let's be honest; Life's favorite pastime is being a bitch. Keep smiling and keep trying, cause no matter how many people out there may be mean to you, there will be someone, somewhere, that still cares.

I'm sorry that you have to/ had to go through this. it sucks
and you have people that care maybe they don't show it, but you do. and we are all here as well

I completely feel you. No one understands. My parents hate me and I have crap boyfriends. I get shamed for being dumb. I cry myself to sleep every night. My friends hate me. I need some support in this cruel, forsaken world.

Salut je sais pas si c encore d actualite et franchement je suis nul pour les reconfort alors tout ce que je peux dire c courage et nabandonne pas car c comme ca que tu verra la lumiere du fond du tunnel et je dit sa non par pitie mais par compassion c pas peut etre pas le meilleur des discours mais au moin il est sincere alors si tu veux parler je suis disponible

aww hun I'm so sorry that you are going through this. I think the same way as you for most things you know, people think that because I don't say sorry for being the person that I am or because I won't let them see my tears that I deserve to be blamed for everything. No one ever listens to my side of the story and when they do they don't really hear it. I was so sick of it. sick and tired of trying so hard to make friends only for them to turn their backs when someone puts a bad word in. sick and tired of getting out of bed in the morning only to let judgmental eyes fall upon me. I was so sick and tired of my existence that I just didn't want to exist. no I didn't think about hurting myself of killing myself, i was just so exhausted. i still am exhausted.
But i still get up in the morning and i still try hard at making friends because i hope one day that life will be worth living. i hope you wsnt to figure out if it will all be worth it someday too. pm me if you wabt to vent to someone I'll listen.

*hugs and holds* shhhh my baby I am a kind and loving friend
I understand some of what you are going through I wish I could be there for you
And not just be some one willing to listen and not judge you

I'm very sorry to here that.

I can understand how you feel very well. You feel that everyone you love thinks that you are nothing but a little pest. And that they hate you for just being you. It's hard when family and friends just seem to want to use you for something. And you give and give and never ask for anything in return but love and understanding. I know cause I've been there still there really. I hope this review makes you feel better knowing there are people out there who feel the same as you continue to write stories you are a very talented writer.

start with the small things that make you happy or life just a little bit enjoyable. focus on them, then keep expanded on the list. if you need to talk you can always pm me. not sure if I can help but I'm always willing to listen

Another cliched story that relies on character bashing to carry it's plot. You don't seem to be able to write Lucy into a romance without bashing Natsu. I don't think you actually know how to write a compotent romance with relying on the contrivance of "character a acts like a out of character jerk to character b so character b runs to character c for comfort and thus a romance being", it's one of the laziest and most contrived ways to write a romance.

I wish I knew a better or more effective way to help you... I'll try my best to use the right words so here it goes. Please do not give up. Whatever is driving you to push on now, please hold on to it, please use that driving force as an anchor till you're able to get back up. If you don't have one then please... do it for any family or friend you have. If you can depend on a family or friend as an anchor then please wait for one. You could even have the word 'someday' as your anchor. Someday things will get brighter. Someday someone will actually reach out. Someday. Please just whatever you do, don't give up.

P. S. You don't have to keep updating if you don't want to or feel like it.

p-p I wish that I could give you a hug right now! I'm so sorry for the bad things in life that have been happening. Writing is always a good outlet to get emotions out, but I'm sure that not just me but others on here wouldn't mind you messaging if you need an ear to listen or just a hug. I can't act like I know what has happened, but my heart goes out to you and I really hope that things can get better soon. Your stories have given me smiles when I feel down or depressed, I would like to thank you for that.

What kind of help do you need? I can lend an ear, if that is what you need. My Inbox is open and if you want to talk that I can do that. I know it's not much, but it's what I can offer. I hope you are going to be alright and if worst comes, I hope that you will get some help. Get better and when you do, take some time and enjoy life, go out and do something that is on your bucket list. So that one day when your old and sitting with family, you can say 'I did that'. PS make sure you take pictures, or the teens will try and argue with you about how awesome you are.

Please update very soon!

Please write more