wonderfully written.
triumphant and sad at the same time.
I was always sad that Susan fell away from her faith.

god, I think this makes so much sense, to characterize her lie this! This half-life, always remembering a something more yet not being able to reach for it... It must have been so painful!

OK, why does this fic have no reviews? It was amazing! I really loved your descriptions, it felt like I was Susan feeling and thinking all of those things. Beautiful!
~heatqueen