hi I have changed my name from Niwa-k to Niwaki, just so people don't get confused^^ I'm pretty bad at making profiles so I'll probably be filling this with Random quotes and things i find funny or meaningful .

I used to love Kingdom Hearts, D. gray man, Prince of tennis, Harry Potter, Tamora Pierce, crossovers of any kinds and a thousands other books, stories, manga and anime! and while I'm still very fond of these my interest has shifted to something perhaps a bit more 'serious' than before like Supernatural, Riddick and stuff with more mature themes(can be anything really, death, rape, angst, fluff, romance, chrime, slash, yaoi(through not Yuri(sorry girls nothing personal, my sister is bi and currently is in a serious relationship with another girl) I just can't really 'follow' the characters) as long as there is a story/plot that requires at least a bit thought-process I can read it^^)

Thank you...

I like music, I play flute and a bit piano and sing in my freetime, I love animals especially cats they're simply to adorable but love everything except flies(can that even be consideret an animal O_o) they annoy me and ants(I'm not really sure why, but I find them creepy to the point of being scared of them).

Draw, paint and sewing(can't remember what it's called in English but you use a needle and a threat so I'm just going to call it sewing for now) are some of my hobbies, and I try to learn Japanese(though I suck at learning foreign languarges, I failed my French and German exams spectacularly).

JAPANESE AND ENGLISH ROCKS.!!

Girls
are like
apples on trees.
The best ones are
at the top of the tree.The
boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree.

If you really dislike homophobes saying that yaoi and yuri are unholy and that we're all going to hell, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you know there's more to good random humor than saying "cheese", "fudge", or "pie", copy and paste this into your profile.

If you are sick of all these copy and paste things and want it to stop, leave this piece of shit alone and pat yourself on the back for a job well done.

If you know the difference between "its" and "it's", copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have a gay friend and are damn proud of it copy and paste this onto your profile!

HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY

I am the boy who never finished school because I was called a fag everyday.

I am the girl who got kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I was a lesbian.

Iam the prostitute working the streets because no one will hire a transseaxual.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they wouldn't allow my partner of 27 years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up to the nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family i have ever had. I wished they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before my high school graduation. It was just too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one bedroom for two men.

I am the one person who does not know which bathroom to use so the management doesn't come for me.

I am the mother who is not even allowed to see the children I bore, nursed and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the father who never hugged my son because I grew up afraid to show affection to males.

Iam the Home Ec teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians could teach it.

Iam the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized i was transsexual.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because i don't believe, but because they closed the doors to my kind.

I am the girl ashamed to tell my own friends that I am a lesbian because they make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men said they needed to 'teach me a lesson'.

I am the person who needs to hide what this world needs the most: love.

and no kidding many of these `I am` fits me, and I myself is bi-sexuel, so please if you Homophobic at least keep your opinions to yourself!!(~ Niwa-k)

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG- REPOST THIS(from Nightcrawlers_Shadow's profile

I do have a friend that's gay and a friend who think she's a lespian, and my brother is transsexual, and although I have never been in love so I can't be completely sure I think of myself as bi but alas I simply don't know yet.

If you like your own gender and if you ever need a listening ear then believe that there is more than one person supporting you right now! both here on fanfiction.net and in the real world !!

92 percent of American teens would die if Abercrombie and Fitch told them it was uncool to breathe. Copy and paste this into your profile if you would be part of the 8 percent laughing your ass off.

Racism is wrong and never fails to destroy people in the long run. We are all children of God and in that aspect we are the same, even if we look different. If you are against racism, copy and paste this in your profile.

Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, than weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this into your profile.

Just because we eat animals for food, doesn't mean we can cut them up for clothing! If you are against fur coats, clothing, boots, etc., copy this into your profile.

If George W. Bush is getting on your nerves for various reasons, copy and paste this into your profile.

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pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a

rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't

mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the

olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer

be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl

mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed

ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.

Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas toghuht slpeling

was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!

HA!! TKAE TAHT YOU SELINPLG NTUS! YOU TOO EGNILSH TACEHRES!!// this is taking from psychotic7796 profile I just couldn't help but adore this

Quotes I really liked(there'll be more when I find time to write them in):

"I'm not keeping a secret from you and if I am then damn I'm good," (harry to draco in a hp Fan fic from kat000666)

not sure who these belongs to(I forgot T-T I'm sorry!! if anyone knows feel free to tell me)

Neville walked in and sat down. "Hey, Neville," Harry said, "do you think you'd still want to be friends with me if I wasn't Harry Potter?"

