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Very well written - except one minor thing: That should be Alastair not Azazel. Alastair is the guy who tortures people. Azazel is already dead at this point.

'It might have been', never a truer word said! I liked this. thank you.

beautiful, but so sad! i really like bela and your version of what might have been is really great.

i also love the quote of john whittierat the end , i never heard it before but i think it is so true.

Wow... me likey. Me likey lots and lots.

Didn't see much of season three (my TV is not my friend...) but I totally got the feel of it from this piece. Ver-ry nice. Thanks for a cool little "what if" story - what is more horrible than your own mind...

How heartbreaking. :( I love your take on Bela's hell and the 'what could have been.' Have you considered writing a sequel about Bela returning to meet the Winchesters as a demon? That's exactly what came to find after I finished reading.

Great fic!

This was so sad...in a good way! Made me feel sorry for Bela...This story made me feel sorry for her when I should be feeling sorry for Dean cause he was in hell too! lol...nice work..

That was awesome! Well...the end part made me sad, like really sad. But still was great. IF you ever have the time i'd totally suggest doing that in an actuall story where bela get's to redo everything, not just see what it could have been, cuz that would be so cool.

That was good, really good I mean. So real.

And I liked the way you "re-made" the episodes. If I could re-make them in the show I'd do them the way you offered :)) Bela was a good character, and I liked her because she wasn't that bad after all, just lost and confused, and never loved by anyone. Think she had a chance with Dean, he'd reveal the best in her.

Hope you'll write sequel or something, I'd enjoy reading it :)