"dozens of fanfics like that", my ass.
Dammit
" Well, he had obviously forgotten something important. He'd forgotten me." this part raises such a huge tension in me, every damn time I read this. This Matt, this Matt that, well, is able to live on his own - but at the cost of being empty. The part where he "wakes up" in the car - priceless. Mello's guilt... And the song references. Dammit. I love this fic so much.

Dziś zrobiłam sobie wieczorek z moim ukochanym pairingiem 3 nie wiem, jakim sposobem wychodza Ci takie cudne opowiadania, skoro nie jestes fanem/fanka (?) Matta i Mellcia ;P ja ich przeuwielbiam, tak samo jak Twoje historie, choc ta byla w takim smutnym klimacie ;( w kazdym razie moim marzeniem byloby opowiadanko z dedykacja, bo jestem Twoja fanka ;****