it was certainly good, don't doubt that :) I'm never sure what exactly my HC is on what occurred in purgatory... I think I've settled on nothing explicit happening, just a lot of blurred boundaries. it is way more satisfying to think that they got together in purgatory but I don't see how even dean could manage enough denial to keep pretending they're just friends after that. the only other thing I can think of is that something happened but only once, and dean made it clear that they were never to speak of it again.

Beautiful. The need, the fear...it explains their relationship really well. Great job.

So sad and beautiful... You got me in tears.