its okay if its depressing right now, i mean whats life without a little depression (or a whole hell of alot of it in spencers case?) but anyway if the story wants to be depressing let it. my advice to you is don't think about it to much, just write let the story tell itself just be its grammar and spelling check. And im actually going to demand that you continue this!like seriously this is so good that im not going to ask you to continue, im not going to compliment it in hopes that you continue i'm going to demand that you continue. thats how much i think this deserves to continue.

write more im hooked

i think ashley deserves all of what spencer has to say to her. especially after this chapter, where she really annoyed me. i don't really know what to think of this chapter, since i never thought, for even a second, that ashley was confused about her feelings, and wasn't sure who she loved. i don't think it was about choosing between spencer and aiden, but it was about choosing if she'd be brave enough to be with spencer and all the drama that would come with it, or if she'd chicken out and take the easy route with that loser aiden.

anyway, that part where it said ashley thought for a second aiden was the love of her life, made me hate her a lot, and be happy that spencer is being mean to her. i don't care how quickly she thought such a thing, disgusting and unforgivable to me.

omg i couldn't believe it when i woke up and found it updated and i started reading it but than had to rush off to work and i've been so excited to get back and finish the story up...omg this is great maybe with glen, paula, arthur and ashley helping spencer will find the detour back to where or close to where she was beforehand...but i hope that ash doesn't let her drag her down or like disappear so she won't drag her down pms

this chapter was so beautiful and i cant wait for more PLZ update soon

That was absolutely beautiful.

Wow...that was majorly intense.

My heart really breaks for Spencer. To think about the sweet, adorable, caring Spencer that we all know and love...then to see her so broken, really tugs on the ol' heartstrings, you know?

But I'm so glad she's finally going to get the help she so desperately needs.

The scene where Spencer tells Ashley that she hates her and blames her for being so broken, basically telling Ashley that she wouldn't be that way if Ashley had actually been there for her was pretty painful but I think it definitely needed to happen. Spencer needed to say that before they would ever be able to move on. Truthfully, I think Ashley even needed to hear it; to hear how her actions affected the person she loves most. Now hopefully, they can both just let it go.

Thank you for updating! I had almost forgotten about this story and how good it is.

I can't wait for more.

very intense... and i loved every bit of it.

omg this is like my favorite story at the moment just brilliantly written and touches straight to the heart and i'm so proud of ashley to get through to spencer's parents and than spencer herself, but there is a long road to recovery and spence is probably going to snap more than once along that road but at least she promised to try and in the end that is all people can really ask for, i desperatly can't wait for the next update so post when ever you can i'll be waiting

That was a good chapter keep up the good work

i want to see more please have ashley save the day and beat the crap out 0f carmen

i love this stiry it keeps me on the edge of my seat when i was done reading the 1st chapter i was like NO! then i realized there were two more chapters and i was all YAY! but now im done and im all aww anyways love the story and PLZ update soon

OMG I feel so sorry for Spencer. I just hope some comes to the studio to help her out before Carmen gets even more crazed. Maybe Ashley will make a random apperance out of nowhere and help save her. Who knows I don't but I hope you post more soon. I hate having to wait so long it is a great story.

You should have a plethora of reviews for this..because its so damn powerful.

Its amazing how you have scripted the disintegration of a person. How we watch a Spencer just fall apart...truely amazing stuff.

I also like the fact that you made Ashley own up to her actions..and act like an adult..unselfishly so.

I also like how you pushed Chelsea...big kudos on that

everyone has a button..a breaking point.

were should you go..well I think you have hit rock bottom..the only way to go now is up..of course with some dramatic detours on the way.

That you have opened Paulas eyes is an interesting and much needed point to make...now they can get involved as well..but not the the same old cliche way...your doing a fine job of that..I also like the juxtaposition of her dad being wrong..and so passive..and that now is the time for action.

its time for people to take action in Spencers life and help her..even if she doesnt want it at the moment.

The way you have designed her character I believe her reaction will be harsh and negative..and suicide watch would be more than necessary..

and Ashley..well she does have to save her girl..starting with a talk with carmen..which is also a very bad idea..because somebodies gonna get hurt...but it has to be done.

When it got tough, Ashley left..now she needs to stay and fight..she did great waking up Spencers parents..now she needs to do more.

So good to see you back. This fic is great. I've missed it a lot. We can feel the pain Spencer is going through. I hope it won't take too long before you post the next chapter. I'm totally hooked again on your story. Keep up your excellent work.