I love this story
and I keep rereading it because I love it so much
but I want it to be updated so badly
I want you to complete it because it's just so good and you did an amazing job with it

As good as it is seeing the MC and Shepard together the whole Jacob shit tarnishes it , some how making it all seem rushed and unfulfilling because I don't get how Shepard went from fucking and loving Jacob to Roland in the space of a day

What the name of the fanart

no i'm pretty sure we call one million deaths a borderline Genocide.
Also if his body is so good at repairing tissue damage and integrating a diamond fibre arms into his body then it should have just been able to reattach his own limb since his bones are made from the same shit. And if current 21st century technology can give you functionality in a lost finger then fucking advanced NANOTECHNOLOGY that can repair a shredded heart and lung in a few hours can fucking stitch your arm back on.
You have plotholes the size of your momma, and she has her own gravitational field.

Gun control: The theory that a butthurt fuckboi cqn't walk on campus and gun down dozens of students because he got dumped.

Also you seem to think a rapist is dumb enough to approach a woman he's about to rape from a position that will enable her to even draw her gun. Unlikely.

Legolas: Come, Gimli! We're gaining on them!
Gimli: I'm wasted on cross-country! We dwarves are natural sprinters! Very dangerous over short distances!

I’m guessing you were referring to the “But why snowman” scene?

King Arthur: You fight with the strength of many men, Sir Knight. (The Black Knight doesn't respond) I am Arthur, King of the Britons. (No response) I seek the bravest and the finest knights in the land who will join me in my court at Camelot. (No response) You have proved yourself worthy. Will you join me? (No response) You make me sad. So be it. Come, Patsy! (Attempts to get around the Black Knight)
Black Knight: None shall pass.
King Arthur: What?
Black Knight: None shall pass!
King Arthur: I have no quarrel with you, good Sir Knight. But I must cross this bridge.
Black Knight: Then you shall die.
King Arthur: I command you, as King of the Britons, to stand aside!
Black Knight: I move for no man.
King Arthur: So be it! (They fight until Arthur cuts off Black Knight's left arm) Now, stand aside, worthy adversary!
Black Knight: 'Tis but a scratch!
King Arthur: A scratch? Your arm's off!
Black Knight: No, it isn't!
King Arthur: Well, what's that then? (Pointing to the knight's arm lying on the ground.)
Black Knight: I've had worse.
King Arthur: You liar!
Black Knight: Come on then, you pansy! (Charges Arthur, who chops the knight's remaining arm off.)
King Arthur: Victory is mine! (Kneels and starts to pray) We thank thee Lord, that in thy- (Is kicked in the head by the armless knight.)
Black Knight: Come on then!
King Arthur: What?
Black Knight: Have at you! (Kicks Arthur)
King Arthur: You are indeed brave, good Sir Knight, but the fight is mine.
Black Knight: Oohh, had enough, eh?
King Arthur: Look, you stupid bastard, you've got no arms left!
Black Knight: Yes I have.
King Arthur: Look!
Black Knight: Just a flesh wound. (Continues to kick and taunt Arthur)
King Arthur: Stop that!
Black Knight: Chicken! Chicken!
King Arthur: Look, I'll have your leg. (Receives a very sharp kick) Right! (Chops off one of the black knight's legs)
Black Knight: Right! I'll do you for that!
King Arthur: You'll what?
Black Knight: Come here!
King Arthur: What are you going to do, bleed on me?!
Black Knight: I'm invincible!
King Arthur: You're a looney.
Black Knight: The Black Knight always triumphs! Have at you! Come on then. (Hopping on one leg towards King Arthur)
(King Arthur chops his other leg off, leaving his body upright on the ground.)
Black Knight: Alright, we'll call it a draw.
King Arthur: Come, Patsy!
Black Knight: Oh, oh I see. Running away, eh?! You yellow bastards! Come back here and take what's coming to you! I'll bite your legs off!
(Fade to black.)

I love the Alien franchise.

I like that quote on gun control.

I knew I knew that writing style, man what is up with your stories and having NTR themes...

So if I was a betting man, and I am. I'd wager that at the end of Me3 in the crucible Shepard is alone after going up the laser thingy and while conversing with Anderson and TIM, Roland will just spontaneously appear and do something badass and complete his promise. Anyway, this story is brilliant, keep it up.

Oh hey, you're back!

Good chapter. Roland still having issues with his past, but seems to be moving past at least some of them.

I need to find time to reread the whole fic, it's been a while.

Short but awesome chapter been waiting forever for an update and by Odin's scraggly beard keep them coming whatever it takes.

Not a sociopath. Actually Disassociative disorder.

Sociopath is incapable of actual empathy. To the contrary, blade extremely empathetic, but able to disable normal psychological processes (both a problem and a tool depending on circumstances. For example, a sociopath would not have treated jacob so well, or thanked him so profusely but rather would have acted as if it were expected. Or generally displayed a higher level of indirect sadism than mere schatenfreud.

Disassociative disorder/enhancement in blade Comperable to most dangerous/effective asymetric warfare soldiers. Treatable, but requires soldier to accept that he is both a human with human needs, and able to become a killing machine under certain circumstances.

John rambo is actually an excellent example of an individual with disassociative disorder/training.

(In Rambo's case despite the efforts of Col. Trautman to help when he could, Rambo did not recover until the end of Rambo 4 when he finally accepted both sides could coexist with the man being in control of the killing machine.)