly to gather her thoughts, and continue from there.

"The point is though that I need a break... From things... You know what things mean, like anything and everything, and if Oliver could go back to the island and leave us here, dealing with the broken city then I think I deserve a vacation as well, so that's what I'm going to do... I'm going on a vacation," Felicity nodded, more to convince herself than whoever watches this message.

"I... I'm going away for a while because I need some time for myself... Don't look for me, I don't want you to, so respect that, and just don't try to find me," she finished way less confident than as she started this whole little speech, her voice became small as if she was just a little girl.

"Try not to get killed while I'm not there... Actually, don't do that when I'm there either because that would be aweful, if any of you died, and..." She stopped again for a second, putting a lock of hair behind her ear, taking a deep breath before she continued. "Anyway, just take care."

"Amazing, she's going on a vacation when the city is in huge danger again, and I'd need her, and she just decides to go to a vacation if the vacation what she'd had with her boyfriend through these weeks wouldn't have been enough," I said in disbelief, punching the bag in front of me.

What is wrong with this woman? Vacation? I wasn't on a vacation on the island, it was my chosen solitary after my best friend died in my arms, and half of the city was destroyed, and thousands of people died, all because of me. That was a completely different story than just her laying out on the sun, enjoying her time.

"Did you actually look at her?" Diggs asked in a quite annoyed voice what I believe he had no right to use with me, I wasn't the one who let him down. "She was crying, Oliver, look at her eyes! Something is wrong, something happened and that's the reason why she left. You should know better than to think she'd just go away like this."

Diggs was right, Felicity wouldn't leave us like that, not after everything what we've been through together, she loves being part of our team, she cares for us. Then why the hell did she go away?

"Any idea? Maybe she... she has a friend who needs help?" I guessed, thinking that could be an explanation as she was one of the most helpful person I've ever known. Maybe a friend of her from her past needed her, she just didn't want us to worry about her.

"No, she'd have told me," Diggs shook his head, sighing loudly, I could almost hear the wheels in his head moving. I don't know much about what happened while I was on the island again but I can tell that they got very close. She would have let him know if something was off.

"Hey everyone," Sara walked down the steps slowly. "I'm gonna be out of town for a while, just wanted you guys to know."

She was ignoring me at all costs, what I'm not even surprised about. I don't know where we're going after last night. I think it's for the best that she leaves for a while. Everything was getting to me, my mother, the issues of the city, Laurel going down hill, Sara's shocking return, and then on the top of it my blonde was missing.

"That might be for the best, Sara," I nodded to her, noticing that Diggs was watching us close. He's gonna put the pieces together, he always does.

"If you excuse us, Sara if there is nothing else, we have something important to talk about with Oliver now," he said in a low voice, not taking his eyes off me.

"Sure... See you around, I guess..." Sara nodded, and left quickly, probably feeling the tension in the small place.

"What the hell, Oliver?" Diggs jumped up, standing in front of me in only a second. If only eyes could kill, I'd be a dead man, not for the first time though.

"It was a mistake, okay?" I growled back. Not that I owe any apology to him, or an explanation. What happened has happened. We shouldn't have done it but it's got nothing to do with us, with what we are doing together, that's our job, and this is my personal life.

"You seem to make a hell of a lot of mistakes lately," he replied angrily, sitting back in front of the computer, starting to work on something.

"My life, my mistakes, it's got nothing to do with what we're doing here," I yelled back at him. Seriously, these two keep questioning me like I was a kid, I have no reason to report about my life to them.

"Guess what, it does have everything to do with what we're doing here," he groaned, rolling away from the screen so I could see it as well. On one of the monitors there was Sara, and me and on the other one... There was Felicity walking in on us. I could do nothing but stand there and stare at the screen. She shouldn't have seen that, she shouldn't have been there.

"Now you go and find her, I don't care how you do it, or how much time it takes but you're going to find her," he said, standing up again, stepping up to me. "She might not be fragile but she's breakable, and I swear if you broke her..."

There was no need to finish the sentence, I know he would kill me, and he would have every right to do that. I have to find Felicity, have to make this right with her, I need her in my life like I need no one else. She's one of the most important person for me, and if anything happened with her because of me... I would never forgive myself.