AN: I know what you're thinking. I should be updating She Will Be Loved but I bought a new laptop and I haven't had the time to transfer all of my documents over from my external hard drive but in the mean time, I had the weirdest dream and thought hmm... this has great material for a steamy yet mysterious one-shot... so enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own glee or any of its characters sadly... :(
"Twin Souls recognize each other instinctively when they meet. It is not a conscious decision or even a physical recognition. This recognition happens within the soul, they draw to one another other until they merge and become ONE".
My life growing up wasn't easy with being a closeted lesbian and all, but by the time I graduated I didn't care anymore. I realized everything I had managed to build for four years would not matter in the 'real' world so I forwent with the hiding. I decided to be me, and for the first time I could say I was happy or as happy as one could be working two jobs while going to college part time to pay for the cozy studio apartment I was living in. I didn't have much to call my own but that place was my home. It was mine.
Anyway...
I was on my way to work, dodging and weaving through the giant mass of bodies of my fellow New Yorkers when I felt a tug, and no not a physical tug. It was a mental one, sort of like a feeling you can't shake so I stopped walking altogether. Some people grumbled their displeasure at my abrupt stop but soon enough they walked around me as if I'd never disrupted their routine. I took this moment to contemplate the eery yet equally profound feeling that was keeping me rooted to where I stood.
'What the fuck...', I thought to myself in mild derision. I furrowed my brow beyond puzzled but I couldn't shake the feeling or even make my legs listen to my demands to move. It was already late, it wouldn't do good to stand stupidly on the sidewalk in New York where I could just as easily get mugged.
Christ what the hell is wrong with me!?
As I mentally battled with myself to get a grip, I felt the little hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. I could practically feel that someone was burning wholes in the back of my head, so thinking it was some sleaze bag, I felt my ever present temper rise. I swiftly turned to sneer at the person staring at me but my angry emotions all but trickled out of me when my brown eyes met a pair of unearthly pale blue irises that reminded me of a Siberian husky. The blue eyes belonged to a fair skinned blonde who gradually walked over to me with sure steps and all I could do was watch with a baited breath.
When she stood only millimeters from my person she sent me a dazzling smile as if I had just given her the greatest gift in life by just being and I only gaped. Her smile flashed dangerously sharp teeth but before I could dwell on it they disappeared behind full lips. The blonde leaned in close, practically looming over me and all I could do was hold my breathe and blink stupidly. I think I was on the verge of passing out from pure befuddlement when her soft voice penetrated my hazy mind. "Breathe", she demanded and I did. I took a good lung full of oxygen because who was I to deny her anything. In fact I don't think I ever could. I felt like my sole purpose of living was to be with this stranger and to give her all she ever wanted.
'What in the world is wrong with me...', I wondered silently. I never wanted someone so much and all I could do was stare.
"I've been looking for you my entire life, and now I found you", she said joyfully and I didn't know what to feel. "Come on", she ordered as she took my hand and for some reason I didn't object. Her holding my hand felt right; like me coming home to rest after a hard days work kind of right so I continued to walk beside the blonde as if I were in a trance.
"What is your name?", she asked as she directed me through traffic and she even stood close when we walked across the crosswalk. I was comforted by her need to shield me and even though this woman was just a stranger I couldn't help but answer her.
"Santana", I answered absentmindedly and the blonde made an approving tone. She squeezed my fingers lightly to get my attention though I don't think I'd ever lose it.
"That is a beautiful name, it suits you", she complimented. "I'm Brittany", she stated easily with a mysterious smile and I stared and stared but she never commented at my muteness.
I followed the blonde to wherever she was taking me, and I found myself realizing I'd follow her to the end of time if she wanted. I was confused by my profound feelings for Brittany but every time I looked to Brittany with puzzlement, the blonde made sure to smile reassuringly my way and I forgot everything. It was weird, I just knew instinctively that I was safe with her. Our hands seemed to fit perfectly with one another and with every step we took, we were evenly matched.
"I can't believe I finally found you, the wolf has been restless all these years", she stated brightly and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. I looked to her in question and she just shrugged. "You'll see", she stated mysteriously and if this was anyone else I'd be sort of freaked out but it was her.
We stopped at another crosswalk and waited for the road to clear before crossing. I took this little time to study the blonde more thoroughly but Brittany was already staring at me. Her unnaturally icy blue eyes never strayed from my face even as people bustled around us and I struggled to say just about anything but my mouth didn't cooperate.
