I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU
Summary: Lissa made the ultimate betrayal. She slept with Dimitri knowing there might be a chance for Rose to see- and she did. Rose talked to the queen about not wanting to be a guardian- wanting to live in the real world, and left. This takes place in spirit bound, before the queen died but after Dimitri turned back.
Have you ever felt betrayed? Like your soul just got sucked out of your body? You feel like you can't breathe, like all you want to do is lay down and close your eyes like you don't exist. I feel like that right now. You see I'm Rose Hathaway, I'm a badass, I'm a fool and I'm a stupid stupid stupid person!
You think you know someone but then you don't. I've known Lissa Dragomir since I was five and now I'm 18. I'm 18 and I'm leaving- for good hopefully. I talked to Adrian about it and he supports me- he's sad I'm leaving him again but I promised I would let him know where I'm going and that he can visit me in my dreams as many times he'd like. I was leaving for New York- cliché right? But Adrian said he had a two-story apartment there that I could live in- he didn't know why he bought it- he's never been there in the last three years and I could still use the card he gave me when I left for Russia since it was a gift of sorts…
Now- on to why I'm leaving with my two suitcases. It happened this morning- I was on my way to Lissa's when I got dragged into her head, I could feel that she had tried to block me but couldn't. She was in bed- naked so I figured she was with Christian but then I heard a different voice- a soft one and wiser but darker. I knew that voice; I could've recognized it everywhere. It was Dimitri's. He was moaning and she was moaning. Grunting, screaming each other's name and then I flew back to reality. I couldn't stay here, I had to leave. First I told Adrian- then I talked to the queen. To be honest I think she was sad for me leaving, don't ask me why 'cause I have no idea- but she let me go and I was grateful.
I was brought back to my room by knocking on my door. It was Adrian, he looked sad. I had packed my bags and all I had to do was get a ride to the airport. We didn't say anything- I had broken up with him- telling I had to reconnect with myself before I got together with anyone. All I did was giving him a hug before I locked the door and gave the key to him. I hadn't been
crying since I found out. I couldn't- not here. There was a car waiting for me by the gate; An SUV to be specific. Mikhail Tanner were supposed to drive me he gave me a smile when he saw me and a hug, we didn't say anything either. I turned to Adrian giving him a kiss on the cheek and a big hug, I didn't let go until I heard someone call my name "ROSE!" it was Lissa. I
looked up and she was with Dim- Guardian Belikov. I looked at Adrian and he shooed me into the car. Before they could reach me we were driving. I looked out the back window and saw Adrian wave his hand while a tear slipped down his cheek. I knew now that I was leaving this place- FOREVER!
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