Because of this some people must die yes every last one of them must be inpated by zero's sword to the hilt and twist it. Pool lulu.

Oh poor Lulu éè fortunately Suzalu was here /o/

Thank you for writing :D

Sedinette

Thank you for sharing, I enjoyed reading your story.

This is so full of love and passion, it's thoroughly amazing :3 I was rereading it and I just wanted to say it again. This is one of my favourite fanfics 3

Aw, poor Lelouch. Suzaku is so sweet, the way he was so careing towards Lelouch.

I loved this story so much!

I'll be honest, I don't re-read this one as much - I think I've revisited it twice, compared to the dozens of times for others - as I do most of your others - probably just because of the premise. You do a good job in being as discreet as possible describing the portions that would probably be triggers, while incorporating enough details to convey the horror of an experience (and what Lelouch remembers to make it so awful) On a technical basis, this is written very well, and the characters behave as they probably would (Lelouch trying to cover it up so that Suzaku doesn't worry, failing terribly at that, and then more or less falling apart because of his own issues with weakness and vulnerability) On a personal level, I like how Suzaku reacts - and seems to figure everything out, on his own, making him much smarter than he could have been in such a premise - and does everything to provide comfort for Lelouch… but given the nature of rape, he seems to be too much in control of the sex scene - I kept thinking that maybe he could have helped Lelouch take control during sex, rather than how it did play out. BUT - again, that's my interpretation, and kind of a nitpick. This was tastefully written and handled - just not one of my personal faves.

-crys-

Aww~ Suzaku's such a caring sweetheart :)

LMAO! When they first started to actually do it I was laughing cause...well I wasn't expecting THAT! Just goes to show people how caring Suzaku really is

thank you for your hard work. nice story :)

Okay, once again, you have an amazing one-shot right here. But to me , you barley got away with me just leaving this story a bit :-: but you know i wouldnt beacause of your amazing grammer or perfect word usage- mostly beacause i wasnt expecting Lulusuza. But since you DID use rape/abuse (my favorite topics for love stories) and had lulu as uke in them. I kind of forgave you and kept reading :)) the story was again excellent, i am most defentilly in love with the bathtub scene, and you completely caught me off guard with that big twist at the end. ~keep writing amazing stories, dollface!

i love this.. absolutely amazing fic... u catch the emotion so really good.. u managed to make my heart cry and be happy for lelouch.. cry because of what happened to him under those demons that disguised themselves us humans.. and happy because suzaku is like love and care with him... i honestly don't see it coming.. their position i mean... but it just make things more lovely and heart warming..

""Lelouch remembered how to breathe, expelling all his air in one go before nearly hyperventilating. "You… you're…" Suzaku was looking concerned. Lelouch grit his teeth and got himself under control. "Why?"

"Because." Suzaku said softly. "I would never hurt you."""

oh my god that is just so so so so cheessyy but really heart melting.. i love ur fic.. thank you for this..

This was...so, so sad. Poor little Lelouch, not truly thinking about his actions (so OOC, but that doesn't really matter, as long as the rest IS in character as much as possible) and then wonderful, beautiful Suzaku, not knowing that Lelouch was Zero, and not knowing that the boy he loved was plotting to defeat him...And how kind and good he was, and how he obviously cared for Lelouch as he cleaned him...and I know I'm not using full sentences, but I can't think how to say it, which is rare...which means you've made my mind not work as well just with one fic. That's amazing. Not even fics that make me start bawling have that ability. Oh...my speech is coming back XD But seriously, this was effing brilliant. And so sad, and so good, and so sweet (once Suzaku came into the picture) and so...GOOD! Really wonderful job, and I can't wait to see what else you have in store for us readers...Thank you for writing this ')

I've read this twice, and just wow. Lelouch makes a mighty good rape-victim, don't you think? *shot* But it's true... I love how soft and adorable this all was. Seriously, just wow. And when Suzuaku bottomed... I did *not* see that coming. Pardon the pun ;) *shot again* Ahem. Regardless, just wow. I love this! I would love to read more Code Geass fics from you if you have any other similar-ish fics in mind :)

love it

Suzaku is so cute. 3

I definitely didn't see that position coming and usually I don't care for fics in which Lelouch is inside Suzaku, but you definitely made it work (for me) in this one.

It was a very enjoyable, sweet piece. Nicely done!

this is amazing..