Disclaimer: No I don't own Glee

Have you ever looked at a person, and think wow their life's must be perfect? Well sometime you would be right, and other very wrong. I'm the person that would fake a smile. I have a good life. I'm gay and I live in Ohio. No one even really cares about too. I have a step brother, Finn, two guys that are like my brother Sam and Puck. The football team doesn't make fun of me. They actually gave some one 'talk" to if they're ever mean to me. I'm in Glee. I have a loving family. We aren't poor. But yet I hate my self. I cut daily. No one even notices, how you may ask? Well I am very flamboyant, and I have to wear what's in 'style'. AKA Long sleeve shirts. You may even ask why I would even do something like this. Well I get raped. It happens a lot too. Maybe once a week? Every other week, or when I'm luck once a month. Its one of my dad's workers, he is also one of my dad's best friends too. I will never tell anyone. There is two reasons for this, One who really needs to know, right? Two I'm just so scared to... I wonder a lot if anything get's better. People always says it gets better, but when? 'cause right now I'm almost at the end of my rope. I'm ready to give up. I just can't keep on going like this. Hating me.