esto me duele mucho porque no han podido ser felices , me duele , pero en una parte gracias porque lulu sufre y creo que es algo bueno verlo sufrir a lo largo del fic, si suzaku igual sufre pero este fic me dio esperanza proque ambos sufren quizas lelouch mas pero creo es justo cuando en un porcentaje mayor es suzaku el que siempre se lelva todo el dolor, incluso lelouch en un fic lo viola, lo usa para su satisfacción personal y lo deja como si fuera una puta, no em gustan las vioalciones pero hay un fetichismo insano en ello, están mal ubicadas en creer que una violación es buena, pero bueno cada quién . Volviendo al tema porque me he desviado, esto fue perfecto

You said in the beginning that you wanted to write Lulu as a homewrecker, but cruel selfishness is one of the top five things I hate in this world, even if it's only in a story, and Suzaku and Euphemia don't get to act like Lelouch is in the wrong when they're the ones who ruined him and left him behind. I am aware that Lulu just dug himself a deeper hole with various actions, but in the end, I still end up on his side (which kinda sounds ridiculous when I remember that this is a story). Anyway, it just goes to show how well written this is, that I'm so invested and crying my eyes out as I write this. I'm going to go and find something happy now :L.

- Kelly

This fic. makes me angry even though it portrays the abuser/victim relationship really well. Suzaku kept hurting Lelouch over and over yet he was a glutton for pain and kept going back. I really wish at some point Lelouch had garnered the upper hand by himself, forcing an epiphany, a painful painful epiphany on him.

"He locks himself in his bedroom and doesn't come out, not even when Lelouch's worry turns into rage, and then shouting, and screaming and sobbing and pleading and finally silence."
Absolutely wonderful. The whole fic is very well written, but that sentence made me stop and read it again and marvel at it. I wish I could write like that.
And to counter the hateful comments about Suzaku I've been seeing here I will say that I do like him in this story, despite all the questionable choices he made. That may or may not be due to the fact that he's my favorite character and it's not possible for me to hate him... But what happened is not his fault alone (same goes for any other character).

Fuck suzaku is such a big fucking jerk! Poor lulu! I meant it was all his fault that lulu end up like that and how dare he abandon him!

Okay, something went wrong and I've posted this review twice. I'm sorry.

I've read this story so many times over the past year, and it never hurts any less. It hurts so much that it's difficult to understand. I guess it doesn't help that I often read it when I'm depressed. By the end I'm usually too disturbed to review, but I decided I would this time anyway.

The thing about Code Geass is that the characters are all so twisted and make so many wrong decisions in their lives. You can't categorize them as right and wrong, because that isn't all there is to it. All of them have a back story, all of them have reasons, and while that doesn't make them good people, it does make them human.

This story was the same. Everyone made mistakes, everyone messed up. Really badly. But you can't hate any of them for it, because that's just the way things are. Lelouch, Suzaku, Euphy. You can't blame any of them, because you can't blame people for feeling.

You're an amazing writer. Seriously.

And the last line, "Because he's Lelouch." It's just so perfect. Because that's really all there is to it in the end.

There are so many parts of this story that I'd like to quote to tell you how much I loved it, but this review is rambling and boring enough as it is, so I guess I shouldn't.

But you are seriously amazing.

I've read this story so many times over the past year, and it never hurts any less. It hurts so much that it's difficult to understand. By the end I'm usually too disturbed to review, but I decided I would this time anyway.

The thing about Code Geass is that the characters are all so twisted and make so many wrong decisions in their lives. You can't categorize them as right and wrong, because that isn't all there is to it. All of them have a back story, all of them have reasons, and while that doesn't make them good people, it does make them human.

This story was the same. Everyone made mistakes, everyone messed up. Really badly. But you can't hate any of them for it, because that's just the way things are. Lelouch, Suzaku, Euphy. You can't blame any of them, because You can't blame people for feeling.

Drugs...thiis is why you shouldn't use them...

I cried reading this chapter. You hear me?! I fucking, CRIED! TEARS! SADNESS! No other fanfiction I have read has done that to me! Your writing is truly special! Trust me, I'm hard to impress.

Yesss...! I was WAITING WITH AGONY for this part to happen! I love this story! Its sweet and realistic! . The feelings, the awkward moments...its all too amazing! Your work is something else!

My god this is messed up. I love it!

I feel bad about reading this whole story and only leaving one review, because it seriously deserves more.
Oh man, the feeeelss! Ugh, right in the kokoro. This is so sad and sweet and perfect and just... Thanks.
Ill be reccomending this to other people, its a wonderful story! And your writing is very good quality.
Thanks heaps.

Even after reading this the third time, I still think Suzaku's a jerk and I hate him. Lelouch should just do something to kill himself just so Suzaku and Euphie would carry their guilt for Eternity. And Lelouch doesn't really have any close relationships with anyone anyways, so why live? And hope?

Seriously. This is one of the best fics I have read.
All the feeling.
Oh gosh.
Bravo. Srslyomg that was awesome.

Great story, and I loved that you put Adele songs as the theme for each chapter! Adele is one of my favorite singers and this will DEFINITLEY be one of my favorite Suzalulu fics. Good job :) Keep on writing.