In all honestly, I'm not even sure what to write.

How can I possibly tell you how amazing this story was in a way you haven't heard 30 times already?

This is the best written story in this fandom, and one of the best written stories I have ever read on this site. The characterization was flawless. They all felt like themselves. You provide a wonderful backstory as to why Christophe is the way he is. The friendship-turned-relationship between Christophe and Kyle never felt forced.

And the ending was just...I don't know how to describe it. I felt like I should have expected something like that from the beginning. But the way that you made sudden twists throughout the story really kept me on my toes.

My new favorite fanfiction for this fandom. Thank you so much for writing this!

frick...oW

THIS WAS EFFING AMAZING! I ADORE your writing style...sigh...this was just perfect

Oh. ;_;

fuck i love all of your stories so, so much, you are seriously my favourite author on ff.

I sad the way he dies. :/(/(/((((((/
But pairing story is awesome :D

It's beautiful. It's beautiful because it looks so real. It's real life, as it is. It doesn't seem sweet, or specially nice, or specially tragic. No, it's just life. And I love how it's not a dramatic love story. It's not love at first sight, love/hate, or anything. It's how it comes in real life. And it could be real. It doesn't make you want to be the characters, to have their life. Because it is a normal life. Not specially happy, no happy ending. But life does not have so many happy endings. Christophe isn't even sure he loves Kyle, he doesn't know. He just lives like we just live. And it makes it beautiful for being so real. Strangely simple but deep. And you can understand how they feel, what they see, what they think. And I find it truly sad when he dies because, you knew he would die anyway, but you accept it, that's just the way it is, but you don't want him to die like this. He still has time, things to do, things to understand. It's like an unfinished book. It should not stop here, you don't want it to stop here. But it still does. Because life doesn't care about what you want. That's just the way it is...

This is about the twelfth time Ive read this fic and Ive never taken the time to leave a review; but you truly deserve one so here I go: your story is by far the best written thing that Ive seen on this site (in my opinion of course). I love the way you asembled your story into chapters, and how you told it from Christophes point of view, without being OOC. I also love the way youve wrote the entire fanfic in the present; Ive never been quite able of doing this myself...
And the descriptions of Christophe and Kyle sleeping together for the first time, and his death, are both perfectly well thought-out. And Christophes dreams about his family, and his memories of his brother, and his friendship with Kenny, and Christophe Kyles dialogue... oh, well I love everything, everything about this is great, just, well done you,bravo. :)

I'm not exactly sure why this doesn't have 250 reviews and faves, but this is my favorite thing to ever be posted on the internet. i could probably recite it drunk, asleep, and in front of millions. I love how you represented death, and how even though he's experienced it before, hes still scared shitless. And how God was his brother once, and now it's just God. Dammit i just love everything about this story. that is all.

I haven't reviewed for fanfiction in years. I'm not even sure where to start, really. But this story-it makes me thoughtful and melancholy. Makes me talk in run-on sentences and strange analogies. I like that, though, no foolsies. Don't know why, but I do. I like contemplation.

I don't quite know how to evaluate one person's subjective views and portrayals of a character they've only borrowed. Not anymore. Who am I to dictate how you should see a character from a tv show? The fact that interpretation is up for grabs is the beauty of fanfiction.

I never understood that before, I don't think. Now I can't think of what I can even say that's relevant.

However, I will say that your prose is conversational, easy flowing and fantastic for those reasons. I don't know what it is about people being afraid to take third person perspective to a conversational, casual level. You spent a lot of time on this, I can tell. I like how the character's voice rambles and yet still somehow manages to be direct, cruel, and jaded. He's dramatic without flaunting it, your dialogue is lovely. I can hear their voices in my head, and it's real in the sense that dialogue should like be its own separate species of literature and you totally nailed it. I also like how Christophe doesn't ask the questions that most people do. He doesn't ask why, doesn't psychoanalyze. In that sense, I think it aligns with my perception of this character as well. Wouldn't like it any other way-but isn't that always how it goes?

I love how you explain why he hates God. I love it so freaking much.

I have to admit, though, usually I hate this pairing. To use a probably obselete term, I would normally call this a crack pairing. Complete and utter crack, out of left field and totally unfounded (which in itself is ridiculous-all fandoms are unfounded here; in that sense they're all crack. Who am I to flaunt such words like I know what I'm talking about?). But I liked this. This is, I think, the one exception to my limestone like resolve (ie: it's in stone, but it's eons easier to manipulate than many other minerals out there). It crafts a foundation that I can understand, and leads to a logical conclusion. It's crafted from tiny, tiny little arbitrary details, but somehow in this context I can fool myself into thinking that it makes sense, here, that it's possible (if only ever in this context).

I think that's why I force myself to try to read the so-called crack pairings, because if that isn't the sign of damn good fanfiction then what is? If you can make me believe something like this, find it acceptable and logical-then damn, girl, you are one hell of a writer. What are you doing in the fandoms? Why aren't you making spectacular, logical, well-crafted tales for your own characters?

You don't need to answer that, of course. It was just my way of demonstrating that I'm impressed, in a roundabout way. Thanks for the great (if unorthodox) read. :D

'Til next,

CD 1.0

I wasn't crying, I swear. ;_;

All my cries.

I'll have to admit it was a bit of a confusing read at some parts, but I got the general gist of what you were trying to convey, and then I was all tears in the end.

I'm at a loss for words.

That was so...heartbreakingly beautiful. So perfect and simple and yet so dense and sad and just everything everything ever and I don't make sense anymore but whatever.

Kyle was so asdfghjkl; CUTE in this. He was so...so Kyle, so like himself, and yet, he also wasn't.

And christophe. Dear Christophe. /sobs

The last line broke my heart.

Props to you for this. (:

Prett welll writing

aice story

and a so real one

life is this way after all...

but it'sso sad dude,

so 'tophe is dead now..?

Mkay, so, that was beautiful. And if it wasn't 4:30 in the morning I would totally go back through this and tell you all the millions of little things that made this story a masterpiece. But for now I'll just say that I love the way you narrate - it's just so real. Same with the dialogue. I can actually picture the characters sitting there saying these things. I love how you navigated between different aspects of Christophe's life and showed how it all defined him, and I love that it ended so suddenly. "Sometimes your story ends before you're ready for it to." The sentence refers to the main character and the reader themselves.

Anyway great job. This was entirely worth staying up this late to read.