I don't know how many times I've read this fanfiction, maybe twice... I think but I don't know if I'll ever read it again. I think the first time I wasn't that much into it, I mean, I get that it was sad, but I didn't get the feeling behind it. Now I do. I legit cried from beginning to end, I used an entire box of tissue and at first I didn't get why I was crying and then I got it, I cried cause I relate, this feeling that nothing will ever be alright, that no matter what you do, you can't stop hurting... So yeah, I finally get it... But I'm not sure it's a good thing...

This story was much written, I teared up ones or twice, and I cried big fat tears. This story was sad but accurate, as well as beautiful. I hope you continue to write more moving stories like this.

just so you know...I never ever review cause most of the stories are old but how can I not.

Your story sent me into a panic. literally I cried in hysterics for like 3 hours because lost love aside I know depression intimately and this could have easily been me at one point. it was someone close to me...and the actor who played puck. well I don't condone his behavior nor do I excuse it but reading this knowing that suicide was how his life ended put a darker more tangible taste to it from cory monteith's death to his ultimate downfall...it's not an exact parallel but he was self sabotaging in this story and in real life after the death of a close friend.

well written, I can't get it out of my head and I read it a week ago.

please never take this down.

I truly don’t even have the right words to say to how this story touched me. Like not just the fact that I sobbed gut wrenching sobs every single chapter my eyes were swollen by the time I got half done. I just it was so hauntingly beautiful. Like yeah it was based on tv characters but this could easily be real life. You lose the love of your life and your reason for living and sometimes just sometimes you can’t move on. I just, thank you this was beautiful tragically beautiful

Ok, let me tell you one thing. I've read thousands of fanfictions, of any fandom, any subject, any couple, but to be honest, your is the only one that made me cry legit ! I mean, the emotion, the despair you wrote, it felt so real, so raw, it almost hurt to read. There is so much fanfiction on the internet, and only a few manage to get emotions right, but I can tell you Congratulation, you did it.

Thank you for your work
I gotta go and cry some more now
Peace out !

Okay so I read this chapter and I legit nearly cried 7 times and I feel so bad for puck and I can't handle the saddest this brings and how much emotion this brings and for that I'm just gonna say you are freaking awesome at writing and making people feel the proper emotions and get invested and I just wanna also say well done and this is amazingly sad but we'll written and I can't wait to continue this and maybe not have to stop myself from crying. Well done!

I love this story.
It is my absolute favorite one.
I know it’s sad and depressing and honestly I’ve cried so much during this story, it’s getting ridiculous.
But this is my 10th time reading this and every time it gets to me, not just because of how sad it is but by how it is written. It’s genuinely raw and real and i get so lost in the story that i don’t realize I’m crying till i can read anything lol.
And i know you no longer write glee fanfic (despite me really wanting some sequels to your stories even if their one shots) but i wanted you to know that your writing. Is phenomenal. they are timeless and that is so hard to find in fanfic but i wanted you to be aware of how amazing you are. (Even though I’ve told you like 3 times now haha) anyway rant over. I love this story and ok bye

Wow tragic and beautiful and I cried through most of it.

wow ... just wow... emotional rollercoaster... amazing writing

Despite the subject matter and the entire box of tissues I went through, you are a talented and creative writer.

I hate you a little bit. I've never cried as many times for a single story as I just did. Every chapter was hear-wrenching to read and even knowing that there was never going to be a happy ending, and in truth not wanting one, I still bawled.

I love this story so much and I would really love to read the spin off from Sarah's point of view. Do any of you know the title of it? Thanks

I just want to let you know that that was the single most heartbreaking story i have ever read.
I am a slow reader so have been crying for hours but it was worth it because the way you write is completely incredible.
Thank you for writing this.

Okay, I thought I could wait til the end to write a review since it's such an old story, but I can't wait anymore. Your writing is unlike ANYTHING else I've read on this site. Obviously I'm a little behind the times, since I just started reading Glee Fanfic this past month, but I have read other series religiously. And none of those even compare to this. I find myself having to put my phone down and walk away because I feel sick to my stomach multiple times a chapter. I mean that in a totally positive way. I have almost thrown up five different times (that I can think of right now) because I felt the pain Noah and Kurt were feeling. The chapter with Kurt and Noah...holy shit, I was SOBBING. I was really glad that I was reading it this morning in bed at 7am, rather than at work, where I currently am. Since I'm at work, I had to stop and write this review because I know what is going to happen. Obviously there's still a lot of story left, but I know it's going to happen, and I know I won't be able to compose myself at work. So, I think I need to take a breather and maybe read some happier one shots. Yep, that's what I'll do.

Reading this story literally broke my heart into million pieces .. Having been bullied myself when I was a kid made this story relatable and totally felt the heartbreak that Noah was experiencing ..
Great job for this Awesome story!
Hope to read more of your works in the future ..