Amazing! Really awesome ending. I absolutely love it. You are a talented writer.

thanks for writing supernatural fanfics...

Everything was good until you insert castiel novak bullshit. Wth? Thumbs down.

I love this so much. Hey can you write a follow-up of this for Cas and Dean?

Incredible fic! Almost hard to read at times, but brilliant writing and a satisfying ending. Thank you!

Ugh! Not again! Anyway, So Sam refuses comfort and John is really starting to break as Sam still sobs and asks him for mercy but John has to punish him or else Sam would just do it again (In this story he's not he complete asshole like in the show, he's just trying to do his best so Dean still admires him) and so When Sam refuses the comfort, and it really comes to a head, when after a spanking Sam snaps and after he's mostly finished crying,John having grabbed him into a hug anyway, Sam doesn't react to it, just stiffly standing there until finally he says something like,"Don't expect me to love you, . I hate you. I wish it was you who died in the fire instead of Mom" and John just pushes away shell shocked and finally breaks at seeing the complete and utter hatred in his youngest sons eyes. He tells Sam to go to bed and when Sam resist, he glares at him but ends up being (emotionally)as Sam replies with something like"What?Are you gonna beat me again?" So he just walks away and Dean comforts him, but when they go inside,Sam is gone and disappears for like a few months, until John and Dean spot him Completely on accident at the store, in which Sam bolts and they chase after him, but something happens and Sam takes them on this huge chase until John tackles him and John basically holds him hostage, broken hearted at seeing Sam still filled with such hatred and seething anger, same as 3 months ago. I can't think of an ending, but I was hoping with your skill, you could figure something out. I hope you use this idea, please and thank you!

Noooooooooooooo! I clicked post before I posted! Ughhhh! Anyway I would be really, really, REALLY happy if you could maybe find the time to make another fanfiction where Sam is like 16 and Dean is like 20(uses fake IDs to get into bars;)) and John is still there but he's a total asshole. Dean just follows orders and is basically the perfect soldier but Sam is tired of everything, having tried running away before, and after a series of explosive fights with John, Sam runs away again (Goodness that sounds so childish...). Dean is out at the store or off on a hunt with John leaving Sam at home (motel they're staying at) and Sam has been planning this for a couple days and so he packs clothes,a couple pictures (like one of Mary, one of himself and Dean with like Dean's arm over his shoulder and they're laughing about like, I don't know , oh! Maybe Sam fell off his bike and Dean's trying to cheer him up,so Sam's like half scowling but a smile makes his mouth twitch slightly upward, something brotherly, and a picture of them with baby Sammy in Mary's arms with John wrapping an arm around Mary's shoulder and the other arm is resting on Dean's 4 year old shoulder before the fire and they started hunting) and all that stuff. He manages to hide from John and Dean for about 2-3 days, but when Sam stops at Bobby's and makes him promise not to tell John the was there, Bobby does anyway and then along the highway John is driving along the highway, going for gas break and ends up spotting Sam trying to hitch hike. John gets out of the car and tries to grab Sam, slamming the breaks and hollering out Sam's name. Sam Pretty much freezes for a few seconds but when John moves and gets out of the Impala, he bolts and John restarts the black muscle car and drives after him, screeching to a halt when he's caught up to him(wasn't very long, they're still in the gas station rest stop parking lot) and he gets out with the car still moving, snatching him arm and in true John Winchester fashion yelling at him , and when Sam is all back talking with this hateful attitude telling John that's he hates him and is just trying to get away from him. John is secretly hurt, his heart just beginning to ache, but he pulls Sam to him and starts spanking him(even though he's older) until he's sobbing and yelling at him still, saying things like,"You*spank*.Do*spank* Not.*spank*Run.*spank* .Us!" And is just spanking him to no end even though he's hurting too as Sam says it hurts and to please stop but he has to punish (and everyone in the small gathered crowd is s little upset at being woken up from the yelling, but ultimately amused as Sam is spanked) he tells Sam to get in the car and Sam doesn't answer so John spanks him. Few more times and is just in so much pain that he growls out a "FINE" But john doesn't like that answer and tells Sam,
that SIR to you and so Sam just grinds out a, " and gets into the car still crying which just breaks John's heart but he's silent for the most part. When they get home dean obviously gives him a giant bone crushing hug and then gets mad, shaking Sam and yelling at him making him cry again until John tells him to stop and go inside gently. Sam is shell shocked in the least as for the rest of the night, Dean is cold to him,all steely eyed gaze and after John sentences Sam to a spanking every night, giving him his for the first night until Sam is sobbing again and John offers a post spanking comfort by hugging him and telling him he's forgiven and loved. But when the next few days more fights happen, but Sam is scared of John as John threatens to spank him again every time Sam mouths off, watching him like a hawk and misinterpreting a bunch of situations yelling,Sam gets really mad again. The nightly spankings are still going on but after a particularly bad fight Sam starts refusing

Wow, okay so I usually just wait until the end of fanfictions, you know, to get my opinion of it as a whole but oh my GOSH, this fanfiction (and I'm usually not very emotional, well,at least on the outside, but hey, you get bullied? Build a tough exterior) but this seriously was tugging at my heart strings. Maybe it's just that I'm a teen and going through another idiot "phase" as mom likes to call it, or that my grandpa died like a week ago, or maybe it's because I've been reading a lot of angst, but oh my gosh, I was almost it tears! It takes a lot not to break, your fanfiction was just so well written, those 3 years were DEFINITELY worth it so thank you,thank you, thank you for finishing! And yaaaaaaaaaayyyy, Castiel is it, I'm sorry, I just love Cas! He's so adorable and clueless! He's also pretty badass though so I like that he's both naive, and infinitely dangerous too. Okay,and I know you already wrote a lot, and I feel really guilty for asking because this is a lot, but could you maybe-only if you

Ahhh! So good! Loved it! Lol

This is an excellent piece of work! Loved it

It was a great needed Bobby as a father,instead of John.

I want a Destiel sequel. Like, Castiel is a Fallen Angel and shit, and badass, and Dean finds out...
Then Sabriel
*nods* But with less angst please, this story killed me with feels

I think chapter 15 has been my favorite so far. Dean's panic attack (or PTSD attack, I think) at being told to get in the backseat, and the details of what actually happened, and Sam's and Bobby's reactions, the whole thing was amazingly envisioned. Kudos!

This was so amazing! I kept on getting the ages mixed up, I would think Dean was only eleven or so, but other then that I really loved this. It kept me in suspense for the whole time, even if I did read it in an hour. The Las thing I was expecting was Sam out of all people to kill John, but I really ended up liking it!-

OMG this story was amazing! I loved it so much and the plot was written so well and UGH. You killed me with so many feels!
I hope it's okay if I ask if you could write a sequel? I love Destiel and I think a Destiel spin off this story would be amazing! Especially since you would be writing it! You don't have to, but it's just an idea.
Anyways great story! I enjoyed it a lot