It has been several years later and I still can't bring myself to re-read this fic. I really want to though because it is a FANTASTIC fic, probably one of the best here. However, I dont think my poor heart can get through all the heartbreaks and turmoils again. Maybe one day I will have the strength and courage to do it lol.

ok well you didn't have to go off quite so hard but you DID !

Reading this story for the second time only 7 years later, and it still pulls on my heart and bring tears to my cheeks.
I love this story so much, I wish you had done a sequel xx

7 years later this story still fucks me up...this was probably the first fic i ever read that made me realize the talent that's hidden in this platform. It was the kind of fic that forces you to stop reading at certain points because it's too much, it's too overwhelming, and you certainly cant read other fics while also reading this one. It's so beautiful and heartbreaking and hurtful and intense. And i still dont know how to feel about the end: on one hand it fits them, the insecurity, the not knowing, the final stages of growing up. But on the other it messes with me, knowing we probably wont ever hear fron bliss and dusty again. In my mind they are together, living somewhere warm near the ocean. It's hard and thay have dark moments, but they cant function without each other, and bliss is stronger, more realistic, has learnt to hold her ground. Anyways, congratulations on something so heartwrenching and beautiful.

i thought about not finishing this story every chapter. because every chapter fucking hurted more and more. they were truly toxic to each other, but i dont know what else i could expect from a story about addiction. it usually goes this way. i spent two days without eating properly because thats how much involved i got reading it. but thats just me. i still dont know if this is a positive or negative review, but i can say that I wish we got at least a few chapters of bella and edward without coke being in the way, so we could see how they could be really good to each other. how after everything theyve been through they finally got to love without restrictions, fears and addiction. to any new readers: i hope you have a strong heart, this shit messed with me like no other.

I'm not going to lie, I almost need this to have a happy ending. I hit some sort of cord for me and I can't quite shake it. Great story & a beautifully written but I'll have to wait 20 years to reread in book form.

i just finished everything and all i got to say is thank you.
i'm a daughter of a dead man who used to rise everytime the coke siren sung
i'm a broken-hearted sweetheart who did everything for love and still was left with nothing
i'm now a woman who listens to samba and dances and smiles so big she thinks she's going to rip her face but still aches deeply
love for me was loud and clear and messy and everything between blissful and dusted
this was everything i needed
thank you thank you thank you thank you.

Good.

Oh my goodness, this story was amazing. Thank you for sharing! I binged this all in a day just so I could finish.

This was an amazing story. I would love it if there was one to follow up. It just leaves you with so many questions! Thanks you you for writing it!

Love ️

This. Is. Unbelievable.

Just telling you I'm still here. I forget to review a lot.. I get caught up reading.

:-)

Oh damn. Bree...