I read it all, and honestly it was too much for me. I should have read the reviews before reading it. In one hand it was beautiful but on the other hand it felt like it was too much suffering. Draco having to torture Harry, nearly die for him, got back together, and then the obliviate... I cried and I was hoping for a happy ending, guess drama is not my cup of tea ! Still, great job, thank you !

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"AARRGHH!" Malfoy woke with a start, sweat covering his whole body.
A dream - no a fucking nightmare! - like he'd never had before!
Fancying Potter! SHAGGING POTTER! He needed to owl his mother and organise a mind healer to meet him in Hogsmead this coming weekend. Fortunately it was only two days, but still.
He briefly considered if some potion or a substance had been slipped to him at dinner? Unlikely as the house elves would never allow it. He knew better than to ask Snape for any assistance. Chalk it up to experience and NEVER tell his father was best way to go.

Despite multiple sessions with various mind healers, Malfoy could not throw off the recurring dreams until end of school year.
He'd ended up a nervous wreak as even Pomfrey's dreamless sleep potions refused to work. They were vivid, detailed, varied and oh so bloody realistic!
He was listless, hardly slept and failed half his end of year exams. It had taken most of his father's influence, calling in multiple favours and a fifty thousand galleon contribution to the schools muggleborn education fund to keep him with his year mates. Having to repeat a year would mean so much loss of face, as to be fatal in Slytherin political circles.
That rage in his father's face - and him snapping his cane in half - when stood in headmaster's office as Dumbledore exceeding politely suggested that muggle fund donation, would never leave him. IF this continued next year, he'd find himself at Durmstrang before christmas.

As it was he expected extreme punishments from father during two month summer holidays. And of course Lucius Malfoy's punishments were nothing to laugh at. While nowhere near as pain inducing or sadistic as his aunt's famous rages, the prospect of facing those subtle paternal tortures made his blood run cold.
It was ALL POTTER'S FAULT! But the Gryffindor had ignored him since before that first dream. He couldn't imagine that stinking scarhead keeping silent if he had been involved? Mudblood bitch Granger wouldn't break the rules like that and Weasel was too stupid to accomplish anything so subtle.

Draco's problems disappeared during July and August at Malfoy Manor, but returned with avengeance after arriving back at Hogwarts. He was packed off to the Scandinavian school before beginning of October. Lack of rest, disorientation and nerves caused him to vomit on arrival by portkey. That had been quite an ominous start to his new placement at the institute. It didn't get terribly better.

It took a further eight months to become free of those accursed dreams of being with Potter, kissing Potter, marrying Potter, HAVING POTTER'S BABIES and afterwards he never worked out where these perverse visions came from?
He had a very mediocre academic career at Durmstrang's and left England for good after he graduated. The humiliation of bumping into any of his former Hogwart's schoolmates coloring his choice. His going bald at twenty didn't help matters - he put that down to stress of his father being chucked in Azkban and losing more than three quarters of Malfoy fortune to fines. Living in Austria he found some success as an exotic potions and powders trader. He never had any desire to marry, as any sexual contact with others made him picture Potter's face as they were in throws of passion. Those green eyes filled with potent lust! Eeep! And of course those visions were worse when he COULDN'T see Potter's face.

Voldemort's feeble attempt to return in 2041 was crushed by The Order of the Eternal Phoenix and Dumbledore's Legacy muggleborn group's Horcrux neutralizers. Harry Potter's soul fragment having been removed years earlier at St. Mungo's under supervision of Hermione Granger-Weasley and her daughter Rose Longbottom.
Harry frying the so called Dark Lord with a Muggle thermal lance was a final insult to Tom. As he turned it on Riddle's limbless body, it was rumoured the screams could be heard from outside the Shrieking Shack to other side of Hogwarts.

Draco Malfoy passed away from a particularly nasty strain of dragon pox in his ninety third year. Bald, wrinkled, bent and with sunken features, his remains could've been mistaken for a very tall house elf. Only two extremely distant relatives attended his funeral, and then that was mainly to see if he'd left any gold. It was not to be, as what little he owned was eaten up by providing him with medical care in those last few years.

(Fred and George's replacement of Draco's haircream with one of their more potent products was never detected. They smirked for weeks when the blonde ferret unknowingly packed up two full tubs when he left for Durmstrang!
It was only revealed in 2136 at reading of the late Fred's will. Their nine hundred relatives and friends filling the Brighton & Hove Quidditch stadium pissed themselves laughing for almost an hour! Harry had to be taken to New St. Mungo's for the strain on his elderly chest, but recovered in a couple of days. For generations to come wizards, witch's & even muggles would go out of their way to taunt a large portrait of Lucius and his son, which still hung in a quite corner of the Ministry atrium. Icing on cake of this would often be portrait Draco hurling insults back or breaking down in hysterical sobbing - which incited portrait Lucius to smack him across the back of the head!) —:—

I’m only on ch 15 but the song lyrics at the beginning are killing me. Ashley Tisdale? Relient K? Unless it’s like a short, relevant, obscure, piece of a poem there doesn’t need to be lyrics at the top of every page. I had to double check the publish date because this is the kind of stuff I would see early 2000s. If you want this fic to be taken seriously I would deeply reconsider those choices.

Off to read the sequel because this is just so damn good and heartbreaking and sweet and sad and did I say how good it was. . .

It's been a while since a fan written story could bring real tears to my eyes, and I guess I'll have to start at day 00 tomorrow. I can't wait to start the sequel. Everything about this was incredible. Thank you for sharing your story with us.

Nice good

I absolutely loved this story! Thank you so much you’ve really got a talent there. I hope the story continues:)

Oh my god this is good. Terrible but SO good. WHY did you have to obliviate him, I cant stand it. But your writing, it is amazing, I would pay you so much for ”real” books and I hope you are a published, succesful writer now and that I find your books. Big love! And on to find your sequel!

well, that was a disappointing end, anyway good writing

This story ruined my day. Anyone wanting a nice story with a good ending should leave.

this story...has to be one of my all time favorites every! I am all but heartbroken! but it feels horribly right and so sad! thank Merlin I found this after you have started the sequel or if die of a broken heart!

Ooops it was posted two times. Sorry for that.

That was so amazing! I read the story as well in two days in a row. One of the best fanfics I've ever read of Drarry. You even made me cry and not only once. Please never loose your talent you're such an incredibly strong author. Thank you so much for sharing that story!
Greetings from Germany by the way! Your stories are reaching far!

An amazing fanfic. I read it as well in two days in a row. One of the best fanfics I've ever read of Drarry. You even made me cry. And not only one time. Please never loose your talent. You're an incredibly strong author. Thank you so much for sharing that story!

OMG! I swear to god, if Harry ends up marrying her (ginny), I would hate it , HATE IT! omg, they had no right to do this, memories are one's own! I feel so strongly about this... is there a sequel yet?!