Home :)

Oh thank god! I thought u died or sumthing!

Haha nope! Just talked with my mum for a little bit.

U call her mum? :)

Well, it makes me feel more sophisticated.

Anna had been holding her phone for the past hour, waiting for a text that may or may not come. She felt like she might have scared yet a poor, unfortunate soul away… again. The red head began playing over the possible mistakes she made through out the day. Dwelling of the little things that used to bother most of the people she had been with before; the way she laughs, how blunt she is, and how "free" she could be. Elsa didn't seem to really care though. In fact, she seemed to embrace Anna's strangeness. Being an only child never taught her social etiquette or how not to be a complete freak. Anna thought back, and her awkwardness and quirkiness had pushed so many people away. That, and her nymphomaniac tendencies, seemed to drive people away.

Anna tried to remember when she was "innocent." But, from the moment her parents told her how babies were made, she fantasized about getting pregnant, having babies, and what sex might be like. That's a lot for a five year old to take in. As soon as she hit puberty, her libido was in full swing, and her thoughts became progressively worse and more vivid. The first time she kissed a guy (an actual kiss) was in the 7th grade. Then, on one fateful night of sober truth or dare with her best friends Mahliah and Ramon, Anna tasted the lips of a girl. Soon after that, Anna and Mahliah slept together… twice. It completely ruined their friendship, but solidified Anna's sexuality. She never looked at boys the same way again. Sure, she saw guys and thought, "He's pretty attractive." She was gay, sure… but she also had eyes, too. Nonetheless, her eyes always wandered to girls' asses, and never guys'.

Anna would end up dating a girl for a few months, and then the girl would grow tired of Anna's "shit". That seemed to be the trend. Anna was a serial monogamist. Sadly, after a breakup, Anna would go on one-night stand benders. Sex began to feel more like a game than a thing that should be shared between two people that love and care about one another. Anna would constantly ask herself what love was, never to find the answer. Her bestfriend Olaf told her once that true love "is putting someone else before yourself." Anna never understood that. She had built a wall up in her heart that kept getting bigger and bigger.

Ur oh so sophisticated lol

I try ;)

Anna waited for 5 minutes to reply. "You gotta keep them waiting and guessing what you could be doing when you're not talking to them," Olaf used to tell her.

I really had fun 2day

I did too. We should hang out again soon.

Are u sure? My awkwardness didnt scare u away? :p

No, not at all! In fact, I found it quite endearing.

Well I'm glad u like it lol

What are you up to… right… NOW!

Hmmm…

I'm starring at the ceiling wondering what a beautiful blonde is doing right now.

Well, at the moment, I'm contemplating whether or not to go get some popcorn and watch Donnie Darko.

WHY R U EVEN CONTEMPLATING IT?! DO IT!

I WILL!

GOOD!

You're so cute :)

I'm really not though. Once u hear me burp u'll never want 2 speak to me again…

Lies! Now, when you hear ME burp… that's another story.

Mmmm, so sexy ;)

Oh, it's how I seduce allll the girls.

I bet! Lol

How do you feel right now?

How did Anna feel right now? Elated? Nervous?

I'm scared…

Why are you scared?

I'm scared 2 like sum1 and they leave…

Well, let's take whatever this is slow and see where life takes us. No need to be scared.

Easier said then done…

I know. I know that it's not the same, but I'm scared too. I haven't been in a relationship, let alone kiss someone (besides you), in over a year I think? Maybe more?

My heart is ice.

Some people are worth melting for…

Anna wiped a tear that rolled down her cheek. She was petrified of the unknown. She was petrified to fall and not be caught. She was petrified to loose someone again. She was petrified to love, because she didn't know what love was. Anna was a nervous wreck. She hadn't felt this way about someone, especially someone so brand new to her, in such a long time. The last person to make her feel this way was Mahliah, and she stepped on her heart, lit it on fire, then stepped on it some more.

I think I'm gonna go to bed. Maybe I'll see u at the coffee shop again?

Most definitely! Look for the tale, pale girl in a leather jacket and a cigarette behind her ear.

I don't think I could miss sum1 like that lol

Good night Anna

Good night Elsa

Anna rolled onto her side, and the last thing that she thought of was the warmth the eminated off of Elsa's leather jacket as they flew down the freeway.