I finally finished it
... holy shit, my Ciel plushie was wet with my tears

and apparently, I was wrong about my demon!Sebastian theories from my previous ramblings. damn, I must've sounds like I'm spitting nonsense to a lot of readers including youanyway, finally... I have can admit openly why I hate Vincent genuinely in this fic.
he was such a selfish mofo like, damn... I can't even feel sympathy for him when he lost Ciel for the 2nd time:/

and dammit... I feel really bad for Alois:(

btw, do u have Tumblr? I kinda want to make a fanart of this beautiful fic and I want u to see it:'3

once again... sorry for my previous rude reviews

TL;DR
In this reality, everything we saw in the original is an existentially crippling lie (it was all Ciel's comatose dream). Ciel is a child who was in a coma for 3 Years for his rare case of various severe lung problems. Unfortunately he would've recovered a lot sooner if it wasn't for the fact that his hospital is run by madmen who are basically pulling a modern Auschwitz by having "discreet human test subjects". They faked his death to his family in order to pull off a few more modern advancements in medicine (along with a ton of other children, even went so far as to kidnap homeless orphans). Unfortunately, the formerly favoured, now disgraced Head Doctor/Surgeon Sebastian and his staff/assistants (all 4 of the mansion servants, including the giant dog) decided to get him out and rescue him (in sly of being the ones not only assigned to take care of him, but because they are all wracked with guilt for what they did). They can't turn Ciel in to the proper authorities because they're either desperate for fame enough to treat him "like evidence", or are under the payroll of "The Hospital." Now it's up to Ciel, along with his "Prescription Suppliers", to come to grip with the reality he never knew existed (because they literally took a part of his brain), to save all of the other children, and to shut down that horror-house once and for all.

I'M ALMOST GOT A HEART ATTACK WHEN I GOT A NOTIF THAT U'RE JUST UPDATING

AND I KNOW IT, SEBASTIAN IS NOT DEAD, HE'S ALIVE! AND HE'S NOT A HUMA AA A A A. A I'M SO PROUD OF U I'M CRYING RN

thanks for the happy ending (well, for Sebastian and Ciel's part anyway), I think I'm going to continue where I just discontinued reading, which was on chapter 54:'D

(edited, cuz I accidentally sent the unfinished review:'D)

I just finished rereading this fic until I decided to stop reading lagainon chapter 54 .

I still can't believe that some someone as kind as sebastian have to ended up dead at the end of part! like seriously, after every damm thing he's done to save Ciel, all he got in return was a bullet in his chest:v
he's such an ideal father figure tho. chapter 40 , 41 , and 43 are my fav chapters cuz I gotta see some platonic SebaCiel bonding TwT
oh, and let' s not forget about that Demon!Sebastian! I'm not gonna lie, he creep the shit out of me when I'm imagining seeing him staring at me from the side of the road, he might be creepy and annoying, but I like the fact that he didn' t have any intention to hurting Ciel, just like when he's trying to comfort Ciel in that old shack

btw, this fanfic is the very 1st time that makes me scared of the other side team more than the actual villain team. and what I mean is... I'm dreading with the idea of Ciel reuniting with Vincent more than the idea of Ciel and Sebastian get captured by either Dispatch or the Hospital.

I don't understand Vincent, really... when I read that part when Vincent saw Tanaka as his father figure , he should've understand how Ciel felt about Sebastian . I know that Ciel has been with sebastian not as long as Tanaka and Vincent , but still , even if it's only 3 half years , Sebastian was the 1 who 'raised' Ciel and keep him company

and when Vincent got confused that he didn't know if he should shoot or hug Sebastian , that part had me sooo fucking mad:D
Vincent better had a goddamn good reason why he didn't choose the latter
(or , sebastian better had a goddamn good reason why he didn't try to defend himself. but unfortunately , idk why when I read 'that' chapter , sebastian seems not so surprised that he'll ended up in a body bag , and he seemed already prepared with the future that awaits him; I'm talking about that french note for Ciel btw... I just hope that sebastian didn't planning a REAL suicide just for sake of Ciel just becuz he didn't have any idea what he will do after Ciel reunited with Vincentanyway , I must admire Ciel's determination , confidence , and courage after he went through everything in this story . especially when he's trying to have fun with his little family, like when they have a night movie, and when sebastian and Ciel enjoying the morning breeze while riding the motorcycle.
no kidding, if I'm was on Ciel's shoes , I will have 7/24 axienty attack , especially like that moment at the motel after escaping Noah's Ark Con , I'll probably ended up like Ciel; having a mental break down when showering. but not just that tho, there's also some random moments when Ciel always repeatedly got reminded that Sebastian could die for real in his real life, just like when Ciel's 1st encounter with the real life Grell, and then Grell warns him. and then there's also that moment when Paula saying something like, "Sebastian will not always be there for you, Ciel"... those moments always had my eyes teary:(

... I need a sequel

Or perhaps, some clues that sebastian was actually still alive

or that he'd actually not a human after all this time , he's hiding that fact from everybodyCiel included , since Sebastian ever said that demons are just a myth ). Not to mention that in 1 of the prequel/side story, That Doctor, Courageous, Sebastian called Ciel 'My Lord' even before the experiment started... wait hold on a sec, how long has he been working on the Black Butler project? was he already started working on the project even before he met Ciel?Anything...?

