That was brilliant. I dunno why but I have a fondness for post-Reichenbach John suicide stories. And the good ones are so hard to find, even though there are so few of these anyways! Well, you've managed to impress me. I'd absolutely love it if you wrote another chapter (Like, how Sherlock responds to it or if he's the one to find him.)

Why would you write that? It hurts. God... You made me cry. ... god...
As short as it was, I enjoyed reading it. The feels were overwhelming and the hurt settled deep and stung sharp. Well done. :)

Raxi