Niceeeee

Wow .. the end of this Chapter is like Sam and Dean's heaven ..
Your story is awesome .. full of pain , love and emotion ... the way you captured these emotions is amazing ..
I liked when you merged the story with Canon with few changes but still managed to make it special and also gave the boys the ending they deserve ..
Fantastic story . Thanks for writing it .

NOOOOOO DEAN NOOOO YOU CAN'T DO THAT TO SAM NOOOO

This
' (you still ask for two queens and you don't know why) '
hurts more than it should , I don't know why but this sentence broke me ..
My face didn't even had the chance to dry from previous chapers' tears before it got drenched again . I guess there is no point to try and wipe my tears anymore...
Anyway Great chapter

' But the hardest thing was finding out that loving him had not been wrong at all. '
' But the hardest thing was finding out that loving him had been right '
I can't find words I am sorry
.
I knew that there had been a reason .
I knew had Sam told Bobby about his reason that night before he left the house with Dean for the last time .
I ( like Dean ) wanted to know the reason .
I thought it'll get better if I knew . But again I was wrong ..
Great Job

Okay I admit I AM CRYING .

That was Sad I mean Sam probably told Bobby why he killed John ( right ? ) and Bobby was too shocked after finding out whatever reason Sam had and didn't talk to him Then few days later he gets a call SAM IS GONE !
Man that hurts
And Dean was finally able to call Sam SAMMY , HIS BROTHER . But it was TOO LITTLE TOO LATE ...
This chapter is AMAZING I LOVED IT

Dean is so helpless now he can't ignore Sam but still can't look at him or recognise him yet his buried emotions keep surfacing no matter how much he tries to push them down ...

No I am not crying...
And I thought nothing will break me more than seenig Dean through the amulet in the show but I was wrong ..

OMG This is awesome , the emotions so true , Dean's loss is so much he lost both his father and his brother.. Poor guy it's too painful .. losing his father to his other only family ..
I bet Sam has a big reason to hate John to the point of killing him . Then hearing Dean saying Sam should die not John OOHHH NO
great work so far

Sam killed John .. wow that was a shock
I love the story

Aww Dean this is painful

I never leave reviews because I'm a terrible person, but this was absolutely amazing from start to finish. I could not stop reading until the end. The detail and consistency throughout the chapters was immaculate. Amazing work!

Oh my god. That was beautiful. So incredibly well-written, and heart wrenching and touching. You actually made me cry, which is incredibly rare. I’m like you in that I don’t really see John as villainous and evil (maybe somewhat neglectful), but it worked here as an AU. The plot was masterful. How you got Sam to the point of finally breaking down and telling Bobby (his shame the next day was heartbreaking), and how you described the relief in his face at the idea that he could save Dean and be free of his pain, and set up the premise for the deal, with all of the parallels to canon... brilliant. And, oh god, the angst. You really put me in Dean’s shoes and dragged me through his emotions the entire way while still making me hurt for Sam. Excellent writing, and wonderful story.

Wow, this story just sucked me in and didn’t let go. I had an idea where it was going, but that didn’t prevent me from reading.

Great story! Although I didn't like John's characterization in this. (As I'm sure you've heard from others.) If the other characters are canon, then, I don't think original John would ever do anything to hurt his boys. Especially hurt them for profit. Like you said in one of your author notes, his abuse was mostly neglect and physical punishment. The punishment mostly for breaking safety rules, not just to show his power. Wish there was another reason Sam had to kill him.