I love this fanfic! There's so many reasons to!

1. It's incredibly unique. I've only seen a couple fanfictions that deal with Cartman having and eating disorder. This idea alone has so much unused potential and is incredibly likely to happen. But Cartman isn't very popular in fanfiction, so he's usually the bad guy who does bad things for no real reason when people write about him. You give him reasons for his actions.

Off the top of my head I can think of yours and one by an author named Boneheart who hasn't updated in quite awhile. The writing was kinda meh for that one though.

2. While there are some grammatical errors, it's pretty easy for this story to grab my attention. You're great with writing out the feelings.

3. Your story shows that literally anyone can be sexual harassed or worse. This is actually canon in the show, there's hints Cartmans been molested, probably worse. But no one really talks about it. They kinda just ignore it or play it off as a joke.

4. This story connects with me on a personal level as someone who's struggled with, and currently still is struggling with, weight issues. I've barely eaten in the past few days and this story kind of helps me cope. I wish there was more out there. So thank you. I really hope you update this soon.

Is it just me or is Clyde kinda rapey? That chapter 9 end seemed like Clyde could've raped Cartman to shut him up or whatever

Ahh your writing skill is amazing and so descriptive, I love it! Im just concerned about the last time this was updated... 2014? Are you still going to continue this story or are the updates really slow?

Se que esto no tiene un puto sentido ya que ya pasaron 11 años desde tu ultima publicación, pero por favor, si ves este mensaje quiero decirte que me encanta y me gustaría que continuaras, los 9 capítulos que he leído me han sorprendido y los ame todos.

Love this story, amazing work!

Please update this please it really good

Okay, I seriously am so obsessed with this story. It's so good, I hope you keep updating this story in the future.

I love you so much. You are such a strong, radiantly beautiful person and I hope you know that. I don't know if you are dead, sick, or you are just purely tranquil wirh life, I hope you are happy. Life is honestly the most messed up think ever bue I am glad you are surviving it. I...still vomit out most of the food I consume and I thank you so much for writing this fic You are truly a wonderful person, and you have so much bravery to keep continuing on with life. If you are dead...rest in peace. Any of your suffereng has hopefully ended. And I wish you good luck in all aspects of your life. Your health, your mind, and your soul. And you are a really good writer! I loved the way you intertwined dark thoughts into Erics criptic mind. Best of luck!

Please continue

I'm not 100% sure that you are dead, but if you are, Rest In Peace my friend. You're in a better place now.

God, I wish there was more of this...

I'm super excited that I stumbled onto this fic. Especially since it's one of the older gang where Cartman is the one that's an outcast and going through self-destructive thoughts than Kyle. And as for Kyle... YES! I'm super glad that you kept him in character and didn't make him into a wimpy, weak nerd that a portion of the fandom seems to like denigrating him to forgetting about his athleticism (basketball and football), fighting ability and temper. So glad that Kyle's the hot and muscular one here. But I do hope that he someday helps Cartman snap out of his dark thoughts. Well done!

update please omggg

Please update

I'm assuming that you've either given up on this story or...died do to your illnesses. However if you are alive could you please tell us whether you plan on continuing this story or not, or if you aren't sure, or at least something to let us fans know that you're alive? This story is very inspirational and I'd really like to know how it ends or at least know to stop hoping for another chapter so I can accept that it's over. Your writing is beautiful and I can tell that you put a lot of effort into this. I understand why you wouldn't want anyone to finish this for you...Please I'm begging you to just say SOMETHING, ANYTHING!

-ForeverFaithful