Bull shit God does not want you to be gay. It is an abomination. He loves you, you should love you also. For who you are.

I really like this story it's cute and a little sad too

This is the most wonderful Austin/Dez story ever, amazing, so emotional, and soo good, love it !

Soooooooo...Im just going to go on and on about what an amazing writer you are and how much I love love love how you write both dez and Austin (although he was kind of an egoistic ass for parts of this, still love him though) and how I had braced myself from line one for a very unhappy ending ...that didn't come (although they did, multiple times) and I just don't know what else to say as I'm kind of speechless. Please continue to write deztin, you make them such justice and I'm always feeling lots of...feelings after finishing one of your fics. I don't care how long it takes, I can't wait for the next one!

God that was amazing. Tear jerking at some parts, hot in others. Overall an amazing story

How could you made me read this beautiful masterpiece WITH MY OWN TWO EYES. (I love it so much)

All the feels. Too many feels.

My gosh this is so beautiful. My favorite thing actually is the friendship between Chuck and Dez. I feel like that friendship(frenemyship?) is super underrated and I'm glad you've incorporated that into it.

I'm also glad you didn't antagonize Ally in this! And how (albeit aggressively) supportive you made Trish here.

Absolutely amazing work!

I can't honestly remember the last time I read something that made me cry real, actual tears. But I'm sitting here on my bed and there are tears streaming down my face and my heart is racing and I feel so overwhelmed.

That was absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking and PERFECT. My chest was physically aching for Dez and you could so acutely feel his pain and I wanted to slap Austin multiple times for doing this to him. The way you set the story up with the flashbacks and how Dez was thinking through them now was brilliant and so effective because I'd get caught up in a happy memory only for it to end with Dez recounting it to Chuck as just another way Austin kept breaking his heart. The line 'I always want to be this close to your face" is so perfect and for some reason just /so/ Austin but I can't really explain why but it was lovely. The sex scenes were SO HOT and Austin hesitating and not knowing exactly what to do was written so well and it made it all the more lovely and special. You described Dez's conflicting and confusing feelings toward Ally so brilliantly.

I am probably missing a lot of stuff in this review but I'm feeling slightly emotionally unstable right now and...thank you for making me cry on my birthday. You are so lovely and so talented and you completely outdid yourself with this story. It was so worth the wait.