"You're overwhelmed", she stated more than asked and I nodded. She seemed to think to herself for an answer before she just shook her head. We continued to walk for minutes on end until we finally stopped in front of an apartment. I looked to Brittany but she was already pulling open the door and against my better judgment my feet moved in her direction.
She guided me to a service elevator, and grinned at me the whole way up to the third floor. It was when she pulled open the door to Room 313 that I found myself pressed into a wall by her lithe body. I should be afraid or at the least be alarmed but all I feel is the sense of finally coming home. Her skin pressing against mine is natural, its familiar. I feel like I've known Brittany for a lifetime and not five minutes.
So many emotions came rushing forward that my head span. I felt confused, at peace, pure unadulterated want, and... love? My eyes widen at that and even before I can push Brittany away she is moving back and caressing my cheeks reassuringly.
"I-", I stammer but I'm distracted by a soft pair of lips that effortlessly robs me of all my sense and doubts.
I hang onto her like a lifeline when she deepens the kiss with a slight flick of her tongue. I feel my knees weaken, but she holds my waist firmly and continues her assault. My heart races wildly in my chest and its all I can take before I think it will jump right out of my ribcage. I groan into Brittany's lips at the sensation but she breaks our connection with a sigh.
"I am not human", she tells me honestly and all I can feel in my heart is acceptance which scares me. I feel like she is my universe...
Her hand caresses my cheek again and I focus onto her now glowing blue eyes. I gasp at the animal like irises staring holes into my soul but I don't pull away like any sane person would. Instead I feel like I'm even more so tethered to Brittany than before.
"You're shaking... are you afraid of me Santana?", she asks as she nuzzles my neck and I let out a shuddering breath before answering a quiet 'No'.
"You were made for me as I was made for you", she states softly and I couldn't refute her. It was impossible to. Everything in my body was screaming at me that this is where I belonged. Nothing or really no one mattered when I stood next to Brittany so I nodded my head to agree with her.
The next time her body presses to mine we're both equally naked, and we lay haphazardly over each other on her bed. We haven't done anything but brush light touches against one another whilst breathing in each others air, but I already feel like combusting. I attempted numerous times to do more than pet one another but Brittany keeps me trapped underneath her. As she said, she is not human and she is very strong but I feel like I'm burning and I needher more than I need oxygen to fill my lungs.
"Brittany...", I whimper when her nose presses firmly into my neck as her hips push into mine. The blonde above me let's out a deep rumbling growl that nearly makes me cum all over myself, but I will myself to calm down. "Touch me", I groan as her mouth trails down from my neck to my collarbone.
Brittany lets out another grumbling sound before pulling up and staring at me with intense eyes. I open my mouth to say anything but Brittany maneuvers me onto my stomach.
"Oof!", I mumble at the quick change in position but before I can get my bearings, her arm snakes beneath my stomach and pulls me on all fours. Brittany drapes herself over my back and just as quick as I'm propped up, her fingers press into my core.
"Ahh!", I call out and I nearly fall all over myself from the magnitude of pleasure I feel. Brittany growls into my ear as she leans over my shoulder but continues her steady rhythm she starts up.
I grip the bed sheets in front of me with white knuckles and cry out from each thrust into my body. It was like Brittany was seeping into my bones, and fusing with me. I could feel her everywhere and hear her voice resonating within my mind though I'm pretty sure she hadn't actually said a word. Dear god...
This wasn't just sex because sex was simple. Yes you could make it exciting and it could feel really good... heavenly even, but this was something entirely different. It was intense, unbearably so, but it was beautiful all at once. Poetically speaking I could say it felt like we were two star nebula's crashing against one another until we created a new galaxy, but since I'm no sap I can say the phrase "earth shattering" is a better description. My world was being destroyed and being made a new.
"You're mine", she purred into my ear before she clamped her sharp teeth down on my nape and I couldn't deal. My body arched violently downward as I cursed.
"Shit...", I moaned before the tidal wave that was my orgasm crashed over me and dragged me under.
Everything went black as nothing but pleasure rolled over me and after long moments I sagged forward bonelessly. The only thing keeping me upright was Brittany. She was all I could feel. She was ingrained in my mind as well as my heart and with that last thought I fell into the realms of unconsciousness feeling whole.
~The End