Literally my favorite DN fic. It just seems so right and IC in a messed up way. Can definitely see DN going this route if Light were the only one who ended up dying.

This was such a strange, fascinating, interesting, and in many ways deeply sad story to read. And yet... the utter sadness and strangeness is what also made it feel like real life. In real life, many victims of torture and rape never heal and are never able to come to terms with their trauma. And I'm sure many can never end up fully embracing the children of the rape they have to live with every day. So while a part of me is very sad that L never managed to find a way to fully embrace Percy and essentially adopted him away, another part deeply respects you for GOING THERE and making it clear that L simply was too deeply traumatized to ever do that. Your refusal to tell the "easier" and "sweeter" story is as moving as it is disturbing.

This story was very, very difficult to read during many - maybe even most - of its chapters, but that's what lends it real staying power in the mind. Kudos for carrying that feat off!

Woooow omg the tiger and the druggie boyfriend made me laugh I love this so much its amazing how much thought you put into this When im finally done the chapters I will most likely read them all again when I have spare time XD 3

O m g i'm going to binge read this all night, just finished the 2nd day with songs on shuffle and its 1:09 am. I love you so much!

I read most of this when you first started writing but dropped it around the time L started living with Mikami. I returned to it by chance two days ago and read the entire thing. It was a fairly compelling fic, and I found myself saddened by there being no happy end for Louisa. I think she did care in her own fucked up way, as the story progressed. This is a fairly involved story and rather well written. Good job.

Just started reading this a few days ago...very engrossing!

I have to say, despite the obvious alarm and dismay L is going through in this chapter ( never mind the trauma and turbulence of the previous ones ), I was tickled pink by the purple mustache thing!

This is really one of my favorite LxMisa fics. I love the character development and you really wrote the characters in how they really are in canon. It was spot on. I'm just really sad of the ending, but I understand that with Misa killing those people, she definitely deserves justice.

Wow, that was exhilarating. I don't even know what else to say. I was transported. The only big problem I had with this is that L thinks into what else may stem from his/someone else's choices but doesn't really rationalize through an elimination process.

But yes, could you write the story of Mikami having a giant orgy with prostitutes? That would be great. -KasPer

What are you, a torture expert? O_o

I'm crying. Not even joking. Seriously crying. From the very first chapter, I had a nagging feeling Misa would die. Someone with so much guilt could not possibly continue living. With each chapter, Misa's conscience would taking more and more blows. I was always hoping for a redemption that never came, a redemption I knew was impossible unless she was reborn. This was an incredibly sad and painful story that was executed beautifully. You managed to show the human side of monsters, without downplaying the atrocities they had committed, without romanticizing the gore. You should really consider creating an original work that follows this genre. It would be amazing. And if you ever publish it, mention it in your account profile, because I would love to read it. Thank you for writing this story not for money, but because of pure passion.

I don't know if I should find it romantic that L is developing a hint of feelings... Conflicting feelings between my right judgment and hormones.. Goddamn this story is so twisted.. It seems as though that dare I say, he wants to be held captive by sick little Misa? Will he be disappointed? Who knows? Quite possibly a lot of people, but not moi'

It tugs at my heart strings to see L like this ;_;

Wow! That was intense, and kind of freaky.. My poor L! I'll save you! Damn, Misa's quite the little devil. Whom knew how warped and diabolical she could get? ;_; This story is ever so twisted, yet I continue reading it.. And the lemon was kinky and strong. It was good, but I feel as if I can't say it was great or I enjoyed it. It would be wrong. L is having sex with a murderer! x/ BTW, I love how you portray L in his ever so analytical, witty self. I really enjoy reading his thoughts. Incredibly intellectual, I JUST LOVE IT!
I'll never eat strawberries the same way again, at least not for a while...

oh the irony xD But L ;_; Misa! How could you cut poor L?! :_; This story rocks! Dem hand-job scenes doe o_O

Yuck. The piss on his legs drying up and becoming chapped and irritated on his thighs would have to be the worse. *shudders* That, is torture. And the smell. And the bacteria. Crimeny, Misa's really doing a number on him huh?