Neville looked very caught off guard, as if it were a trick question. "But then you wouldn't be you, would you? You'd be someone else."

Harry and Ron exchanged a look. "Hard to argue with that," Ron said.

"I wouldn't want to try," Harry agreed. He went back to his food.

"Did they see you?" He asked after he'd gotten over his initial start of fright.

Minerva rolled her eyes, deciding it was pointless to pursue her earlier question now. "No. They did not. They're too busy talking to notice me even if I danced in front of them naked."

"Minerva, no one wants to see that. Don't even suggest it." Dumbledore said calmly. "That's like the killing curse, but in human form."

She glared at him frostily. "This is why I can't understand why some of the students think we're married." She said with a last glower. "Why are you spying on them anyway?"

"They think we're married?" Dumbledore asked incredulously. "That's news… scary news-"

"Albus!" Minerva barked sharply.

She's in too much pain to survive on her own,

The hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife

She writes on her arm wants to give up her life,

Each day that goes on is the day that she's brave

Fighting the lie that giving up is the way,

Each moment of courage her own life she saves,

When she throws the pills out, a hero is made,

Heroes are made when you make a choice

No one talks to him about how he lives,

He thinks that the choices he makes are just his,

Doesn't know he's a leader with the way he behaves,

And others will follow the choices he's made,

He lives on the edge, he's old enough to decide,

His brother who wants to be him is just nine,

He can do what he wants, because it's his right,

The choices he makes changes a nine year old's life

the song, funnily enough, is called 'Hero' from 'Superchick. I like the lyrics but not the song, so i won't be affended if anyone writes to me about bad music taste.

It's all fun and games, until somebody gets hurt…

...Then it's hilarious.

/Anonymous/

I know I know dark and twisted humor... but I for one like it^^

If you’re asking me to explain the way a madman’s mind works, then you’re…actually, asking the right man, now that I think about it. However, if you’re asking me to explain Ronald Weasley’s mind, you’re expecting too much. Tom replied soothingly.

probaly my fav. quote but I have way to many to list here, I have 16 pages filled with quotes! so I'm going to sort a bit through it before I put any more up^^

Child abuse is wrong, evil, and sick. If your abused run to the police as fast as you can because you don't deserve it! If you know your friend is being abused tell the police no matter what they say! They may be mad at you know but atleast there not dead or being hurt by evil, cruel people! Help others by making the right choice and tell an adult!

Her name was Auroura
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
Was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
Unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"God, why? Why is
My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

If you hate child abuse then repost this on your profile. If you don't then you have no soul!! put this into your profile! damn it! if you have already got this into your profile then you are an angel.

you might defend your guardian even in your own mind, but it's not right to hit a kid no matter what tey tell you or what you try to tell yourself... they might even really love but are just not cut-out to be a parental figure, in that case you should still try to seek help in whatever fashion you deem best. I am still defending mine even in my own thoughts even if I inteligiently knows that it's wrong to tell a five-year old they are a whore, and that all problems at home and at school(I was bullied a lot) where my own damn fault and that if it happened then I deserved it... there might not have been a lot of physical violence in my family but both my and my brother-turned-sister(sorry I'm still getting used to that) have both completely crushed self-esteems and have both been though a period of suicide attemps and depression with several years in-between.

even if you aren't beaten every day of your life it can still be abuse, and even if in our case the social workers refused to help us since there weren't any 'proof' what's most important is that you can acknowledge to yourself that you don't deserve it and their behaviour is wrong

Sorry for me being overly emotional but I feel very strongly for this as it is only now after 12-13 years of semi-emotional abuse that I even can think of it being not my fault in, and I still have a very hard time trying to connect to other people especially people my own age. I'm living everyday trying to somehow cope with my rather messed up mind, and I doubt I will ever completely escape my self-doubts and self-loathing I have built up through the years. I try to do anything I can do to prevent another child from growing up in a household like mine. and I want people to be on the look-out for these things, one complain or concerned letter from a neighbour might have resulted in me and my sister growing up either with other relatives or in an orphanage, and while an orphanage might not have been fun it would have been better than what we lived with in certain ways...

if you have actually managed to read through my long, long monoloque I must declare myself impressed;)

see ya Niwa-k