I wish I knew what was going to happen next.
This is really good.

I really hope you finish this story it's a good story it's sad how much Eli's been though I hate that she didn't find a way to visit or call him making him think that she never cared I can't wait to she explain why she stoped visiting him I want Eli Ito know that she does love and care about him too I really hope you update soon.

This story is absolutely amazing, I wish you would update it soon, I miss it soo much

Hi I love your story for some reason having Eli be confused of his feeling in a mentally unstable way is just exciting to me.? (Don't judge me) but I actually was thinking of your story so I looked all over for it so I could read it over again. I really need you to update. I love the feelings I get when Eli gets soft around Clare ... Yea but please update . IT'S KILLING ME

The reason I am splitting these reviews up is to implore you to continue this. I've fallen in love with this, and to have it ended so abruptly, so many questions left unanswered, so many emotions left unexpressed... it kills me. So I've been breaking the reviews up into different parts in a desperate attempt to get your attention (or maybe annoy you enough that you'll pick it back up only to shut me up.) Just know that I love this story, and it would really mean a lot to me and I'm sure to all the other people who've come across this story if you trudged through the last few chapters.

This being said, you can imagine the heartbreak I experienced when I saw the story had largely been abandoned. I understand there's life outside fanfiction. I get that all too well, as most of my stories have dropped off in one way or another. However, I felt like I could relate to Eli's pain over Clare's sudden and unexplained absence. Besides, it's only been a few hours.

Also, I love Lydia, and I absolutely love that you themed the chapters around songs and such. Brilliant idea that also gives some attention to a relatively unknown group.

Alright, I read this whole story today and yesterday. And it's sincerely the best Degrassi FF I've ever read. I adore your writing style, and it just makes me so...I'm very emotionally invested in this, for some reason.

i really like the story! you'er a great writer! but please don't make the same storyline as they did in the show :) it has already been done, and i don't wan't to see Eli go through it again... looking forward to the next chapter! :D

Ugh the fucking beauty! I need another chapter desperately. I really love this!

Ooh, dear! I'm very excited to review this chapter! As always, I know you write for your own satisfaction with clear enjoyment when others like it, but you don't depend on reviews- but I'd still like to say sorry. This is just a little late. I was planning on writing the review yesterday, but I went out to dinner, and haven't finished this chapter sense just now, after all I am still in middle school. Haha.

Now, I'm so, so excited to write this! I'd first like to say that my favorite part of this chapter, was the ending scene. Sure, everyone loves those romantic Eli/Clare moments- even me- but I LOVE the raw, and true to life scenes. I love how by your writing, that I can tell Eli's tight stance, and how I could just picture him tearing his arm away from Clare, and striding out of the library. I mean, yes, I wanted him to go back to her, but I did love that scene , amazing!

You have this way of stretching out scenes- which could be good and bad. But you always seem to know when to write these scenes, and when not to, which I admire greatly. This chapter was one of them. Think about it. This chapter, literally, had nothing happen except a failed interview with Eli and Clare in the library-with barely any talking. Yet, it still managed to amaze me in every way possible without boring me. Not many people can not bore me, haha, so trust me when I say that's a talent you indeed have!

A question I do have for you, is... are they ever going to truly get to the interview? Will Eli let a bit of the play slip to her? How will Clare feel? It has me very anxious to find out. If it does happen, I'm very curious about the emotions these two characters will have. Will Clare be hurt by what Eli's say? Will that reaction spark satisfaction within Eli's evil side? Or will it make Eli want to crumble to the ground from seeing the girl he loves with a painful expression when hes faulty of that?

As you can see, I'm pretty fucking hyped to see what happens in the next few chapters or so.

Lastly, I would like to compliment you about this again; you end your chapters in completely amazing ways. I always look forward to the last few sentences you write. It's never short of true brilliance.

"Her legacy would forever live in his production, as the straw that broke the camel's back, the end of the line. Clare had broken him, and she'd know it without a single doubt by the curtain call."

Do you ever look at your work, and just think to yourself, "Brilliant, Sam!" ? Because, if I was you, I'd be entirely impressed with myself. No doubt.

Well, I've finally finished giving my reviews that I owed! Although I'm sure at my slow pace that by the time I hit the post button your next chapter will be up! (Of course, I'm exaggerating.)

Anyway, dedications and mentioning's are always appreciated. They make me very happy!

And, As always, good luck with any forth coming writing and be expecting my review as I await for your update!

Can't wait for more! Brilliant work, Sam!

Finally, I am here, to give you your very well deserved review... I'm so sorry. I know you don't depend on reviews at all, but like I said, I keep my promises, be expecting another review after this one as well. I've decided my goal tonight is to clear my inbox of all FanFiction Alerts! Once again, I'm sorry, mending a broken heart isn't easy, as I'm sure you know yourself.

Whenever I review a chapter for your story, I feel as though I need to take little pieces out, and give you my info on those little things. I've never felt that way with a review before, I mean, sure, I've done it before, but with your stories, I feel as though its necessary. So, there are a few sentences/paragraphs I would like to show my admiration for. The first one would be:

"She didn't know when the steady drumming in her chest would feel less like a parade and more like a heart functioning normally." - This, that sentence right there-brilliant, beautiful, wonderful, in-depth, understanding, unimaginable- there are so many great words that could describe it. It was a beautiful sentence. Whenever reading your writing, I never feel alone. It's like the feelings you mix within the characters, are a form of my thoughts, and its nice to know I'm not alone.

Next thing is this; "The mere thought of him could evoke such heavy physical symptoms in her, as if the flu had suddenly hit her full force." -Like I mentioned earlier in the review, I have a broken heart, and honestly, this sentence is utterly true, and and completely relating. It's real. And I admire you for that.

Lastly, I would like to compliment you on this sentence, "Not the one with a broken, but golden heart." I'm sorry, but I honestly feel that I need to compliment you once more for your amazing vocabulary, metaphors, and understanding words. Beautiful.

Now, on with my actual thoughts of the story.

Not very much action happened within this chapter, so I'm not entirely sure that this will be the longest review you have received from me, but this was a brilliant and beautiful chapter, just like the others before this one.

First thing I would like to say is that you do an amazing job portraying certain emotions within a character. Clare's shyness and nervousness, Eli's anger, morbid thoughts, and anxious and unthinkable actions. You write scenes beautifully, and I truly admire you for that talent.

As well as that you have an absolutely beautiful vocabulary, and I love the way you end your chapters. They always make me want to read more. You are a brilliant writer, and you deserve a great number of reviews for every chapter that you write for every story that you write. So here I am, giving you what you deserve!

I can't wait to read the next chapter! I'm hoping I will see some knowing interaction between Eli and Clare-If you know what I mean.

As always, I would love, to have a chapter dedicated to me, or a mentioning in an authors note. They make me so happy!

Brilliant work!

And, once again, as always, good luck on any forth coming writing. Be expecting my reviews as I will expect for your updates!

You are an amazing writer and you have successfully sucked me inside of your story. The way you write is enticing and i love every second of this story. I am so very glad i stumbled upon this and please, continue! Ill be waiting for the next chapter :D

Thank you for this wonderful chapter. As a person who writes herself, you are a inspiration. I can't wait to read to happens!

This story is fucking beautiful and I can't wait for you to update. Please update soon okay? Because I'm an impatient little prick and I love this story. I love the details that you've so skillfully woven into the plot.
Also, omg I love Lydia and I think Illuminate is a beautiful album.