Just gonna get right to it, cause I'm in a writing mood.

disclaimer: I don't own BTR. If I did would I be writing fanfics?... Probably!.. but you get it.

He never believed his fans when they told him he was flawless.

He never believed His grandparents when they called him adorable.

And he never believed Me when I told him he was beautiful.

Kendall would just laugh, shake his head, and walk away.

I was beginning to get frustrated at my tall boyfriend.

I was sick and tired of giving him pity, and I'm defiantly done with the lying.

He's been lying to me, he can't hide it, cause I know he has.

I've let it slide, but Know I just wanna get to the bottom of this.

I heard Kendall get out of bed, looking at the clock I realized it was 2 am. I quietly groaned, but decided to follow him.

I tip-toed over to the bathroom door, which was cracked open.

Sneakily I looked through the crack to see a stressed out looking blonde, with a knife digging into his perfect skin.

"Omfg Kendall!" I yelled, barging into the bathroom.

"L-L-Logie..I..uh.." He stuttered out, trying to come up with something to say, but decided to just stay quiet.

"Kendall...why?.." I wanted to cry, I wanted to hold Kendall in my arms and Make him promise to never cut again, But I needed to know what was wrong first. I kneeled down in front of my teary-eyed boyfriend, and stoked his face with my pale hand.

"It helps with Anxiety.. and I just... I couldn't take the hate Logan." Kendall cried out, wrapping his arms around me.

"Don't listen to them! all that matters is that your min and I'm yours! Kendall you're truly beautiful, please don't hurt yourself anymore, It hurts me to see you like this." I finally let my tears go, and held him close to me.

"I promise I'll stop." Kendall whispered in my ear, almost to quiet for me to hear.

I quickly cleaned up the blood from his arm before taking I'm back into our shared bedroom.

I laid him down in my bed before joining him.

His small fragile body snuggled into me, so I wrapped my arms around him.

It hurt me to see him like this because it was so unnatural for Kendall to be like this.

He use to be the strong leader, but I guess now and then everyone needs to let go and just cry.

I don't know if I like this..

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P.s. If there are any errors in this story I'm so sorry, its 2 am and I am REALLY tired.