It definitely has been a while for this story,but it's alright. if I have time I'll go back and reread the first 4 chatpers (I reread the last one already b4 this 1) to remember the beginning of the story. I liked the chapter, and I liked how Dan found Chuck...I hope he doesn't jump! And as for the last episode...I also felt SO bad for Chuck! I mean, I was mad at him, and I understood like all of Blair's actions in the episode, but I am absolutely furious at Nate! They're supposed to be best friends, and Chuck is very obviously going through one of the toughest times of his life, and he has absolutely no one to help him. Come on Nate, I though you were a better person than that! You've only known Raina for a few months, maybe not even! It just made me mad and sad. I hope the writers start to redeem Chuck a bit soon, and then they can get Chair back together. Please update soon!

Loved it

loved it! more soon please! chuck is so self destructive. i hope he and blair work it out.

Great chapter!

Update soon, I cannot wait!

I am so grateful I found this story as it is precisely the writing style I adore. You convey so much emotion with your poetic prose. I was wondering what your interpretation of the TSS would be and then realised at the end that this was written before it was played. Kudos to you for being almost spot on. I love your analogies, strawberries (her favourite). Also the reference to Blair in red- lust,passion, hate...pre-empting what is to come in future episodes? Great insight! Looking forward to future chapters.

I love this story but it makes me soo sad! You're a really good writer. I just feel bad for poor Chuck, and sometimes I hate Dan for not being able to understand that no matter what Chuck does, Serena and Nate (and even Blair, maybe) will always be there for him. It's like he doesn't even try to understand. and Chuck is scaring me! I hope it all turns out okay...

anyways, great story!

Also, I agree, I hate how Eric is now so judgemental on the show, I loved Chuck and Eric's relationship in the second season.

love your story! but i'd like to have more blair's point of view.

hope u'll update soon because your writing is absolutely fantastic!

Wow, this chapter had so many ups and downs! And the state that C's in is so worrying...

Wow. I loveee this story, this chapter made me sad...I cried alittle(I'm emotional right now, Haha). My Chuckles is depressed.

Wow. This story is really, really good. You writing style is lovely and a pleasure to read. I'm shocked more people haven't discovered this! Well done!

I love the intensity of Chuck's darkness here. One thing that may help me a little is slightly more from Blair's POV. Because we see so much of how deeply Chuck is hurting, her reactions in comparison may come across as a little uncaring. Oddly, her POV always comes across clearer on the show for me than Chuck's, so this has been a really eye-opening read.

Really, really brilliantly done! Bravo!

I have to be completely honest, out of all GG fanfics I've read this is by far my absolute favorite.

Expecially this last chapter, I could literally give you a big hug. Finally someone agnologed that Blair was the one that dragged Chuck Back to NY from Paris and yet she ruin his attempts to be a better man when she framed Eva. Thank you! This has really bothered me about all the recent fanfics, most make Blair into a fragile victim and Chuck an utter monster that had the nerve to find someone new. Anyway enough of that.

You write each character with life and give them a purpose in the story, reveal their inner thoughts yet keep the focus on Chuck and Blair. Not every writer can do that, so applause for that. The dialog has purpose and written so well, you really felt everyones pain, expecially at the dinner table.

Looking forward to the next chapter, this is becoming really really intriguing. Thank you so much for writing this, made my evening! :)

I loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, loved, it. Please, update soon

This is just lovely! Am really enjoying hearing from both Chuck and Blair's point of view. So poignant but hopeful!

I just found your story and I really like it! Its different and really good - so please keep going! :-)

I do like how we get a view into C's thoughts and how S, N, E and L are trying to help the best they can. And I also like how B's 'moved on'. Can't wait to see what happens when C and B collide now that B's back!