Ch 4

Emily started reading Ali's diary as she finally know what the names were "Girl Crush" was her, she started reading as she started feeling angry she love Alison and she felt like Ali played her. As she continued reading her eyes began to blurry, she yawned as she slowly fell into a deep sleep.

A few minutes after, Em felt herself shivering she forgot to close the windows as she opened her eyes she saw a dark figure. She blinked a few more times as she felt shocked: "Alison?" Alison dressed in her black tank top slowly walked over to Em as she sat on her bed saying: "Emily, You have no idea how much I missed you." Emily groaned as she rub her eyes clearing her vision it was indeed Alison in flesh, she straightened up and questioned: "Missed me? I been here the whole time, you're the one who's been gone." Alison looked at Em clearly, she looked more beautiful than she was when they were in eighth grade. Alison played with her fingers as she looked at Emily: "Please don't be mad." Emily heart is beating a little faster as she said: "You chose this, you chose this for you you chose this for us." Em was shocked as Alison looked closely at Em holding her tears: "I know you're upset, I hurt you the most but I want to explain." Em anger started to rise: "But you can't."

Alison shifted the sheets as she inhaled Em's perfume, she still used the same one as she did years ago. Alison started: "But I can I have to, I owe that to you you have no idea what I been through." Her voice cracked but she held it in she can't break down now, Em looked at her with love and hate saying: "You're right I don't, and you have no idea what we been through either." Alison looked at her eagerly: "I saved your life TWICE! I risked everything for you!" Emily couldn't control her eager now: "YOU DESTROYED ME! OKAY! I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!" Em heart slowly cracking as she said that word, destroyed that was true when Ali disappeared she didn't just disappeared it only took a piece of Em and when they found her body there was a huge hole inside her. It broke her, destroyed her because her first love was dead. Alison looked deeply into Em: "But I'm not...aren...aren't you glad I'm not?" Emily looked away as she tried to battle her own storm inside her mind saying nothing.

Ali looked around the room as she saw it was kind of the same as she suddenly found something that catches her eye her diary, she picked it up as she smiled: "I remember writing this." She looked at Em warmly as she brushed a strand of her hair back: "You and me at the kissing rock, I thought I was being smart locking it all up in a journal, but they took everything didn't they?" Her smile faded as she thought of the people who were after her, Em looked up with concern: "Who Ali? Who took everything? Who's after you?" There Em saw a side she only saw with Ali, her vulnerable side Ali was holding back her tears. Ali shoke her head: "I don't know, I bet you're wondering which one is real the girl in front of you or the girl who wrote that so am I. That's why I need you, you always saw the best version of me the person I wanna be." Ali held a little hope as she looked to Em as what Em said next crushed her, Em slowly blink back tears: "I don't see that anymore."

Ali's heart broke a little as she looked at Em's arm, she was still wearing her bracelet she reached for it as she happily said: "You still wear it." She slowly rubbed Em's arm as she brushed over the letters Emily she longed for Em's touch she always felt safe with her she always can be honest with her. Em saw the best in her and she wanted to be that best for Em but there was something holding her back. She slowly smiled as she thought back to the kissing rock. Ali watched Em falling back to sleep as she put her diary back down on the bed and took off Em's bracelet putting it in Em's jewelry box. As she left she smiled as she saw the Paris picture pinned to the wall, she said they would go there together forever. Now she need to get away from the people who is after her for her safety and the girls. She need to face them once and for all.