Just wanted to say thank you for sharing as while I do not have depression, I do find it so inspiring how you shared your story and offer advice for those who do have it or similar conditions.

This is all good advice and I often try my best to follow it :)

Don't listen to them is all I can advise as not being person does not make you a bad person and don't let them doubt yourself. As for your friend while it does not make what they did right they may be lashing out as they do not want to deal with their situation, so will say keep your distance so if they need you are there but you are not dedicating your whole time to them especially if your are putting your own health issues to the side. Maybe you can refer them to a support group if you have not already done that. I would suggest that you also focus on your other friends and your father and talk to them about what has been going on.
One thing I have picked up from the SPN fandom which has come directly from J2 as well is the motto always keep fighting which applies to all of us. I am not sure if you are part of them but there are some SPN facebook groups which can be quite supportive which may be of use to you.

All that's left for me to say is I wish you ll the best of luck n the world and I really hope things improve for you soon.

Don't listen to them is all I can advise here and just know in yourself that not being perfect does not make you a bad person. There will be people out there to support you I am sure. As for your friend maybe keep your distance so you are there when they need you but you are not dedicating all your time to them as they may be lashing out as they do not want to deal with the truth of the situation which doesn't make it right. All I can suggest is you focus on the friends who have stood by you. I am sorry to hear of you situation but one thing I have picked up from the SPN fandom including from J2 themselves is the motto always keep fighting which is what I recommend you do. Also not sure if you are but some of the SPN Facebook groups are very supportive and may help you through this time.

All that's left for me to say is all of the best of luck I really hope things improve for you.

Thank you for sharing and opening my eyes to I very much misunderstood condition. The only other thing I wanted to say is that I really hope for the best for you and things will get better.

I cannot imagine how hard this is for you but the only way is up, so keep fighting as I am sure things will get better. Even if you may feel it I am sure others do not view you as a burden and just want to support you however best they can.

This is incredible I must say! I am usually very literate but when it comes to put words to my own emotions, I have a very hard time but you have absolutely nailed it! Cudos to you!

I am really sorry to read about what you went through, you did not deserve that and I hope things have turned around for you. Thank you for sharing this and providing an insight into a condition which I know can be misunderstood. I know it is not much but I hope your days are full of light.

Heartbreakingly beautiful...but, I am so sad that you are having to go through this...it will make you a stronger person, and you are worth it all.

Depression doesn't define you. You may be at your lowest but the only way to go is up. Know that you can find happiness in life, and you can find love again.

I'm so sorry to hear this has happened to you - I can relate to your descriptions of depression so well it hurts. Please know that you are a beautiful, amazing person hard I know with what depression and sometimes other people can tell you, but you are. The proof of that is in your selflessness for others, your empathy, your strength and bravery in the face of everything you've gone through, and your strong sense of justice for others. I'd love to have a friend as caring and thoughtful as you! I really identify a lot with what you say about feeling worthless, feeling like you're not good enough/too broken to be loved by anyone (the whole of your most recent update was unbelievably accurate to what I feel too)...but I keep telling myself that I'm only 21, I can't give up on life and people yet when I haven't met hardly anyone out of the world's population! One of my favourite quotes is: "There might be someone out there only *you* can help, only *you* can save - if you give up on life now, that person will never get to meet you. Don't do something that cruel." I try to repeat that out loud to myself when things get tough. You posting about your struggles on here has really made me feel less alone and more hopeful, so I thank you for that - and for effectively talking me out of killing myself in a couple days. What you said about your classmate really affected me - your strength gives me strength too. We will get through this and life *will* get better, so long as we just hang on in there and keep trying! I have to believe that. Take care, and keep fighting the good fight: you're an inspiration. I wish you all the blessings and good fortune in the world. :) *massive hugs*

Always keep fighting love, I'm so sorry you're going through this. *hugs and kisses* I believe in you.

Your truths are so important because even though you feel you are alone, out there, you are not...there are others who are going through something similar...I feel your pain, and I applaud your honesty!

Just sending u love, I identified in a big way.
Your explanation of DID was exceptional.
I hope there will be some good in your life; just a note; toxic people have a way of tricking u into letting them back in. Be wary, they never change. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Oh dear heart.. Firstly - I'm sorry for what you've even through; it's truly awful. But I'm even more sorry that you have not been given the support you so truly deserve from your family. I don't understand people who discredit mental illness. It baffles me as much as telling someone to unbreak an arm or to just tell your pancreas to produce more insulin would. And so so many deserve so much more... you included. You deserve support and happiness - I hope you've found that here. I'm sure this read was an educational one for some, an emotional support line of 'I'm not alone' for others. But I hope as well it was therapy for you. You have a way with words, that's for sure.
Peace and light xxx