Hello people ^^ it's been a while?..U-um this is a story dedicated to my friend Elvira Rayne and her hamster Ninja. I...I really hope she likes it considering that this will be the first story of mine she reads (I think?)

I THINK THIS IS A SPOILER SO PLEASE BE CAUGHT UP WITH MANGA BEFORE READING

This is basically what I imagined would happen if Timcampy died, or if he did in the manga...I dunno it's been a while and I'm rusty ^^ sorry.

Welp, time for DA disclaimer: IDONTOWNDGMSOSTOPBRAGGINGABOUTITKATUSRAHOSHINOWHEREAREYOUANYWAYINEEDDGMMAN

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There are many ways to feel pain, mentally and physically. The physical kind will eventually heal, and the pain will go away. Though a scar will remain as a reminder for what created that excruciating misery. Emotional pain is different. The mind is fragile, and the sadness tends to slither deep into a persons heart and mind, creating the deadly emotion named grief. Though the two feelings are different in a sense, they both leave scars which cannot be erased.

Allen knew what pain was. He had felt it and experienced it at an age no child deserved to. His parents had abandoned him at infancy and the dog Allen had been brutally beaten to death out of jealously. Two things he did not understand the cause for. He was born with innocence, and his parents had left him because of it. His only friend when he was traveling with the circus was murdered. Then there was Mana. The most influential person in his life, who taught him to smile again and remember happiness, the man who died and told him to never stop walking. Cross had never always been there, but even then Allen was horrified to find that his mentor too had been murdered by an unknown killer. The person who had been with him the longest was Timcampy. And now, he was gone too.

Despair encrypted itself on the young exorcist's face as he kneeled down by what was left of his friend. He hadn't been there for Tim, who had always been there for him. Allen felt his fingers go numb as his hand gently touched the cracked pieces of Timcampy's decaying body. The portion he touched diminished like ash, being swept away in the wind.

Ice seemed to slowly spread through Allen's body, from his fingers slowly making its way to his shoulder and going down into his stomach, a queasy feeling gnawing inside viscously. Bitter tears pricked his grey eyes as he slowly picked up what was left of Timcampy. Biting his quivering lip, Allen closed his eyes hard and held his dearest friend close to his heart. The ice had already spread down to his feet and now left a numb feeling as if his feet had frozen to the spot he knelt at.

Tears slowly rolled down the white haired exorcist cheek, falling onto Timcampy as they reached his chin. Allen's shoulders shook as a sob racked his throat.

Allen was alone.

And with that, his heart froze.

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so uhhh ya, not much to say now .-. I hope you guys er...dont hate me? And please leave a review telling me what you thought about it. They really do make my day~

See you guys next time~