if you are still with us and even if you are not, I'd like for you to know you are an amazing writer and I have loved this story and am sad that I will not be able to see your ending for sometime if ever. I did check out your other account and noticed the lack of updates after a period in time. I am so sorry that you have been hurt, I've been there myself when I was younger to the point that I attempted suicide on a few occasions, but with help managed to avoid it and have since grown past it enough to live my life as I'd like. Sometimes we need to struggle a while before we can get past the suffering to be reborn stronger than before and there will be many occasions where it becomes unbearable, but we need to be strong and push past it. you are needed. you are loved. stay strong friend.

I unI understand how you feel. I have felt like that for so long. No one notices the sadness behind the smile, except for the ones who truly love you. Someone is always the light in the darkness, you just need to trust enough to let the light in but not get hurt. I know it sounds impossible but it's not. I also really love your book. I love how you put so much emotion into it! You are a very good writer.

This is the worst pain right? The pain no one sees that scars you and breaks you stopping you from bieng yourself and forcing walls up. Don't be sad for happiness will come and light will fill the darkness.

It's okay to feel that way I know what you mean by having a hard year and I truly get hiding behind some wall in yourself so people only se the happy go lucky self. In my case I do some of the same things an I'm supposed to be an "Adult" in college. But I don't sometimes because it builds up and I break down but I think the thing that shows that you are growing up and being an adult is that you pick to yourself up after it happens and you go to someone for help whether it's your friends, your parents, a therapist, or somebody you can trust by going to them for help and support. Which is what you did by putting your problems out their for us to help you with.

Glad you up dated! Love this story!

You are loved even if you don't notice. It will get better after a while, and those who hurt you do not deserve you. Trust me, it'll get better even if it doesn't seem like it. I hope you feel better soon, and take time to get better and happy.

Whoa...intense

Thanks for updating!

I highly suggest going to your family doctor or GP, your symptoms are all that of depression or anxiety disorder. I've struggled and tried to get through it myself and the longer you put off mediating the worse depression can get, to the point where you have a hard time remembering anything. Depression can affect your ENTIRE body. Seek help from a doctor and make your mental health your first priority! I'm here if you ever need to talk.

oh nice use of a Abreviated name. That was quirky and original.

pfft, no one gets away with marriage, bedding or mating/marking Lucy w/ out stache faces interferences.

well fuck... that was dramatiac.

Ok I really love this story it is a very interesting take on my favorite pairing, and the bit with plue was not only completely adorable but very funny, but it seems to be all about Lucy I'd really like to see laxus be more then a support character. Next I think you should find someone to edit for you, there's alot of words misplaced, like in the last chapter you put made instead of my. I do this too, sometimes my mind is going so fast when writing that my fingers can't keep up. Anyway I can't wait for the next chapter and look forward to reading your other stories. Followed and favorited.

This is good. Stayed up till 2 am just to read it! I truly hope to find that you've only taken a brake as I really want to see what happens. Got me hooked.

It's not boring it is very adrenalin pupping

please, please, please keep going i want to see what happens please