Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds

As he stared into the blood thirsty eyes of a notorious killer he knew his time was up.

The other's gone, one lying next to him as he surrendered.

His family gone, his life eternally empty.

What he had left to live for was himself alone, all he had to offer this crazed being was himself. Nothing else.

His want to defend, to protect, to negotiate long gone.

Washed out with the bloodshed of nine other lives. Lives he cherished with his entire world. Lives that weren't trophies to him, but precious necessities that he strived for.

As the voice spoke to him again, he knew there and then that he wanted it to be over with. To be out of the cold world he now lived in.

He never thought he'd welcome the fell of the cold metal barrel of a gun to his forehead but now he lavished it.

That same day was the day that he surrendered everything he believed in over the bad guys, it was the day that he was killed the moment the first member of his family were killed.

He had sowed the seeds.

Now they were being reaped.

A/N: So my muse is in an evil mood!

There'll be minimal happy endings in this! Some pairings but no til death do us part....

But I hope you enjoy nonetheless!