Hi I had this on pdf awhile ago when u put it out for fans could you by chance send it to me ? It’s my fav fic and would like to be able to read it off line.

Nice lemon, sad sad story. They are both so f'd up.

Wow that was a helluva start. Thanks for writing.

Thanks for updating.

I kinda want Bella to attempt suicide, unsuccessfully, and end up in a month long coma causing Edward to get his head out his ass and another tattoo, and an angsts chapter where he hardcore blames himself, and then he attempts suicide before Bella wakes up, and then she sees what she did to him, and then once he wakes up she leaves him for a bit so they can fix themselves individually before they get together again...I dunno that could just be me being a sadist

I got so invested and looked at the chapter count and was shocked to see I was still on chapter one...

Genial .

Loved reading it!,
Thanks for sharing on here!

Jesuschrist. Babe. I need to sleep

Actually you did a pretty good job with the medical story.

Much as I like HEA, ur Edward is definitely spot on.

You definitely! don't suck at lemons...!

I'm really glad u decided to keep on writing this as a multi; first Chapter was a doozy!

phenomenal. one of the best things i ever read here, and i've read almost everything.

I have to thank you for this story. I myself have bipolar II. Where depression reigns and manic is less often. I tend to drown myself in things to cope and push through the depression. Unfortunately in doing that I also tend to shut out those who matter most me, my family. I am a wife and a mother of 4 ranging from 13 to 4.
I love to read and where I live there isn't a decent bookstore for 100 miles (sadly not a joke) the library has less selection than the shelves in my bedroom. Needless to say I resorted to fan fiction (which I was woefully unaware of prior to 3 months ago) anyhow... So with and endless supply of decent reading material I have been drowning myself in it. Effectively shutting everything and everyone out. Reading your story was a double edged blade for me. One one side I serious want to see what else you may have written and pursue your favorites to find more stories, one the other it has made me realize what I have been doing to my family. So thank you for bringing my funk to light for me. Now I am going to find my favorite playlist and scrub my neglected kitchen and play a few rounds of Jenna with my kids, I may even cuddle up and watch some stupid guy movie with hubby tonight lord knows he deserves it.