I am crying so badly in the middle of the night thanks to this!

AHHHHH THE FEEEEEELLLLS WWHHHHYYY AHH

god sirius really did have the worst luck
*ugly sobs*

Ahh brave, reckless Sirius. This was great! Well done!

i love it!

Wow! This is stunning, a perfect characterisation of Sirius. Favourited.

Um, brb crying!
This is heartbreaking perfection.

This was really good, I really liked the last line

Ouch...this hurts. Beautifully written, great characterization of Sirius. He seems a bit mad and bitter as hell, it's amazing.

Wow...

This is a great story- really sad. I was also listening to a depressing song at the same time. I'd never thought about Sirius' suffering so much. Oh man... this is going to haunt me all night.

This was beautiful, and heartbreaking, and TRUE. This story exactly mirrors what I was thinking while I read Order of the Phoenix. Sirius in this story was perfect in my opinion. You literally had me in tears by the fourth time he laughed without anybody else knowing why. Thank you so, do much for writing this.

perhaps a good perspective of how broken a man sirius was, but certainly a good story!

This is such a great story! I love the glimpses of Sirius' life and how both he and those around him tried to understand what was going on in his head. I especially loved him feeling like the war was a ll a game and that the McKinnon's would get up soon. The surrealism around death can feel like that, and you really captured it with his unhinging behavior. Thank you for writing and sharing!

Tragic and beautifullly written. Also, wonderfully in character, well done!

The best oneshot I have ever read.

It's beautiful and haunting, and I'm tired and wish I could say more... i just love it.