Nevermind, please take ur time, don't rushBtw . pls forgive me about my previous review , I think I'm being rude to u... I'm still had a shock from the fact that sebastian died when I'm writing my 1st and 2nd reviews. sorry...

I just finished rereading this fic until I decided to stop reading (again) on chapter 54.

I still can't believe that some1 as kind as sebastian have to ended up dead at the end of part 1.
like seriously, after every damn thing he's done to save Ciel, all he got in return was a bullet in his chest:'v
he's such an ideal father figure tho. chapter 40, 41, and 43 are my fav chapters cuz I gotta see some platonic SebaCiel bonding TwT
oh, and let's not forget about that Demon!Sebastian! I'm not gonna lie, he creep the shit out of me when I'm imagining seeing him staring at me from the side of the road. he might be creepy and annoying, but I like the fact that he didn't have any purpose to hurting Ciel, just like when he's trying to comfort Ciel in that old shack

btw, this fanfic is the very 1st time that makes me scared of the other side team more than the actual villain team. and what I mean is,... I'm dreading with the idea of Ciel reuniting with Vincent more than the idea of CielSebastian get captured by either Dispatch or the Hospital. I don't understand Vincent, really... when I read that part when Vincent saw Tanaka as his father figure, he should've understand how Ciel felt about Sebastian. I know that Ciel has been with sebastian not as long as Tanaka and Vincent, but still, even if it's only 3 half years, Sebastian was the 1 who 'raised' Ciel and keep him company.

and when Vincent got confused that he didn't know if he should shoot or hug Sebastian, that part had me sooo fucking mad:D
Vincent better had a goddamn good reason why he didn't choose the latter
(or, sebastian better had a goddamn good reason why he didn't try to fight Vincent. but unfortunately, idk why when I read 'that' chapter, sebastian seems not so surprised that he'll ended up in a body bag, and he seemed already prepared with 'the future' that awaits him; I'm talking about the french note for Ciel btw... I just hope that sebastian didn't planning a REAL suicide just for sake of Ciel just becuz he didn't have any idea what he will do after Ciel reunited with Vincent:'v)

anyway, I must admire Ciel's determination, confidence, and braveness after he went through everything in this story. especially when he's trying to have fun with his little family, like when they have a night movie, and when sebastian and Ciel enjoying the morning breeze while riding the motorcycle.
no kidding, if I'm was on Ciel's shoes, I will have 7/24 axienty attack. especially like that moment at the motel after escaping Noah's Ark Con, I'll probably ended up like Ciel; having a mental break down when showering. but not just that tho, there's also some random moments when Ciel always repeatedly got reminded that Sebastian could die for real, just like when Ciel's 1st encounter with the real life Grell

Or perhaps, some clues that sebastian was actually still alive,

Or that, he's actually not a human after all this time, he's hiding that fact from everybody (Ciel included, since Sebastian ever said that demons are just a myth). Not to mention that in 1 of the prequel, That Doctor, Courageous, Sebastian called Ciel "My Lord".

Anything...

Nevermind, please take ur time, don't rushBtw, pls forgive me about my previous comments, I think I'm being rude to u... I'm still had a shock from the fact that sebastian died when I'm writing the reviews

I loved the ride! It was such a thrill! I'm so glad Ciel was reunited with Sebastian. _ And his last line made me laugh, cuz.. It's *SO* Sebastian. XD LOVED IT! (Ya gonna write a sequel? not that it really needs one... cuz dayum.) Keep up the awesome work!

~Raven

We are... THE PHOENIX! Book of the Atlantic! (Sorry, binge watched the anime) and The phrase that you used as the title for this chapter is from Episode 7. _

That sword fight was *EPIC*! I could see it so well in my head! I squeed *SO* hard when Ciel started fighting Grey... (Shaddup, I'm a fan, ok? XD) Undertaker, Snake, and Sebastian are my three favorite characters, so I was ecstatic when you brought Undertaker into this whole mess... And it's just like him to have a shop like that.. I mean it's so in his character! Loving it! _ Keep up the awesome work... and I dunno about shiny, but I'mma keep reading :P

~Raven

Do I *WANT* to know about the ouija board, an over ripe mango and staple gun? Sounds... crazy. I'm loving this. It's a nice twist from the usual stories. _ Also, Don't worry about those twats saying bad stuff about your writing style! I like it. Who cares if the characters are slightly OOC? That's the fun of writing fanfics! Also, I can't blame Ciel for reacting the way he did when he first woke up. I'd be freaked out too! And as far as I can tell, they haven't been OOC at all. I mean ya gotta think, how would Ciel react to finding out that everything he THOUGHT he knew about his life was a lie?! Dude... You're doing awesome. Love it! _ Keep up the awesome work!

~Raven

I have been following this story for such a long time and I can’t believe it’s actually finally over. I loved everything about it! ahh what an emotional roller coaster. I’m sure I’ll go back and reread this many times in the future

Wow! HOly crap I've been following this story for a LONGASSTIME and holy crap I can't believe it's OVER? What a wild ride... I loved this ending, v bittersweet. I wish you best of luck graduating and going on with your life-thank you so much for a notification I always looked forward to. You're gonna do great things :)

Gah OMG! Congrats on finishing this story! and good luck on uni!

thank you for a great story!it ended the way it should(by my reckoning)you did a great job & I don.t care how long it took you!

That was absolutely amazing!
I enjoyed this so very much!
The end was brilliant!
I love it! ️

This was a fantstic ride. I'm happy you finished, sad it's over. And congrats on finishing school!