A/N: I am still trying to get ahold of this website… it confused me at first … I think I got in now though. Anywho… I'm sorry that this first chapter is so short; but there are plenty more to come so don't worry! This is my first story, so I hope you like it!
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Kingdom Hearts nor its characters… I wish I did- but sadly… I do not.
CHAPTER 1: That Boy
I opened my eyes for what seemed like the hundredth time that night. I didn't want to fall asleep again, not tonight. I didn't want to have to see that boy's face again… that beautiful boy… I didn't understand it, but I DID understand that I wasn't in the mood for another guilt-filled dream. Surely I was only GUY in tenth grade that had these kinds of dreams, with OTHER GUYS. I didn't understand what the hell was wrong with me.
I suddenly realized that I was exhausted. I struggled under my sheets to turn over, and then looked at my clock- great… four in the morning.
How was I ever going to be able to get up and pack tomorrow? My mom and I were moving to a more peaceful, rural area- like my mom had always wanted. I sighed and stared back up at the same blank ceiling; at least some things didn't change.
Suddenly, I felt a wave of drowsiness was over me. My eyelids drooped and fluttered and I couldn't take it any longer… so I let myself fall into a deep sleep.
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I sat in the soft, tantalizing grass as I looked out upon the rolling, emerald velvet hills. I stroked the sweet viridian grass as it playfully swayed in the breeze.
I looked up to the cerulean sky and saw how it was such a brilliant contrast; the deep blue oblivion complimenting the safe and tangible earth below.
All of a sudden a gleaming ray of sunlight parted through the clouds- like in one of those cheesy B movie romances. And then I saw the boy. He was walking up the hills towards me, with that goofy- yet strangely comforting- grin of his monopolizing his face.
"Hey, Roxas." He said warmly, sitting down beside me. I felt the heat radiating off of him and suddenly felt a twang of guilt in the pit of my stomach. I don't know why, but I felt embarrassed… but it was only a dream, right?
"Hey, " I said finally, realizing that I had been silent for a while.
"Isn't it beautiful here?" the boy said, turning his face to me. I saw his deep, intense blue eyes and perfect brunette hair- and with the sunlight behind him he just looked so… beautiful…
'Wait a minute Roxy, hold on there! You are not freaking GAY! This boy is just a dream- just a figment of your imagination. You can't have… FEELINGS.' I thought bitterly.
"Hey, are you okay?" the brunette asked, inching closer (which of course made me scoot away).
"Yea, I'm fine…" I said.
"No you're not Roxas… I can tell when you're lying. Just talk to me!" he smiled that perfect smile, and I almost melted.
I had been having this dream for quite some time now. We had gotten to know each other pretty well, but it was like a brother to brother kind of relationship. I think.
"Well, I'm just worried about moving. That's all." I lied right to his face. Do dreams know when you're lying? Do dreams know everything that you do?
"I'm sure everything will be fine. Who knows, maybe you'll make some new friends!" he beamed. Guess he bought it.
"Thanks…" I said, not sure what else to say. I rubbed the back of my neck.
"Hey, no problem." The boy leaned over onto me and rested his head on my shoulder- and I felt… safe.
We watched the breeze ripple through the sea of grass for a long time; the dappled sunlight sprinkling a golden glow on the emerald grass. And for once, I didn't want to wake up.
A/N: hope that you liked the *ahem* so called preview of my story! Don't worry, this is actually going somewhere…
Reviews wanted! :D