i really didn't know if i was going to add anymore to this story. but as you can tell this chapter is kind of short but it shows what was before. i dont really know where this story is going so id love to see your reviews and comments!

"Dean what are you doing?" I turned away from him and the camera he held in his hands, "No pictures today."

I felt the leaves crunch under my feet and I smiled when he grabbed my arm and pulled me around to him and brought our chests together, "Come on Cas, let's do something!" Dean laughed and stepped back a few inches, just enough for me to miss his warmth. "Let's go down to the river."

"No." my voice was harder than I thought it had been and I instantly saw the light dim in his eyes. I didn't want to hurt him, but he was young, and he didn't know everything about this town like I did. You do not go down there if you cared for your life.

It's that simple.

Dean slowed down his movements; I tried not to see the brittle way he moved, like I would break him. He's four years younger than me, just barely eighteen, and I'm twenty-two. He's still in that dumb high school stage where everything you do is forgettable and unimportant in the next five minutes. But where I'm at everything I do stay with me and Dean's with me now, he has to see that there are consequences in the real world. Not to say that I don't love him, oh God I love that boy, but he's young and foolish.

"I don't want to go down to the river anyways, let's just go to the park." I knew he was lying and I knew that my silence was hurting him, but he didn't know that when I was his age, I went down there. "Cas come on, please let's do something." He was growing anxious again, I knew he could never stay still for long; he was like a puppy, always full of energy and wanting to move.

"Yeah, let's go, and after that we can go back to my apartment."

Dean smiled into my neck and I grabbed his shoulder and pulled him back, just far enough I could lean up and kiss him quickly. "Maybe grab a few burgers."

"As long as we don't stop at that bookstore you insist on seeing every week then sure."He grabbed my hand and we walked back to my truck, I looked back into the tail bed and smiled; many nights were spent curled up into each other. Some nights we just laid there, but others…

"Books are knowledge Dean, and sometimes that can be our greatest weapon." I climbed inside and started the engine, wincing at the whining noise the piece of crap truck made, "You should really let me help you one this Junker, I could pick out a few things that could help a lot."

I smiled at him, "Yeah but I don't have the money to pay you for your time, and I'm not letting you work for free Winchester.

"Hey you could always pay for it another way." I felt his hand skate down my thigh and I swerved a little on the road, "You know, I work for an hour…you work for an hour- hey you missed the exit for town."

"We're not going to town anymore you tease."

"You're only a tease if you don't put out." He whispered in my ear.