*intense clapping*
Many others have tried but failed to make a well written depressing Shizaya fic that STILL has the mains in character. Even if you haven’t watched Durarara, even if you don’t ship Shizaya, I don’t care. Just read this masterpiece. It may jump around a lot, but that doesn’t matter. It’s beautiful. The chance of you crying is absolutely ridiculously high.

why...I...
this is the first time I cried like this.
no, no, I know that you hope people who read this will smile instead of crying.
bu-but how can I?.;;

This is a really beautiful, deep fanfic. I don't care if you pick it from the kokoro song (which by the way I just realized the meaning of), this is awesome! and I wouldn't let people say otherwise!

It's sad because Izaya can't talk with Shizuo one last time, but...at least they're with each other.

Really...thanks for making this ;;
this will be one of my favourite fanfic ever!

I hope someday when I die I will have someone besides me too...even though I'm not a good person at all

with love,
~little-Semanggi

I remember this story so clearly, tho its been years since ive read it... i saw it as i was lesurly scrolling through your fics... i want to try reading it again but i know that this is the story that murdered my heart more so than any other story ive read... But, that doesn't mean its not still beautiful... congrats on such a beautiful story that remains in my memories and heart years after.

I remember this story so clearly, tho its been years since ive read it... i saw it as i was lesurly scrolling through your fics... i want to try reading it again but i know that this is the story that murdered my heart more so than any other story ive read... But, that doesn't mean its not still beautiful... congrats on such a beautiful story that remains in my memories and heart years after.

YOU KNOW WHAT?! why are you doing this to me?! hahaha I NEVER CRIED OVER A FANFICTION but you got me weeping on this one and i am not even a shizaya fan! let me say these with my crass language, but this is just too fucking brilliant! absolutely brilliant! Your writing style is clean and tou just delivered every emetion specially nearing the end.. only i became a little bit confused at 1st and 2nd page by the transition of events but it was good since i kinda imagine it as a puzzled scenes after i got into the middle of the story.. i love this OMG now i got to go out with ugly eyes!

AMAZING! ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!

YOU SIR - OR MA'AM, HAVE TALENT! THIS FAN FICTION IS MY LIFE! KEEP DOING THIS AMAZING THING AND KEEP LEARNING PROGRESSING! - Montague

I found this fanfic in the comments of a YouTube video and I have never cried so much for a fanfic in my life

i've literally never cried for a fanfiction before emotion ew-

Amazing story!

I kept crying! Would recommend though, this worked as a reward system for myself (every page of homework done, a chapter of this) so uh thanks for writing this anD MAKING ME CRY FOR HALF AN HOUR but yeah great one!

I hadn't dared read this fic because the summary itself made my hearth break in two each time i came accross it... and now that I've read this I knew I was right but oh god i couldn't stop reading TTTT it's so beautiful.. and so sad..

You have no idea how much this made me cry, u are very good at writing fanfictions

I'm typing this because I didn't finish reading everything yet. But I thought, what if Izaya wanted to just say 'thank you' to Shizuo? Or the word 'live', because Izaya himself couldn't? It makes me really sad to think that, because Shizuo's dying.

I just wanted to type this before I finish reading everything.

Gosh, that was amazing. You have managed to make me cry for a bit there. Good work! I couldnt really stop reading this fic, I finished on the same day, thats how much I loved this work! Thank you for taking your time to write this history.

I STILL cry at the thought of your story. Your an amaxing writer