If anyone deserves to be ticked off, it’s Dean. And Sam is for certain not going to Heaven.

Oh. I just watched that episode. And it broke my heart. I could almost bet that after Sam said he wouldn't try to save him if he died, I could almost bet THIS is what was running through deans head. I mean. He's gone way too far. Like it or not Sammy. You are family and like it or not you're the only family dean has left. You can't blame dean for not wanting to be alone. Yeah he could have cas. But it would never be the same.

I'm glad I found this. I wanted to cry because I could FEEL deans pain. I hope this passes. Thanks for sharing your thoughts on this episode. Good story.